freaking insomniac
i cant sleep.
this sucks big time.
i want to go clubbing like now.
i want to be freaking irrresponsible and do smth tt will piss my parents off.
i feel like a caged up little bird again.nt because i dont hv time but bcuz i dont dare to fly out cuz it will make my parents unhappy.
In other words,i feel like i hv been living the way tt they want me to.
such as going out once or twice a week even though i want to go out more than that.
going home as early as possible(eg:8pm) when a normal 18 year old stays out till midnight.
im feeling enstrangled
i dont like my dad being on fb and being able to see all my photos and posts
its nt tt i dont love my parents.
its jz tt i wanna fly out of the nest tt they hv built but i dont dare too.
all the rebelioussness hv accumulated and its coming out now at 230am.
WTF
I CANT SLEEP,
ger