Mixed feelings~
Hello!
What happen to all of u?... MIA?... haha.... are we meeting up soon??? lol... Christmas is coming!... haha.... can someone pls organise the gathering????.... lol....
but before tat i gotta get thru my CTs... which is next week... so sian... this week must mug like crazy... tat is if i can concentrate.. hopefully i can bah.... i am so easily distracted these few days... couple of things on my mind right now... haha.... my project week was just over... it was such a tiring week... chionging like crazy and busy to the max..... FYI, i start french tmr!... haha:) hopefully i will be able to do well for it... and it really sounds fun... haha:) hopefully i can find good grp mates for my french project too... haha....
I am having like super mixed feelings now... like rojak like tat... haha.... i also dunno why... lol... i jus feel weird abt some stuff lor... life is so weird too.... and reality is so harsh... i wish i had more courage and that i was braver...
i wanna apologise to someone actually cos i haven been that nice recently... in fact i suddenly feel so mean but what can i do???... things done cannot be undone rite?.... hopefully time will heal everything and things can go back to normal bah.... i wish i could jus step out and open my big mouth and say sorry...but am i too late?.... i hope not but i think so.... will i be able to break down the wall again?....
i tot i was right to say yes but by saying yes i killed everything in tat instant... nothing would ever be the same again... bel:)