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Saturday, March 21, 2009
the ugly side of man
human can get really ugly at times
they can resort to all sorts of ways just to achieve their aims, underhand tactics, despicable ways
two weeks ago, i got to know this climber
initially i thought she was quite good
tall, dynamic, powerful
she has what it takes to enter finals
at least i thought so
we were getting along quite well
then yesterday during boulderactive(climbing competition) isolation
before our climb
she came up to me
i saw her carrying this phone, same model as mine
i went 'hey i have the same phone as you'
she replied 'nope, not mine. its my friend's'
and she showed me this photo
it was a picture of the wall outside
(everyone could see the wall, but the tiles were not screwed up initially, so its ok)
i was wondering, why show me
then she said its our routes
omg.
she said she has photos and videos of OUR routes
her friend took them and passed to her
and she actually showed me a few of the photos
wth
if she gets caught i get disqualified too you know?
i din tell her off or anything at that time
but now, i kinda regretted
i should have told her off
report her or something
i mean, its really scary how people can resort to all sorts of ways to achieve their aims right?
as much as we both want to get into finals, what makes us different is that, i wont go to the extent of doing something so despicable to give myself an advantage over others
but she will
yes she did
and dammit she got into finals
it just goes to show how badly one is brought up
it makes me look down on her
she is quite a good climber
and i gotta admit she has what it takes to enter finals
but why did she discredit herself by cheating?
perhaps it was the insecure feeling she was having
but every single competitor would be feeling nervous and all
it is normal
she didnt have to cheat. really
so now i have a totally different impression of her
leonard asked me to stop talking to her
but how to?
i mean we just became friends and we text each other and climbed quite often together recently
if i suddenly totally ignore her, it may strain our relations with that school
esp when these two schools always climb together
i donno la
i feel like im a backstabber
two faced monster?
one moment i am replying her messages
talking to her like i didnt mind her cheating
yet the next moment i am bitching about her with my climbers
im totally against the idea of cheating
okaye at least in climbing
one day when i get into finals, it would be a glorious victory
a victory achieved because of my hardwork, all the long hours of training
and i would really be proud of myself
though i can no longer look at her the same way as before
i don wanna lose a friend either
i donno what to do
they can resort to all sorts of ways just to achieve their aims, underhand tactics, despicable ways
two weeks ago, i got to know this climber
initially i thought she was quite good
tall, dynamic, powerful
she has what it takes to enter finals
at least i thought so
we were getting along quite well
then yesterday during boulderactive(climbing competition) isolation
before our climb
she came up to me
i saw her carrying this phone, same model as mine
i went 'hey i have the same phone as you'
she replied 'nope, not mine. its my friend's'
and she showed me this photo
it was a picture of the wall outside
(everyone could see the wall, but the tiles were not screwed up initially, so its ok)
i was wondering, why show me
then she said its our routes
omg.
she said she has photos and videos of OUR routes
her friend took them and passed to her
and she actually showed me a few of the photos
wth
if she gets caught i get disqualified too you know?
i din tell her off or anything at that time
but now, i kinda regretted
i should have told her off
report her or something
i mean, its really scary how people can resort to all sorts of ways to achieve their aims right?
as much as we both want to get into finals, what makes us different is that, i wont go to the extent of doing something so despicable to give myself an advantage over others
but she will
yes she did
and dammit she got into finals
it just goes to show how badly one is brought up
it makes me look down on her
she is quite a good climber
and i gotta admit she has what it takes to enter finals
but why did she discredit herself by cheating?
perhaps it was the insecure feeling she was having
but every single competitor would be feeling nervous and all
it is normal
she didnt have to cheat. really
so now i have a totally different impression of her
leonard asked me to stop talking to her
but how to?
i mean we just became friends and we text each other and climbed quite often together recently
if i suddenly totally ignore her, it may strain our relations with that school
esp when these two schools always climb together
i donno la
i feel like im a backstabber
two faced monster?
one moment i am replying her messages
talking to her like i didnt mind her cheating
yet the next moment i am bitching about her with my climbers
im totally against the idea of cheating
okaye at least in climbing
one day when i get into finals, it would be a glorious victory
a victory achieved because of my hardwork, all the long hours of training
and i would really be proud of myself
though i can no longer look at her the same way as before
i don wanna lose a friend either
i donno what to do