Here i am, once again
Hardwork does not always pay off. because of that life is saddening :(
i work really hard just to want to achieve something, because of that i had high expectations of myself.
and then the hardwork is left unappreciated.
AND THAT FEELING SUCKS.
sometimes i just feel that there's no meaning in working hard, yet i dun want to feel that way. maybe its just that it cant be achieved through hardwork or i nvr worked hard enough. :(
jingwen