My name is Munling. You dont know one lah!
My name is Germaine. I love my friends, esp wanling.
My name is Wanling. I looooooooooooooooove to disturb everyone. Watch out.
My name is Ruimin. I'm in Hongkong.
My name is Limin. I'm darn busy, don't call me unless your sidang.
My name is Christabel. I'm always hungry.hehe
My name is Jingwen. LOL!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Speak now, or forever hold your piece!
hmmm... i would rather hold my piece... haha:) some things should be left unsaid... especially when it comes to matters of the heart... haha:) i am in a huge state of dilemma right now... lol...
Oh well, tat aside... i am feeling super disorientated and disorganised these few days... i feel so flustered and that all my things are all over the place... my xin very luan, brain very luan and my work is especially luan... i have never ever been so disorganised before... i feel as though my work is going to flood me soon and that i will be drowning in my work soon... this is the first time i am feeling so freaking stressed out even when test and exams are not anywhere near!... i am so freaking pissed with myself for getting myself into this state!... RAH!!!... help me!!!.. i am so going to explode soon!... ah!!!!....
but maybe this is the reason why i kinda think a lot these fews days... i feel that sometimes we move too fast and we never seem to notice the things around us... we never stop and look at the people and things around us.... and we never cherish what we have only until we have lost them.... and that is also when regrets are formed too.. isnt it?...
Moreover, i am beginning to not know who i am le... i look at the mirror and i always wonder if i am the true me... i dunno if christabel is really christabel le... ever heard of the song "reflection" from the soundtrack of Mulan?... well, i kinda think the song really describes me now... too much things have been happening and that i feel tat i am not getting a grip on myself and that i hv lost myself in the midst of all the things happeing around me...
But don worry about me lah... i will be fine in a couple of days lah... haha... jus ranting as usual...
Jia you for your A levels and strive hard for ur As!:) do your best and have no regrets ok?... this is your final lap!... jia you, jia you, jia you!...
Reflection~
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that
I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
bel:)
如果这次的心动是真的，那么心痛也是难免的吗？
Oh well, tat aside... i am feeling super disorientated and disorganised these few days... i feel so flustered and that all my things are all over the place... my xin very luan, brain very luan and my work is especially luan... i have never ever been so disorganised before... i feel as though my work is going to flood me soon and that i will be drowning in my work soon... this is the first time i am feeling so freaking stressed out even when test and exams are not anywhere near!... i am so freaking pissed with myself for getting myself into this state!... RAH!!!... help me!!!.. i am so going to explode soon!... ah!!!!....
but maybe this is the reason why i kinda think a lot these fews days... i feel that sometimes we move too fast and we never seem to notice the things around us... we never stop and look at the people and things around us.... and we never cherish what we have only until we have lost them.... and that is also when regrets are formed too.. isnt it?...
Moreover, i am beginning to not know who i am le... i look at the mirror and i always wonder if i am the true me... i dunno if christabel is really christabel le... ever heard of the song "reflection" from the soundtrack of Mulan?... well, i kinda think the song really describes me now... too much things have been happening and that i feel tat i am not getting a grip on myself and that i hv lost myself in the midst of all the things happeing around me...
But don worry about me lah... i will be fine in a couple of days lah... haha... jus ranting as usual...
Jia you for your A levels and strive hard for ur As!:) do your best and have no regrets ok?... this is your final lap!... jia you, jia you, jia you!...
Reflection~
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that
I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
bel:)
如果这次的心动是真的，那么心痛也是难免的吗？