My name is Munling. You dont know one lah!
My name is Germaine. I love my friends, esp wanling.
My name is Wanling. I looooooooooooooooove to disturb everyone. Watch out.
My name is Ruimin. I'm in Hongkong.
My name is Limin. I'm darn busy, don't call me unless your sidang.
My name is Christabel. I'm always hungry.hehe
My name is Jingwen. LOL!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I have learnt that you cant be the saint all the time. You would end up hurting yourself.
Okay my turn to blog he he. Havent blogged in a long time ( even my own blog too )
But Im gonna start blogging more and stop playing FB.
Wellllll, I think the way bel and ger blog is alike cos i usually cant tell who it was till i see the signing off.
To rm,
Jia you Ruimin. You already know what you wanted sooooo sooo long ago. :)
Remember that time in Sec Three, we we sitting tgt in class then we would always talk about what we wanted to do? You wanted to join a dance school like hkapa or some beijing dance thing right? and I wanted to join a fashion school like LCF. Three years on, your in hkapa already. See, the power of belief and hardwork.
It is inevitable that one harbour doubts and thoughts about failure. We're human after all. (Even tho ur the most superhuman one with all the sits up and pull ups )
I am sure that you have heard of the phrase " Taking the first step is already half a battle won " ^^ You really have to believe in yourself and what you really want to achieve. Of course there would be better dancers than you, more flexible girls than you, more graceful dancers than you, but you know you do have something special in you. ^^
I have always seen in you unfaltering belief in yourself and potential. You were always pushing yourself to be the better dancer that you can be. When you dance(teng zi ye or something), I could really see the thirst of wanting more. You have come really far^^ all you need to do is to continue going.
You really have a strong pysche of want you are really after in life and your generousity moves me. Dont let a small setback bring you down. It would really be a shame. :)
ML.
P.s Okay my trip to Paris and London is confirmed. I really cant wait. It means everything to me. ^^
once again, im not suppose to be here
hello
bt is just 1 week away.
yet,i cant find the time to revise all my past topics.
its nt tt i hvnt been studying.
i've been keeping up with current work
and jz dun hv time to revise past work.
well...
nus,ntu and smu came my sch tt day.
when i saw their entry requirements,
i was FLABBERGASTED
its so scary.
to get to nus must be mostly A n B.
damn.
wads d world coming too.
but at least it woke some ppl up.
the guys hv decided to stop playing n start mugging.
at least there will be less ppl to compare with to make myself feel better.
u know..
something tt i've nv said before..
but has always been on my mind.
especially after i went to d overseas university talk
and after ruimin's post.
i think ruimin's really strong.
i kinda admire her courage to go overseas alone
to pursue her dream.
cuz i dunno if i hv the courage to do tt.
and she went there last year somemore.
im turning 18
and i dun even know what my plans are.
i think it takes alot of courage to pursue ur dream,
especially of ur dream is different frm the majority of ppl
and especially when u r in a foreign land alone.
but u know what?
at the end of the day,
when u are able to live ur dream,
u will be happy tt u were brave enough to pursue ur dream.
ruimin,
u can do it ok???
i love u to bits n pieces,
ger
bt is just 1 week away.
yet,i cant find the time to revise all my past topics.
its nt tt i hvnt been studying.
i've been keeping up with current work
and jz dun hv time to revise past work.
well...
nus,ntu and smu came my sch tt day.
when i saw their entry requirements,
i was FLABBERGASTED
its so scary.
to get to nus must be mostly A n B.
damn.
wads d world coming too.
but at least it woke some ppl up.
the guys hv decided to stop playing n start mugging.
at least there will be less ppl to compare with to make myself feel better.
u know..
something tt i've nv said before..
but has always been on my mind.
especially after i went to d overseas university talk
and after ruimin's post.
i think ruimin's really strong.
i kinda admire her courage to go overseas alone
to pursue her dream.
cuz i dunno if i hv the courage to do tt.
and she went there last year somemore.
im turning 18
and i dun even know what my plans are.
i think it takes alot of courage to pursue ur dream,
especially of ur dream is different frm the majority of ppl
and especially when u r in a foreign land alone.
but u know what?
at the end of the day,
when u are able to live ur dream,
u will be happy tt u were brave enough to pursue ur dream.
ruimin,
u can do it ok???
i love u to bits n pieces,
ger
Friday, February 27, 2009
Post 3 of 3!
Hello!
IMPORTANT!!! PLS TAKE NOTE!!!
so i am now officially the most free person in the world... whahaha.... i will start to plan "SOMEONE"'s birthday on monday... CAN ALL OF U JUS DO ME A FAVOUR AND SMS ME WHEN U ALL ARE FREE!!!... COS APPARENTLY, NO ONE BOTHERED TO REPLY TO MY PREVIOUS POST!!!!....
where do u all wanna go?... any suggestions?.... leave my an offline msg or tag the tagboard or send me an email bah.... give me some ideas can, if not how to plan!!!
bel:)
IMPORTANT!!! PLS TAKE NOTE!!!
so i am now officially the most free person in the world... whahaha.... i will start to plan "SOMEONE"'s birthday on monday... CAN ALL OF U JUS DO ME A FAVOUR AND SMS ME WHEN U ALL ARE FREE!!!... COS APPARENTLY, NO ONE BOTHERED TO REPLY TO MY PREVIOUS POST!!!!....
where do u all wanna go?... any suggestions?.... leave my an offline msg or tag the tagboard or send me an email bah.... give me some ideas can, if not how to plan!!!
bel:)
Post 2 of 3!
Hello all!
i am going to post 3 post today!... haha... cos they are all about different things so i separated them... its okay if u dun read... i happy jiu hao le... hehe....
My exams are officially over!... all i can do now is wait for my results to come out on 2omarch.... wish me good luck hor... overall, i think my exams were not too bad going by my standards... so hopefully, i can get the GPA tat i want!... praying hard~ My pps were all okay except maybe todays pp where i screwed up a bit... oh well... hehe....
many things happened over the last week.... well how should i start... let me with my last post till today bah... i will jus give a brief summary bah cos too many things happen le... well, my grandma passed away on monday due to old age... so on monday after my MIEC pp i had to go down to the funeral... for the entire week, i did not go in and take a look at inside the coffin... i was kinda scared actually... cos i feel that it is so unbelievable (i dunno how to explain the feeling also).... it is like u are looking at this person and talking to tis person and then the next minute , the person is lying motionless... it is jus so scary, tats why i think life is super fragile... then on tues i stayed overnight and i played mj with my cousins from 12 midnight to 6.30am like tat.... cos we must shou ye... u must be thinking y can gamble rite?... cos my family is very open and the overall atmosphere was not very sombre anyway... cos the adults seem to be very fang de kai... so ya lor.... then on wed i stayed at home to study for my most hated module ITB.... then yesterday i took my ITB pp, luckily it was okay.... and studied for today's FFA pp.... i was so restless yesterday and i confess that i nv really put in my best to study yesterday cos i was so sian... hehe... then tis morning was my grandma's cremation and i didnt attend cos i cant postpone my FFA pp... so i had to go for my exam instead cos i had no choice... yups... feeling a bit sad now... but i am okay!:)... anyway, tats was my super hectic week~
bel:)
Cherish your life, dun do anything silly... live life to the fullest and never regret wat u do... dun look back on the past... look forward and always think positive:)
i am going to post 3 post today!... haha... cos they are all about different things so i separated them... its okay if u dun read... i happy jiu hao le... hehe....
My exams are officially over!... all i can do now is wait for my results to come out on 2omarch.... wish me good luck hor... overall, i think my exams were not too bad going by my standards... so hopefully, i can get the GPA tat i want!... praying hard~ My pps were all okay except maybe todays pp where i screwed up a bit... oh well... hehe....
many things happened over the last week.... well how should i start... let me with my last post till today bah... i will jus give a brief summary bah cos too many things happen le... well, my grandma passed away on monday due to old age... so on monday after my MIEC pp i had to go down to the funeral... for the entire week, i did not go in and take a look at inside the coffin... i was kinda scared actually... cos i feel that it is so unbelievable (i dunno how to explain the feeling also).... it is like u are looking at this person and talking to tis person and then the next minute , the person is lying motionless... it is jus so scary, tats why i think life is super fragile... then on tues i stayed overnight and i played mj with my cousins from 12 midnight to 6.30am like tat.... cos we must shou ye... u must be thinking y can gamble rite?... cos my family is very open and the overall atmosphere was not very sombre anyway... cos the adults seem to be very fang de kai... so ya lor.... then on wed i stayed at home to study for my most hated module ITB.... then yesterday i took my ITB pp, luckily it was okay.... and studied for today's FFA pp.... i was so restless yesterday and i confess that i nv really put in my best to study yesterday cos i was so sian... hehe... then tis morning was my grandma's cremation and i didnt attend cos i cant postpone my FFA pp... so i had to go for my exam instead cos i had no choice... yups... feeling a bit sad now... but i am okay!:)... anyway, tats was my super hectic week~
bel:)
Cherish your life, dun do anything silly... live life to the fullest and never regret wat u do... dun look back on the past... look forward and always think positive:)
Post 1 of 3!
Hello!
This is my first of 3 post... haha...
These are my holiday resolutions... i planned them a long time ago actually... haha....
Holiday Resolutions:
1) Read finish the twilight series! hehe.. then return the books to jw asap...
2) Play mj! haha
3) Lose weight... specifically 3kg... so tat i will be able to weigh **kg... haha... should be possible bah... 3kg in 7 weeks lehz...hehe...
4) Eat more fruits... at least twice a week...
5) No snacking between meals... except eating of fruits...
6) Eat junk food only once a week... junk food includes fast food, sweets, ice cream and chocolates!... dun try to tempt me... i am trying to build up my mental strength as well~
7) Exercise at least twice a week... either swimming, jogging, climbing stairs or bowling...
8) No eating supper!
9) No sitting down for more than 3 hours straight!
10) Go shopping!... help the economy mah...
11) Watch shows online.. hehe...
12) Go sentosa!.. i want the sun!
13) Go sing k?.. haha
14) Improve my bowling!.. haha... sch team, here i come!.. haha
15) Make my collage tat i hv postponing for super long le...
16) Watch movies...
18) Plan for Ger's birthday!
19) Change the pot of my poor orchid...
20) Make my nails... haha...
21) Change my iPod's song... li min, i will need ur cds!... hahah
22) Play karaokae party... haha.. its quite fun really!...
23) Wake up at 11am daily!!!
24) Most importantly, enjoy myself to the max!!
And the list jus goes on.... haha... i hope i can stick to my holiday resolutions!...haha... anyway, i got 7 weeks to do all that!...
bel:)
This is my first of 3 post... haha...
These are my holiday resolutions... i planned them a long time ago actually... haha....
Holiday Resolutions:
1) Read finish the twilight series! hehe.. then return the books to jw asap...
2) Play mj! haha
3) Lose weight... specifically 3kg... so tat i will be able to weigh **kg... haha... should be possible bah... 3kg in 7 weeks lehz...hehe...
4) Eat more fruits... at least twice a week...
5) No snacking between meals... except eating of fruits...
6) Eat junk food only once a week... junk food includes fast food, sweets, ice cream and chocolates!... dun try to tempt me... i am trying to build up my mental strength as well~
7) Exercise at least twice a week... either swimming, jogging, climbing stairs or bowling...
8) No eating supper!
9) No sitting down for more than 3 hours straight!
10) Go shopping!... help the economy mah...
11) Watch shows online.. hehe...
12) Go sentosa!.. i want the sun!
13) Go sing k?.. haha
14) Improve my bowling!.. haha... sch team, here i come!.. haha
15) Make my collage tat i hv postponing for super long le...
16) Watch movies...
18) Plan for Ger's birthday!
19) Change the pot of my poor orchid...
20) Make my nails... haha...
21) Change my iPod's song... li min, i will need ur cds!... hahah
22) Play karaokae party... haha.. its quite fun really!...
23) Wake up at 11am daily!!!
24) Most importantly, enjoy myself to the max!!
And the list jus goes on.... haha... i hope i can stick to my holiday resolutions!...haha... anyway, i got 7 weeks to do all that!...
bel:)
Jia You JIA YOU!!!
I guess all of us will have our emo and lonely times at certain times so I'm here to motivate!! haha.. I hope this post do cheer you guys up!! :D
Ruimin, don't push urself too hard sometimes. We know it's hard on you.. BE STRONG!! coz ALL of us here will be here to back you up!! You can SURELY pull thru!! :)
Remb :
Ruimin, don't push urself too hard sometimes. We know it's hard on you.. BE STRONG!! coz ALL of us here will be here to back you up!! You can SURELY pull thru!! :)
Remb :
You are today where your thoughts have brought you;
You will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you. ~James Allen
You will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you. ~James Allen
Stay motivated at ALL times and you'll be able to pull thru de!! :D
Take ONE STEP AT A TIME.. juz lik the lyrics :
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting.
We live and we learn to take one step at a time .There's no need to rush. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen that we find the reasons why..
And to all who are getting pissed coz of ur studies,
Remb:
Worry is like a rocking chair. It will give you sth to do, but it won't get you anywhere..
So get off ur butt and do some work!! Be it Homework or Revision or Practicing!! :D
Esp to jw, practice more of ur instruments! Use the spirit you hv for Gz in Sec sch days now and i strongly believe NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE for you to K that two instruments. Remember you are left handed but that does not stop you for having the passion and stay on in Gz for 4 solid yrs in Sec sch..So now juz use ur heart to play well. Dun be too worried about ur e other frens wondering whether is it right for us to choose ruan over Gz or wat.. Dun live for others but yourself coz you only have a life to live! :D
Wow. I suddenly feel so inspired myself.. Haha..
Gotta end here liao to do my work too but i will keep bloggin de!! :)
One last thing to ALL:
With love
Li mIn
Take ONE STEP AT A TIME.. juz lik the lyrics :
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting.
We live and we learn to take one step at a time .There's no need to rush. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen that we find the reasons why..
And to all who are getting pissed coz of ur studies,
Remb:
Worry is like a rocking chair. It will give you sth to do, but it won't get you anywhere..
So get off ur butt and do some work!! Be it Homework or Revision or Practicing!! :D
Esp to jw, practice more of ur instruments! Use the spirit you hv for Gz in Sec sch days now and i strongly believe NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE for you to K that two instruments. Remember you are left handed but that does not stop you for having the passion and stay on in Gz for 4 solid yrs in Sec sch..So now juz use ur heart to play well. Dun be too worried about ur e other frens wondering whether is it right for us to choose ruan over Gz or wat.. Dun live for others but yourself coz you only have a life to live! :D
Wow. I suddenly feel so inspired myself.. Haha..
Gotta end here liao to do my work too but i will keep bloggin de!! :)
One last thing to ALL:
Surprise yourself ; Surpass yourself!!
With love
Li mIn
WANLING'S. let me rant, and i promise i'll be alright
life sucks, take drugssometimes i wish i have the chance to say something cheesy like
"you were like a breath of fresh air, i was drowning and you saved me."
no ger, i wont say it to you
if i do, maybe its better that i suffocate
HAHA
everything's screwed up
i cant breathe at all
one bad day after another
i realised i've been bottling up things for quite some time
plus today's climbing was really bad
so it kinda triggered off everything
i almost cried on the spot
dammit. but yeah held back
no im not depressed
its not pms
not emo either
its just, a combination of disappointment and frustration and regret and fear .
but wanling shall not be disheartened
she shall forget about yesterday and live today and tomorrow afresh
she shall press on and believe in herself and stay strong
YEAH ALLE
Zthis is to cheer myself up.
hahasaw ___ today when i was unglam ttm
horrible
chat for awhile and walked there tgt
but then again, i realised its probably never possible
zee may be right
its admire. just admire, okaye.
anyhow, it still makes my day seeing ___
haha, that's enough(:
WANLING
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I haven't posted in a long time. I know.
So i've been going to school
and its only the third week of semester 2,
but i'm starting to feel tired and like i can't cope with everything here.
I think its pms but i don't know why
recently i've been feeling really down,
like i can't do as well, like i can't do so many so many things that i expected myself to be able to do.
Some things are getting more difficult and challenging for me, that i don't even know if i will ever been able to do well, or even to be able to them.
yea i've practised, but sometimes things just ain't going that well for me.
and i've spent so much time on one movement in my acrobatics class that i wanna cry liao cos i've been trying and trying and i still suck at it lah seriously.
omg, the day i get that right, i'll jump for joy man....
to think acrobatics used to be my favorite class and a class that i think i can cope better with..it doesn't seem to be the case now...
many of my classes are progressing quite well in terms of the level of difficulty.
sometimes i think as the classes get harder, even though i may not be able to perfect all the requirements, but i feel as if i'm working hard to get there, and i feel like i really wanna try it again and again till i feel comfortable dancing.
i really feel so bad about myself these few days actually,
and then today my acrobatics teacher said.."不要灰心"
because if you do so, you'll just keep getting worse and you'll not improve
so yea i must be more optimistic,
i'm trying hard in everything that i do now, in every class that i go for.
i really hope that i'll be able to improve much more this semester...
oh and i've gotten back my results for semester 1.
haha i got a GPA of 3.15
well thats actually a good grade in my class,
i think the highest is about 3.33, and there are only about 5 of us who've gotten gotten more than 3.00
but i felt like my heart sank the moment i saw my results because i really expected much more from myself. but i can't change the results...except to work harder this semester..
i think ever since i came to HKAPA,
everything that i do, the only person that i'll satisfy and disappoint is myself,
because only i care about how much i improve or deprove, so i really try to aim for the best.
hah i know that i'll never be perfect, but at least i really really wanna get as close to perfect as possible.
and the competition in class is getting stronger ans stronger, i feel as if i'll be left behind if i don't put in more effort.
everyday i go to school feeling like i really need to do better if not i'll really regret, and the feeling of nervousness and anxiety inside me is so great cos i'm scared that i'll just end up being nothing in the end.
i'm really a nobody in HKAPA..
i'm really scared eveytime i go for classes, rehearsals
and it really sucks cos i don't exactly feel happy while dancing anymore.....okay maybe i do, among all these negative feeling.
but somehow there is just this whole chunk of sorrow added into my life of dancing, about how i can never be as good as some dancers, about how i may never be able to perfect everything.
its getting more and more taxing for me to improve and be a better dancer.
i'm not even sure that one day i'll be a dancer that i can be proud of.
i really wish i have my friends here with me, to accompany me through all these sucky feeling that i have about myself
i miss everyone in Singapore really.
i miss all the laughing with you girls seriously..
RUIMIN
and its only the third week of semester 2,
but i'm starting to feel tired and like i can't cope with everything here.
I think its pms but i don't know why
recently i've been feeling really down,
like i can't do as well, like i can't do so many so many things that i expected myself to be able to do.
Some things are getting more difficult and challenging for me, that i don't even know if i will ever been able to do well, or even to be able to them.
yea i've practised, but sometimes things just ain't going that well for me.
and i've spent so much time on one movement in my acrobatics class that i wanna cry liao cos i've been trying and trying and i still suck at it lah seriously.
omg, the day i get that right, i'll jump for joy man....
to think acrobatics used to be my favorite class and a class that i think i can cope better with..it doesn't seem to be the case now...
many of my classes are progressing quite well in terms of the level of difficulty.
sometimes i think as the classes get harder, even though i may not be able to perfect all the requirements, but i feel as if i'm working hard to get there, and i feel like i really wanna try it again and again till i feel comfortable dancing.
i really feel so bad about myself these few days actually,
and then today my acrobatics teacher said.."不要灰心"
because if you do so, you'll just keep getting worse and you'll not improve
so yea i must be more optimistic,
i'm trying hard in everything that i do now, in every class that i go for.
i really hope that i'll be able to improve much more this semester...
oh and i've gotten back my results for semester 1.
haha i got a GPA of 3.15
well thats actually a good grade in my class,
i think the highest is about 3.33, and there are only about 5 of us who've gotten gotten more than 3.00
but i felt like my heart sank the moment i saw my results because i really expected much more from myself. but i can't change the results...except to work harder this semester..
i think ever since i came to HKAPA,
everything that i do, the only person that i'll satisfy and disappoint is myself,
because only i care about how much i improve or deprove, so i really try to aim for the best.
hah i know that i'll never be perfect, but at least i really really wanna get as close to perfect as possible.
and the competition in class is getting stronger ans stronger, i feel as if i'll be left behind if i don't put in more effort.
everyday i go to school feeling like i really need to do better if not i'll really regret, and the feeling of nervousness and anxiety inside me is so great cos i'm scared that i'll just end up being nothing in the end.
i'm really a nobody in HKAPA..
i'm really scared eveytime i go for classes, rehearsals
and it really sucks cos i don't exactly feel happy while dancing anymore.....okay maybe i do, among all these negative feeling.
but somehow there is just this whole chunk of sorrow added into my life of dancing, about how i can never be as good as some dancers, about how i may never be able to perfect everything.
its getting more and more taxing for me to improve and be a better dancer.
i'm not even sure that one day i'll be a dancer that i can be proud of.
i really wish i have my friends here with me, to accompany me through all these sucky feeling that i have about myself
i miss everyone in Singapore really.
i miss all the laughing with you girls seriously..
RUIMIN
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
im not even suppose to be here
i should really really be studying.
but i cant resist after reading ur posts.
damn man.
tell me why i hate u ppl.
today was interesting.
i went for a overseas uni forum.
i realised i need a freaking good a lvl score to get into vet course in aust.
i need AT LEAST 2A and 1B for my 3 h2 subjects.
how the hell m i suppose to do tt when im failing math???
the fees are super expensive too.its like A$32000 per year for course fees and A$18000 for living expenses.
anyone wanna sponsor???
so i was emo-ing on in the bus in my way home and it was damn freaky cold in the bus.
i shivered like a cuckoo.
then i went to buy things at northpoint.
it was even more cold there ok.
i went to collect cake for my friend bd.ext
cuz its tmr.(MINE is on monday)*HINT*
well..
we ordered this WINX CLUB cake for her.
jz to disturb her.
if u dunno what winx is,go google it.
its this really childish thing.
so when i told the aunt i want 'shi ba' candle
she thot i said 'ba'
so i had to tell her its for an eighteen year old n nt a 8 yr old.
hee
8 more days to drinking,driving,gambling and...you know what.
haha
gerrr
but i cant resist after reading ur posts.
damn man.
tell me why i hate u ppl.
today was interesting.
i went for a overseas uni forum.
i realised i need a freaking good a lvl score to get into vet course in aust.
i need AT LEAST 2A and 1B for my 3 h2 subjects.
how the hell m i suppose to do tt when im failing math???
the fees are super expensive too.its like A$32000 per year for course fees and A$18000 for living expenses.
anyone wanna sponsor???
so i was emo-ing on in the bus in my way home and it was damn freaky cold in the bus.
i shivered like a cuckoo.
then i went to buy things at northpoint.
it was even more cold there ok.
i went to collect cake for my friend bd.ext
cuz its tmr.(MINE is on monday)*HINT*
well..
we ordered this WINX CLUB cake for her.
jz to disturb her.
if u dunno what winx is,go google it.
its this really childish thing.
so when i told the aunt i want 'shi ba' candle
she thot i said 'ba'
so i had to tell her its for an eighteen year old n nt a 8 yr old.
hee
8 more days to drinking,driving,gambling and...you know what.
haha
gerrr
Monday, February 23, 2009
WANLING'S
last friday was tie day
as usual, as always
i forgot to bring it
i think the last time i wore the vj tie was the beginning of last year HAHA
this time mr seet(some quite fierce guy) wanted to see all those w/o tie
i supposed they'll get it from him
i was comtemplating whether or not to go out to meet him
if i continue sitting there confirm kena caught cos all the teachers arnd there
so i slowly went up took my own sweet time walked one big round to him
just at this moment i donno wat got into my mind
as i turned arnd the corner
i saw the toilet
so i just dashed in to hide
despite mr seet being less than 50m away
so i waited
and waited
and waited for assembly to end
cleaner tot i fainted in the cubicle
wahaha
so i got away
mandy says she takes her hat off me
haha
today halfway through math lecture
aline and i went to take a walk
went to the faraway toilet
checked out this underground isolated place that was rumored to have ppl making out there
cos its so deserted and quiet, but good dat there's aircon
we found two benches, with a piece of cardboard on it
we supposed ppl make out there
haha so we slacked there
quite a nice place to just chill out
we camwhored
and decided to lie down to rest for 5 min before returning to lecture
but..
we both fell asleep there
and was woken up by some footsteps
quickly ran away
back to lecture
to find the lecture had just ended
school is such a bore
every morning i wake up feeling really ultra tempted to pon
but life is a little different now
*big smile*
WANLING(:
as usual, as always
i forgot to bring it
i think the last time i wore the vj tie was the beginning of last year HAHA
this time mr seet(some quite fierce guy) wanted to see all those w/o tie
i supposed they'll get it from him
i was comtemplating whether or not to go out to meet him
if i continue sitting there confirm kena caught cos all the teachers arnd there
so i slowly went up took my own sweet time walked one big round to him
just at this moment i donno wat got into my mind
as i turned arnd the corner
i saw the toilet
so i just dashed in to hide
despite mr seet being less than 50m away
so i waited
and waited
and waited for assembly to end
cleaner tot i fainted in the cubicle
wahaha
so i got away
mandy says she takes her hat off me
haha
today halfway through math lecture
aline and i went to take a walk
went to the faraway toilet
checked out this underground isolated place that was rumored to have ppl making out there
cos its so deserted and quiet, but good dat there's aircon
we found two benches, with a piece of cardboard on it
we supposed ppl make out there
haha so we slacked there
quite a nice place to just chill out
we camwhored
and decided to lie down to rest for 5 min before returning to lecture
but..
we both fell asleep there
and was woken up by some footsteps
quickly ran away
back to lecture
to find the lecture had just ended
school is such a bore
every morning i wake up feeling really ultra tempted to pon
but life is a little different now
*big smile*
WANLING(:
Hi munling here.
I'm talking to wanling now.
Lol. She crushing on who u know? I just dug it out from her. Ha ha her crushes come and go. Sms me ur guess and I will post up the answer in a fateful 24 hours. :D
Anyway I wanna tell u all something. I'll be going oooooofffff to London and Paris during April. TDS ADM planned it. I'm super happy. Cos I used my edusave to pay most of it and I only need to top up like 300 of the 2500dollars. I even like went to sign my mastercard to facilitate my expenditures overseas. :D Hee.
I'm gonna kiss the ground in Paris. :D I cant wait. Woo.
Well for the record, school sucks as usual. :(
I'm talking to wanling now.
Lol. She crushing on who u know? I just dug it out from her. Ha ha her crushes come and go. Sms me ur guess and I will post up the answer in a fateful 24 hours. :D
Anyway I wanna tell u all something. I'll be going oooooofffff to London and Paris during April. TDS ADM planned it. I'm super happy. Cos I used my edusave to pay most of it and I only need to top up like 300 of the 2500dollars. I even like went to sign my mastercard to facilitate my expenditures overseas. :D Hee.
I'm gonna kiss the ground in Paris. :D I cant wait. Woo.
Well for the record, school sucks as usual. :(
Sunday, February 22, 2009
WANLING'S. shit happens everyday
she's the most irritating piece of shit on Earth
crap shit
holy shit
smelly shit
bloody shit
retarded shit
she has it all
but i think of her everyday
cos i shit everyday
and the sight of my shit reminds me of her
disgusting
smelly
yucky
gross
yes that's everything about ger
i think my friendship with her is like constipation
always at loggerheads with each other
so random
but anyway ger you SHIT ASS I LOVE YOU.
i think, im having a crush.
im in deep shit >.<
WANLING(:
crap shit
holy shit
smelly shit
bloody shit
retarded shit
she has it all
but i think of her everyday
cos i shit everyday
and the sight of my shit reminds me of her
disgusting
smelly
yucky
gross
yes that's everything about ger
i think my friendship with her is like constipation
always at loggerheads with each other
so random
but anyway ger you SHIT ASS I LOVE YOU.
i think, im having a crush.
im in deep shit >.<
WANLING(:
germaine's
hello ppl.
really bz this few days.with odac camp and block tests coming up,its enough things to do to last me for a life time.im serious.
my mum's case is officialy closed already so nothing to worry about anymore.
u know..tt day when wl got pissed with me??
i felt really weird.like even though she say tt she understood wad i mean,there's still this feeling of 'mo sheng' btw us.
until...
she told me she going 2 crash sa to climb
she didnt in the end,
jz like her to ps ppl.
so she told me.
and my reply to her was "CRAP SHIT"
her reply to me was " HOLY SHIT"
my reply to that was"YOU SHIT"
her reply to that was "BLOODY SHIT"
ok.i stopped replying her cause i felt tt she was so childish.
tsk tsk.
NOT BECAUSE I LOSE OK!!!!
haha.
but it was only then tt i felt tt things were back to normal.
im in so deep shit.
i can only interact with ppl when im being mean/sarcastic to them.
it suddenly occured to me tt i can really hurt ppl with my poking and disturbing when i dont mean it at all.
therefore,i promise to be less blunt,less mean and nicer.
after all,
if u hv nothing nice to say,
dont say anything.
i guess i will end up with nthing to say.
wanling,
SMELLY SHIT!!!
with lots of shit,
germaine
really bz this few days.with odac camp and block tests coming up,its enough things to do to last me for a life time.im serious.
my mum's case is officialy closed already so nothing to worry about anymore.
u know..tt day when wl got pissed with me??
i felt really weird.like even though she say tt she understood wad i mean,there's still this feeling of 'mo sheng' btw us.
until...
she told me she going 2 crash sa to climb
she didnt in the end,
jz like her to ps ppl.
so she told me.
and my reply to her was "CRAP SHIT"
her reply to me was " HOLY SHIT"
my reply to that was"YOU SHIT"
her reply to that was "BLOODY SHIT"
ok.i stopped replying her cause i felt tt she was so childish.
tsk tsk.
NOT BECAUSE I LOSE OK!!!!
haha.
but it was only then tt i felt tt things were back to normal.
im in so deep shit.
i can only interact with ppl when im being mean/sarcastic to them.
it suddenly occured to me tt i can really hurt ppl with my poking and disturbing when i dont mean it at all.
therefore,i promise to be less blunt,less mean and nicer.
after all,
if u hv nothing nice to say,
dont say anything.
i guess i will end up with nthing to say.
wanling,
SMELLY SHIT!!!
with lots of shit,
germaine
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Breaking my promise
Hello!!
haha... FINE!... i know i am not suppose to be using the com or blogging... I SHOULD BE STUDYING!... haha... anyway, i am so bored right now, but i dun feel like studying sia... entertain me pls!!!... i am so sian.... haha... tmr i hv to study for MIEC le... haha... cant escape le... hehe...
well, i had my first paper today... and reality hasnt struck me yet... when i woke up tis morning at 6.45am... i was thinking to myself why i had to wake up so early.... then i realise it was exam day!... but i was still so calm... then when i board the bus and was revising for my exam i was like in my own dreamland cos i really didnt feel anything at all.... then i reached sch... haah... it totally didnt feel like sat cos there were so many ppl in sch and everyone was busy doing last minute studying.... then i suddenly was in the exam venue sitting with the pp in front of me... while i was reading the pp, i was still feeling nothing, as if i was dreaming and tat none of it is real... so weird sia... it was the first time i felt that way... then halfway throught the pp, i pinched myself cos i seem to be dreaming... but i felt pain, so ya... haha... maybe i going crazy le... then luckily i checked my work cos i missed out on one part of the qn... haha... so heng... but i was panicking for some unknown reason at the last 10mins although i finished the pp le.... hehe... but after the pp, i still was so calm and happy... cos i think i should be able to score well for the pp bah... hopefully, i will get A... haha...
well, then i slacked the whole day... haha... i slept like 3hrs in the afternoon cos i was so exhausted after my brains cell died and it was the first time i woke up at 6.45 after so long... haha... yups... then went for dinner and when i came home, i continued to slack... i watched "the devil wears prada"... haha.... tat was my day lor... and studying wasnt part of it... haha...
one down, three more to go!... i must jia you!!!... haha....
6 more days to freedom!...
bel:)
haha... FINE!... i know i am not suppose to be using the com or blogging... I SHOULD BE STUDYING!... haha... anyway, i am so bored right now, but i dun feel like studying sia... entertain me pls!!!... i am so sian.... haha... tmr i hv to study for MIEC le... haha... cant escape le... hehe...
well, i had my first paper today... and reality hasnt struck me yet... when i woke up tis morning at 6.45am... i was thinking to myself why i had to wake up so early.... then i realise it was exam day!... but i was still so calm... then when i board the bus and was revising for my exam i was like in my own dreamland cos i really didnt feel anything at all.... then i reached sch... haah... it totally didnt feel like sat cos there were so many ppl in sch and everyone was busy doing last minute studying.... then i suddenly was in the exam venue sitting with the pp in front of me... while i was reading the pp, i was still feeling nothing, as if i was dreaming and tat none of it is real... so weird sia... it was the first time i felt that way... then halfway throught the pp, i pinched myself cos i seem to be dreaming... but i felt pain, so ya... haha... maybe i going crazy le... then luckily i checked my work cos i missed out on one part of the qn... haha... so heng... but i was panicking for some unknown reason at the last 10mins although i finished the pp le.... hehe... but after the pp, i still was so calm and happy... cos i think i should be able to score well for the pp bah... hopefully, i will get A... haha...
well, then i slacked the whole day... haha... i slept like 3hrs in the afternoon cos i was so exhausted after my brains cell died and it was the first time i woke up at 6.45 after so long... haha... yups... then went for dinner and when i came home, i continued to slack... i watched "the devil wears prada"... haha.... tat was my day lor... and studying wasnt part of it... haha...
one down, three more to go!... i must jia you!!!... haha....
6 more days to freedom!...
bel:)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
MIA...
hello!
today is my last free day... from tmr onwards, i cant slack anymore... cos my exams are on the 21, 23, 26 and 27 feb.... haha... i will be missing in action for the next fews day or a week or so... so if u see me online, rmb to talk to me and scold me for slacking okay?... haha... so since tis will be my last post until the exams are over... wish me good luck hor!... haha... i need loads of it cos i hv been slacking like crazy for the past few days!... except today... i today very guai lor... i got revise my work diligently... hehe.... hopefully i get can what i am aiming for!... hehe...
oh ya... i wanna go to a concert... haha... but then i lazy spend my own money cos not very cheap... although the cheapest tixs are $78, but then $78 also money lehz.... ai ya... anyway, hope my dad or mom strike 4D or toto, then they can sponsor me... although i dont support buying 4D or toto lah... hehe.... or wait for money drop from the sky... hehe... nvm, pray hard.. haha... my mom say if i get GPA 4.0, she will buy for me.... haha... a bit not very possible lor.... nvm.... i will work hard de!... after my exams then i can do all the things, i having been planning to do le....
i will, i can and i must jia you, jia you, jia you!... i can do it de!.... Reach for the stars!....
8 days to freedom!...
bel:)
hopefully, history doesn't repeat itself... hehe... if not i will surely regret de...
today is my last free day... from tmr onwards, i cant slack anymore... cos my exams are on the 21, 23, 26 and 27 feb.... haha... i will be missing in action for the next fews day or a week or so... so if u see me online, rmb to talk to me and scold me for slacking okay?... haha... so since tis will be my last post until the exams are over... wish me good luck hor!... haha... i need loads of it cos i hv been slacking like crazy for the past few days!... except today... i today very guai lor... i got revise my work diligently... hehe.... hopefully i get can what i am aiming for!... hehe...
oh ya... i wanna go to a concert... haha... but then i lazy spend my own money cos not very cheap... although the cheapest tixs are $78, but then $78 also money lehz.... ai ya... anyway, hope my dad or mom strike 4D or toto, then they can sponsor me... although i dont support buying 4D or toto lah... hehe.... or wait for money drop from the sky... hehe... nvm, pray hard.. haha... my mom say if i get GPA 4.0, she will buy for me.... haha... a bit not very possible lor.... nvm.... i will work hard de!... after my exams then i can do all the things, i having been planning to do le....
i will, i can and i must jia you, jia you, jia you!... i can do it de!.... Reach for the stars!....
8 days to freedom!...
bel:)
hopefully, history doesn't repeat itself... hehe... if not i will surely regret de...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
love to think a lot!
hello!
i love to think a lot... haha... my latest "thinking" is about life... haha.... instead of studying and thinking about my exams, i am thinking of wu liao stuff... haha.... nvm... i still slacking lehz... can u believe it???... haha... i cant believe myself too... sigh... i guess i disappeared again... hehe... nvm... tis is like my slackest preparation for my exams ever!.. haha...
why do people want to live life?... why do people want to be rich when they know they are going to die somehow?... why live life sadly when u can live happily since we have to pass a day anyway?.... why do we bother studying so hard anyway?.... oh well~ maybe tats why i am slacking??... haha... oh well... i shall jus buck up and jia you for my exams... haha... i am so weird... nvm... hehe
bel:)
i love to think a lot... haha... my latest "thinking" is about life... haha.... instead of studying and thinking about my exams, i am thinking of wu liao stuff... haha.... nvm... i still slacking lehz... can u believe it???... haha... i cant believe myself too... sigh... i guess i disappeared again... hehe... nvm... tis is like my slackest preparation for my exams ever!.. haha...
why do people want to live life?... why do people want to be rich when they know they are going to die somehow?... why live life sadly when u can live happily since we have to pass a day anyway?.... why do we bother studying so hard anyway?.... oh well~ maybe tats why i am slacking??... haha... oh well... i shall jus buck up and jia you for my exams... haha... i am so weird... nvm... hehe
bel:)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Planning for Ger's birthday!
Hello girls!
hmm... when will u all be free for ger's bdae celebrations?...
Do u all want it during the march holidays or after tat?... cos u all having ur comon test before the march holidays rite?...
can u all pls post the dates u are available from 14 march till 31 march... haha... jus do as told bah... i will plan everything after my exams...
thanks:)
bel:)
hmm... when will u all be free for ger's bdae celebrations?...
Do u all want it during the march holidays or after tat?... cos u all having ur comon test before the march holidays rite?...
can u all pls post the dates u are available from 14 march till 31 march... haha... jus do as told bah... i will plan everything after my exams...
thanks:)
bel:)
Tryin to be motivated!!
My exams starts this Fri and i have not start studyin.. As usual, i'm startin to be worried and will hv to start my revision after this blog.. Gosh.. i dun feel lik studyin but i have to.. have been procrastinating too much le.. :x
Anyway, my stupid firefox cannot open my mail only Ie can.. So i missed my peer appraisal which takes up 5% of my subject.. 5% gone liao.. :( Super piss with myself ytd but wat to do.. Careless me again..
It's only 11.30a.m now and i feel so tired and restless. something muz be WRONG with me.. lolx.. will try to brain wash n motivate myself to study le.
Jia you to those who are studying too!!
I guess this quote shd work for me now :
Anyway, my stupid firefox cannot open my mail only Ie can.. So i missed my peer appraisal which takes up 5% of my subject.. 5% gone liao.. :( Super piss with myself ytd but wat to do.. Careless me again..
It's only 11.30a.m now and i feel so tired and restless. something muz be WRONG with me.. lolx.. will try to brain wash n motivate myself to study le.
Jia you to those who are studying too!!
I guess this quote shd work for me now :
Happiness is Not by chance, but by choice.
~Jim Rohn
~Jim Rohn
Li mIn
Monday, February 16, 2009
time flies
yo babes
guess what??
NUS jz mailed a flyer to my house,inviting me to go for their open house.
time passes so quickly.seems like jz yesterday tt polys mailed all this crappy stuff to me.
i did smth today.and im really proud of myself.its like overcoming this fear in me tt has been there so such a long time.
the aches still there but it has become bearable.
sometimes,i want to enter the head of so many people to know how they feel.
but then again, i wonder how i will feel if i see things tt i dun want to see in their head.
get what i mean??
i hate it when im in this kind of thinking mood.
it scares me to know tt i will be 18 soon.what the heck m i gonna do with life??
soon i will be turning 21.
i feel so overwhelmed.
m i even making sense??
but its ok.it will pass soon and i'll be in my good day mood.
i hope.
when dreams seem like dreams,
ger
guess what??
NUS jz mailed a flyer to my house,inviting me to go for their open house.
time passes so quickly.seems like jz yesterday tt polys mailed all this crappy stuff to me.
i did smth today.and im really proud of myself.its like overcoming this fear in me tt has been there so such a long time.
the aches still there but it has become bearable.
sometimes,i want to enter the head of so many people to know how they feel.
but then again, i wonder how i will feel if i see things tt i dun want to see in their head.
get what i mean??
i hate it when im in this kind of thinking mood.
it scares me to know tt i will be 18 soon.what the heck m i gonna do with life??
soon i will be turning 21.
i feel so overwhelmed.
m i even making sense??
but its ok.it will pass soon and i'll be in my good day mood.
i hope.
when dreams seem like dreams,
ger
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Child actress?
Hello!
Let me tell u all a story... i just went to the dentist today for my braces~ haha... then i heard the greatest joke.... it was so funny... but it made my day lah... the nurse ask me if i acted on tv, some kids show, those kind on channel 8 de, on weekend in the morning one... then i was so blur, can... then i stare at her with blank face... then she ask me if i study in Raffles... haha... even funnier lor... i not tat smart lah... haha.... then when i went in to the room to see the dentist... the dentist ask me the same thing... "are u sure u are not the actress?"... then i stare blankly at him and said no and laugh out loud... hahaha... super funny lah... then the dentist say "my nurses hv been discussing abt it for a week le".... Super LOL!!!... then i couldnt keep smiling to myself when he was checking my teeth... haha... hehe... super funny lah...
i am suppose to be studying right now... but i am having a headache... haha.. so weak... but then when i am using the com now... my headache like gone le... sigh... still slacking, i guess.... why do i keep postponing my work??... haha....
some random tots... i think poly life is kinda a bit serious compared to jc life... like how we dun really play a lot and hv fun... haha.. so enjoy ur jc life while u can bah!... haha...
oh ya... rmb yesterday when we talking abt how we like to suan each other and "scold" each other... like for example, ml's and jw's "you suck!", me always saying "watever, retarded, stupid", ger scolding wl "stupid".... we always meant it as a joke and didnt literally mean it de... yups, but when we went to poly and jc, we realised tat ppl always look at us and seem a bit offended when we always said those things and how ppl seem to take us too seriously... hmm... how weird it is rite?... i think we should jus save the "scoldings" among us and be careful of wat we say to others in the future.... haha... cos i really learnt my lesson... i will talk to different ppl differently so tat there wont be misunderstandings... hehe... no wonder i love to talk to u all, haha, cos i can talk a lot of crap and not needing to think before i talk.. haha...
bel:)
Let me tell u all a story... i just went to the dentist today for my braces~ haha... then i heard the greatest joke.... it was so funny... but it made my day lah... the nurse ask me if i acted on tv, some kids show, those kind on channel 8 de, on weekend in the morning one... then i was so blur, can... then i stare at her with blank face... then she ask me if i study in Raffles... haha... even funnier lor... i not tat smart lah... haha.... then when i went in to the room to see the dentist... the dentist ask me the same thing... "are u sure u are not the actress?"... then i stare blankly at him and said no and laugh out loud... hahaha... super funny lah... then the dentist say "my nurses hv been discussing abt it for a week le".... Super LOL!!!... then i couldnt keep smiling to myself when he was checking my teeth... haha... hehe... super funny lah...
i am suppose to be studying right now... but i am having a headache... haha.. so weak... but then when i am using the com now... my headache like gone le... sigh... still slacking, i guess.... why do i keep postponing my work??... haha....
some random tots... i think poly life is kinda a bit serious compared to jc life... like how we dun really play a lot and hv fun... haha.. so enjoy ur jc life while u can bah!... haha...
oh ya... rmb yesterday when we talking abt how we like to suan each other and "scold" each other... like for example, ml's and jw's "you suck!", me always saying "watever, retarded, stupid", ger scolding wl "stupid".... we always meant it as a joke and didnt literally mean it de... yups, but when we went to poly and jc, we realised tat ppl always look at us and seem a bit offended when we always said those things and how ppl seem to take us too seriously... hmm... how weird it is rite?... i think we should jus save the "scoldings" among us and be careful of wat we say to others in the future.... haha... cos i really learnt my lesson... i will talk to different ppl differently so tat there wont be misunderstandings... hehe... no wonder i love to talk to u all, haha, cos i can talk a lot of crap and not needing to think before i talk.. haha...
bel:)
wanling, just grow up, for goodness sake.
okaye i admit i was abit pissed last night
but after thinking about it
i realised maybe ger is right
thanks ger. i really mean it
yes its time to grow up
and stop all these childish acts
because it doesnt do anyone good
grow up wanling
groooooow uuuuuuup, for crying out loud
dammit i hate myself, she said
but after thinking about it
i realised maybe ger is right
thanks ger. i really mean it
yes its time to grow up
and stop all these childish acts
because it doesnt do anyone good
grow up wanling
groooooow uuuuuuup, for crying out loud
dammit i hate myself, she said
Friday, February 13, 2009
wanling, wake up.
happy valentine's day
maybe i really need to stop all the lepaking at asia
and put in effort in climbing
im super pissed with myself
im not improving as much as i should
okaye, put it in a nice way, maybe im just progressing very very slowly
but still, it sucks to be unable to do ronghui's moves over and over again
the feeling's..i donno la
its time to get some serious climbing
time to commit my every move
im just gonna spam climbing tomorrow (before meeting the girls)
i guess the rockers wont wanna climb on valentine's day
so i shall not bother asking around
wanling shall climb alone tomorrow
so please, ankle, dont fail me
hello boulderactive top8
goodbye lepaking
allez.
KEEP CLIMBING, LUM!
ALLEZ.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I'm bored too ha ha. Thats why I decided to blog and show my precious self to you. :D
So bored maybe I shd follow bel and do the thing she did.
1. I just finished the last three pieces of ham left in the fridge.
2. I just turned eighteen and I guess I should be more mature and stop trying to make some people's lives hell.
Even though I still hate the person very much but W/E.
3. Cant wait to see you all on Valentines. :D
4. I realised that my life is school is actuaaly quite good. I have great friends:D
But life in general is all about comparing. You keep comparing your work with others, your looks with others. You compare others with others. And lastly, you compare yourself with the past. :\
5. Okay I'm just so auntie. I like to think a lot.
6. But I feel that people should live in the present because if you keep thinking about the past, you might as well commit suicide now. Since there is no point in look forward. >.>
7. Man I'm really bored. I'm heading to the beach with my friends tomorrow. Cant wait too cos theres a day off from class.
8. I never felt the need to prove myself to other people... Maybe just myself. I find that I am always having this internal struggle of whether to slacken or hasten ha ha ha! I must be decisive from now onwards.
9. I think I am going to pierce my navel and tattoo somewhere. :D
10. God I cant wait to grow up and realise my full potential. :D The world is my oyster.
Im eighteen.
Im eighteen.
Ouch!
hello!
i seem to be blogging everyday although i am suppose to be studying.... haha.... oh well, i guess the motivation pill has taken much effect... or i am jus pretty much in a slacking mood right now... but i guess i will be fine after next week... or after tis saturday bah... haha...
my plans haven been going well... sigh.. not my study plans though... but my going out plans.... haha.... i was suppose to go watch movie today, then cancelled... was suppose to meet ger tmr, but i cancelled it too.... oh well, we meeting on sat anyway... hehe...
i am so not in the mood for anything now~ cos i am in pain!.. i mean literally... ouch~ i even have to postpone my work today and do it tmr cos i am super duper sianz... haha...
bel:)
i seem to be blogging everyday although i am suppose to be studying.... haha.... oh well, i guess the motivation pill has taken much effect... or i am jus pretty much in a slacking mood right now... but i guess i will be fine after next week... or after tis saturday bah... haha...
my plans haven been going well... sigh.. not my study plans though... but my going out plans.... haha.... i was suppose to go watch movie today, then cancelled... was suppose to meet ger tmr, but i cancelled it too.... oh well, we meeting on sat anyway... hehe...
i am so not in the mood for anything now~ cos i am in pain!.. i mean literally... ouch~ i even have to postpone my work today and do it tmr cos i am super duper sianz... haha...
bel:)
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
10 random facts
Hello!
haha... tis is a random post cos i am very bored right now... haha... beware!... i am really going to be super random... hahaha...
the 10 Random Facts abt me right now:
1) I jus finished doing my practice paper tats why i am bored.. haha
2) i am going out with ger on fri!..haha... going swimming maybe... haha... cos i need some exercise.. haha...
3) i feel like eating ice cream now... yummy~
4) i am going to school tmr! then go out and play a while... before continuing on my revision... must relax a while mah.... hehe
5) i finally feel like piercing my ears le... wahaha... but i cant imagine me with earrings... so weird... haha... cos i figured out tat extracting my teeth and putting braces is so much more painful than piercing my ears... so yupps.. maybe during my holidays bah... hehe... btw, where should i go peirce my ears??...
6) jus some random thots cos v day round the corner... haha... why must ppl fall in love?... then why must ppl be in a relationship if they know they are not going to marry the person in the future?... then why are ppl falling in love and being in a relationship at such young age like 16?... so weird rite?... hmm... haha.. ignore me.. jus being random n curious... haha....
7) i realise i type very slow... cos i use two fingers to type only.... sigh... hehe... nvm...who cares!.. will improve on tat soon.. hehe..
8) i want to drive a mini cooper!.. my dad say he wanna buy for me... haha... dun really believe.. but anyway... haha... tats my dream car... haha...
9) eh... i have a secret blog... haha... don try finding for it... haha.. cos it is private...
10) i realise i keep typing "haha".... although i am not really laughing or anything...haha...
i shall stop here and spare u all the agony of reading... tat is if u are reading lah... hehe... i shall go find some other thing to entertain myself... haha.... or go slp soon cps i gotta go to sch tmr... see u all on sat!
bel:)
haha... tis is a random post cos i am very bored right now... haha... beware!... i am really going to be super random... hahaha...
the 10 Random Facts abt me right now:
1) I jus finished doing my practice paper tats why i am bored.. haha
2) i am going out with ger on fri!..haha... going swimming maybe... haha... cos i need some exercise.. haha...
3) i feel like eating ice cream now... yummy~
4) i am going to school tmr! then go out and play a while... before continuing on my revision... must relax a while mah.... hehe
5) i finally feel like piercing my ears le... wahaha... but i cant imagine me with earrings... so weird... haha... cos i figured out tat extracting my teeth and putting braces is so much more painful than piercing my ears... so yupps.. maybe during my holidays bah... hehe... btw, where should i go peirce my ears??...
6) jus some random thots cos v day round the corner... haha... why must ppl fall in love?... then why must ppl be in a relationship if they know they are not going to marry the person in the future?... then why are ppl falling in love and being in a relationship at such young age like 16?... so weird rite?... hmm... haha.. ignore me.. jus being random n curious... haha....
7) i realise i type very slow... cos i use two fingers to type only.... sigh... hehe... nvm...who cares!.. will improve on tat soon.. hehe..
8) i want to drive a mini cooper!.. my dad say he wanna buy for me... haha... dun really believe.. but anyway... haha... tats my dream car... haha...
9) eh... i have a secret blog... haha... don try finding for it... haha.. cos it is private...
10) i realise i keep typing "haha".... although i am not really laughing or anything...haha...
i shall stop here and spare u all the agony of reading... tat is if u are reading lah... hehe... i shall go find some other thing to entertain myself... haha.... or go slp soon cps i gotta go to sch tmr... see u all on sat!
bel:)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
ML's Birthday!
Hello!
We will be celebrating ML's birthday soon... haha... these are the details...
Date: 14/2/09 aka Valentine's day
Time: 4pm
Venue: Ger's house
Pls tag the tagboard or post on the blog to confirm your attendance cos we dun hv a proper planner... those who cant make it are so so dead!!.. haha... See you all on sat!... DON'T BE LATE!!.. haha...
by the way, who is planning the food and other stuffs??.. haha...will the planner pls inform the rest... thanks
bel:)
We will be celebrating ML's birthday soon... haha... these are the details...
Date: 14/2/09 aka Valentine's day
Time: 4pm
Venue: Ger's house
Pls tag the tagboard or post on the blog to confirm your attendance cos we dun hv a proper planner... those who cant make it are so so dead!!.. haha... See you all on sat!... DON'T BE LATE!!.. haha...
by the way, who is planning the food and other stuffs??.. haha...will the planner pls inform the rest... thanks
bel:)
my battle with integration
this has been an ongoing battle since last year.
its really quite irritating.
he is getting his friends: area, volume and family of curves to come and attack me too.
i might lose the battle
cuz i need to battle with other enemies, namely organic chem, and econs and respiration at the moment.
i think im going crazy.
TEO MUNLING:
thanks for being so nice to forgo ur steamboat even though its ur bd.
my mama will jz freak out if i go out on v day.
i LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE u
we can go eat steamboat to celebrate my bd ok??
ger
its really quite irritating.
he is getting his friends: area, volume and family of curves to come and attack me too.
i might lose the battle
cuz i need to battle with other enemies, namely organic chem, and econs and respiration at the moment.
i think im going crazy.
TEO MUNLING:
thanks for being so nice to forgo ur steamboat even though its ur bd.
my mama will jz freak out if i go out on v day.
i LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE u
we can go eat steamboat to celebrate my bd ok??
ger
Monday, February 9, 2009
Superwoman at work!
hello!
I just planned out my revision schedule... haha... wanna see?... i really don care if u wanna know... haha... cos i am going to show it to you!... haha...
My revision and study plan:
11 feb- Do BSTA paper and FFA practice paper
12 feb- Go sch and do 2 FFA paper
13 feb- Do 2 MIEC pp... maybe go out with ger a while?.. haha
14 feb- Go out with you all!!!
15 feb- Revise ITB
16 feb- Revise BSTA and read ITB
17 feb- Revise MIEC and read ITB
18 feb- Revise FFA and read ITB
19 feb- Do MIEC paper and do misc stuff
20 feb- Study BSTA
21 feb- BSTA Exam, Do MIEC paper
22 feb- Study MIEC
23 feb- MIEC Exam, Revise FFA and read ITB
24 feb- Memorise ITB
25 feb- Study ITB
26 feb- ITB Exam, Study FFA
27 feb- FFA Exam
You must be wondering why i keep reading ITB rite?... cos tats my most hated and most sian module... so i must start to love it to do well... haha.... so i must treat it as my bedtime story lor... haha...
after 27 feb, i will be free le!... yeah!!.. haha.. but of course i must get through the exams first lah... i must aim high!... and i must jia you!... U all must jia you too hor!... we must all work hard tgt!... jia you!... we can do it de!... i can, i will and i must do it!... for the sake of the scholarship!... hehe...
Cant wait to see you all on sat!... haha... happy advance v. day!... love u all!... haha...
bel:)
I just planned out my revision schedule... haha... wanna see?... i really don care if u wanna know... haha... cos i am going to show it to you!... haha...
My revision and study plan:
11 feb- Do BSTA paper and FFA practice paper
12 feb- Go sch and do 2 FFA paper
13 feb- Do 2 MIEC pp... maybe go out with ger a while?.. haha
14 feb- Go out with you all!!!
15 feb- Revise ITB
16 feb- Revise BSTA and read ITB
17 feb- Revise MIEC and read ITB
18 feb- Revise FFA and read ITB
19 feb- Do MIEC paper and do misc stuff
20 feb- Study BSTA
21 feb- BSTA Exam, Do MIEC paper
22 feb- Study MIEC
23 feb- MIEC Exam, Revise FFA and read ITB
24 feb- Memorise ITB
25 feb- Study ITB
26 feb- ITB Exam, Study FFA
27 feb- FFA Exam
You must be wondering why i keep reading ITB rite?... cos tats my most hated and most sian module... so i must start to love it to do well... haha.... so i must treat it as my bedtime story lor... haha...
after 27 feb, i will be free le!... yeah!!.. haha.. but of course i must get through the exams first lah... i must aim high!... and i must jia you!... U all must jia you too hor!... we must all work hard tgt!... jia you!... we can do it de!... i can, i will and i must do it!... for the sake of the scholarship!... hehe...
Cant wait to see you all on sat!... haha... happy advance v. day!... love u all!... haha...
bel:)
Sunday, February 8, 2009
14th Feb
Hello
munling says she want to go to eat the twenty bucks steamboat on saturday which is at bugis.
all okay with it?
jingwen
munling says she want to go to eat the twenty bucks steamboat on saturday which is at bugis.
all okay with it?
jingwen
Saturday, February 7, 2009
ger's week
im back in action!!
its been a bz bz week.
erm this is a really long post.the impt stuff are in colours.
so if u jz wanna go to the main points...
u know wad 2 do
monday
the j1s 1st day at school.
quite interesting cuz we were checking them out
the guys were staring
i remembered i felt so sian on the 1st day of j1
cuz i feel so left out in sajc when u all on vj
end school late.
went aunt's house to collect hp for mum cuz she left her hp there
felt super sian n worried for wed
tuesday
my friend sprain/slight fracture her ankle during circuit training
it was so swollen n scary
she went to d hospital
poor gal
decided to study at some random void deck near my house after sch cuz i cant concentrate at home
then i took out my wrist band (i sprain my hand) n put it on the table
it went missing
then i thot the malay couple sitting at the nxt table gt nthing better to do and stole my thing
cuz they were laughing non stop.
i wanted to go question them
then i realised its on the floor
cuz it was very windy
lucky i nv go find trouble
wednesday
had pe and played badminton.
remember tt time when d arsehole gal hit aveline with d racket.
i wonder if she did it on purpose
anyway it was really funny cuz we played doubles
i was playing with john n we got zero mo qi
so d shuttlecock keep dropping
then my rock climbing friend cannot even hit the shuttlecock
for the 1st time in a very long while i laugh till my stomach pain
i pon odac cuz i gt 3 weeks mc for my sprain wrist
and was really worried bout my mum
but it turned out quite ok i think.
d legal side hvnt settle yet
but she should be ok
at least she seeing a counsellor now
i felt so relieved when she told me tt she seeing a counsellor.
she was kinda worried tt i didnt believe tt she didnt do it
she was also worried tt i will be scared of her since she go for counselling
but u gt no idea how freaking relieved i was
i really dun give a damn bout the legal issue as long as she cure her xin bing.
but it gets me on my nerves sometimes when i gotta control my temper even when she's being unreasonable.
but i still love her,alot alot.
thursday
cym was late for school.
cuz d bell was adjusted 4 min earlier
im nt spying on him.
he walked right infrt of me in the LT.
i gt better taste than bel.
super super cool day ok
we gt our year book.
everyone was gossiping bout who is this person n who is tt person
we had to interact with the j1s.
like the big kor kor n jie jie thingy
so i got to know this few guys frm st pat's who dsa for band.
it was really nice talking to them.
ok
they were quite cute.
then we were talking bout who are the gd teachers n who r the bad ones
they asked a super classic question.
WHAT IS PW
my classmates n i all laugh like shit.
haha.
gd luck to them
its the most anal subject in d world.
there were no choi gals in d class so d guys were like sian.
i went for bio lect n kinda fell aslp.
nt the really slp kind of slp,but the nodding off kind of slp.
then smth freaky happened.
i felt someone tap me on the right shoulder.
but there was no one sitting on my right and behind me
my friend on the left was really knocked out to d extent the extent tt her notes were blank
so it cant be her.
but i wasnt scared.
i jz woke up
my friend joke n say god wake me up.
but whatever it was tt woke me up, thank you
ended school at 4+
but had this anal odac meeting to plan for j1 camp.
it ended kinda late n i was bushed
friday
tgif
my friend who sprain/broke her ankle came back to school
so we disturb her n bai ka all over d sch with her.
my tutor thot the 3 of us sprain ankle.
had odac meeting after sch AGAIN.
d teacher gave 'new ideas'
so we had to redo our proposal for camp.
his idea very scary.
really tough
but i cant say so muc cuz its suppose be secret.
ltr some j1 stalk me n find our blog.
but i jz scared intake for j1 this year will be zero after the camp.haha.
i saw li ruimin in sa.
she yelled at me n ask me why thurs cancel.
sobbs
nt my fault
blame d gundu organiser.
cym was dancing again.
his make-up sux big time.
rm also say he nt good looking.
haha
saturday
bio lect at 8am.
wth
less than half d cohort turned up.
i went there to copy blindly
cuz my zhu peng gou you keep disturbing me.
we ended early n went for mcd breakfast.
UNLIKE SOMEBODY WHO DUN WANT TO GO BF WITH ME.
smth happen n bel's gonna kill me.
i went to toilet with my friend.
i told her tt bel dun want go bf with me unless her eye candy is there.
she ask me who's bel's eye candy.
i said:dance one la.
THEN
the cubicle door of d toilet open n this dance gal i know came out.
she look at me n tried nt to laughso me n my friend quickly siam out of the toilet.
lucky i nv say:d one tt break the hand la.
PHEW.
we did a bunch of alaf things at mcd
then after alafing enough,we went home.
i stop at cp n decided to go walk walk.
went exim arts but ml nt there
think i discovered d joy of walking aimlessly
yupps.so tts my week.long,busy n tiring.
4 more weeks to block tests n im studying real hard.
well,kind of.
to all my friends who said tt i was really quiet this week:
im really really super touched.
i didnt even know i was emo-ing
but more than one person asked me if everything's ok.
thanks for asking n for caring.
really makes me feel so much better to know tt there r so much ppl who care bout me.
AWW...
really apprecite it
no sarcasm this time.
thanks for standing by me!!
to my sweetie anal wl:
thanks for ur sweet msg.
hey ger
dont worry too much okaye
everything will be alright.
its today right?
stay strong my dear!
i'll always love u.
call me if u needa talk ok,
im free d whole day
thanks wl.
i love u too.
like real.
hee.
ming tian hui geng hao!!!
ger
its been a bz bz week.
erm this is a really long post.the impt stuff are in colours.
so if u jz wanna go to the main points...
u know wad 2 do
monday
the j1s 1st day at school.
quite interesting cuz we were checking them out
the guys were staring
i remembered i felt so sian on the 1st day of j1
cuz i feel so left out in sajc when u all on vj
end school late.
went aunt's house to collect hp for mum cuz she left her hp there
felt super sian n worried for wed
tuesday
my friend sprain/slight fracture her ankle during circuit training
it was so swollen n scary
she went to d hospital
poor gal
decided to study at some random void deck near my house after sch cuz i cant concentrate at home
then i took out my wrist band (i sprain my hand) n put it on the table
it went missing
then i thot the malay couple sitting at the nxt table gt nthing better to do and stole my thing
cuz they were laughing non stop.
i wanted to go question them
then i realised its on the floor
cuz it was very windy
lucky i nv go find trouble
wednesday
had pe and played badminton.
remember tt time when d arsehole gal hit aveline with d racket.
i wonder if she did it on purpose
anyway it was really funny cuz we played doubles
i was playing with john n we got zero mo qi
so d shuttlecock keep dropping
then my rock climbing friend cannot even hit the shuttlecock
for the 1st time in a very long while i laugh till my stomach pain
i pon odac cuz i gt 3 weeks mc for my sprain wrist
and was really worried bout my mum
but it turned out quite ok i think.
d legal side hvnt settle yet
but she should be ok
at least she seeing a counsellor now
i felt so relieved when she told me tt she seeing a counsellor.
she was kinda worried tt i didnt believe tt she didnt do it
she was also worried tt i will be scared of her since she go for counselling
but u gt no idea how freaking relieved i was
i really dun give a damn bout the legal issue as long as she cure her xin bing.
but it gets me on my nerves sometimes when i gotta control my temper even when she's being unreasonable.
but i still love her,alot alot.
thursday
cym was late for school.
cuz d bell was adjusted 4 min earlier
im nt spying on him.
he walked right infrt of me in the LT.
i gt better taste than bel.
super super cool day ok
we gt our year book.
everyone was gossiping bout who is this person n who is tt person
we had to interact with the j1s.
like the big kor kor n jie jie thingy
so i got to know this few guys frm st pat's who dsa for band.
it was really nice talking to them.
ok
they were quite cute.
then we were talking bout who are the gd teachers n who r the bad ones
they asked a super classic question.
WHAT IS PW
my classmates n i all laugh like shit.
haha.
gd luck to them
its the most anal subject in d world.
there were no choi gals in d class so d guys were like sian.
i went for bio lect n kinda fell aslp.
nt the really slp kind of slp,but the nodding off kind of slp.
then smth freaky happened.
i felt someone tap me on the right shoulder.
but there was no one sitting on my right and behind me
my friend on the left was really knocked out to d extent the extent tt her notes were blank
so it cant be her.
but i wasnt scared.
i jz woke up
my friend joke n say god wake me up.
but whatever it was tt woke me up, thank you
ended school at 4+
but had this anal odac meeting to plan for j1 camp.
it ended kinda late n i was bushed
friday
tgif
my friend who sprain/broke her ankle came back to school
so we disturb her n bai ka all over d sch with her.
my tutor thot the 3 of us sprain ankle.
had odac meeting after sch AGAIN.
d teacher gave 'new ideas'
so we had to redo our proposal for camp.
his idea very scary.
really tough
but i cant say so muc cuz its suppose be secret.
ltr some j1 stalk me n find our blog.
but i jz scared intake for j1 this year will be zero after the camp.haha.
i saw li ruimin in sa.
she yelled at me n ask me why thurs cancel.
sobbs
nt my fault
blame d gundu organiser.
cym was dancing again.
his make-up sux big time.
rm also say he nt good looking.
haha
saturday
bio lect at 8am.
wth
less than half d cohort turned up.
i went there to copy blindly
cuz my zhu peng gou you keep disturbing me.
we ended early n went for mcd breakfast.
UNLIKE SOMEBODY WHO DUN WANT TO GO BF WITH ME.
smth happen n bel's gonna kill me.
i went to toilet with my friend.
i told her tt bel dun want go bf with me unless her eye candy is there.
she ask me who's bel's eye candy.
i said:dance one la.
THEN
the cubicle door of d toilet open n this dance gal i know came out.
she look at me n tried nt to laughso me n my friend quickly siam out of the toilet.
lucky i nv say:d one tt break the hand la.
PHEW.
we did a bunch of alaf things at mcd
then after alafing enough,we went home.
i stop at cp n decided to go walk walk.
went exim arts but ml nt there
think i discovered d joy of walking aimlessly
yupps.so tts my week.long,busy n tiring.
4 more weeks to block tests n im studying real hard.
well,kind of.
to all my friends who said tt i was really quiet this week:
im really really super touched.
i didnt even know i was emo-ing
but more than one person asked me if everything's ok.
thanks for asking n for caring.
really makes me feel so much better to know tt there r so much ppl who care bout me.
AWW...
really apprecite it
no sarcasm this time.
thanks for standing by me!!
to my sweetie anal wl:
thanks for ur sweet msg.
hey ger
dont worry too much okaye
everything will be alright.
its today right?
stay strong my dear!
i'll always love u.
call me if u needa talk ok,
im free d whole day
thanks wl.
i love u too.
like real.
hee.
ming tian hui geng hao!!!
ger
Friday, February 6, 2009
Back to the past!
Hellos!
Well, i seem to be going back to the past... my life and the way i do my things... haha... it may not be a bad thing after all, i guess... i dunno lah... but it still seems different... haha... i am quite bummed abt some things... but i guess i dun hv the right to... i got a weird feeling too!... haha.. and these weird feelings are supported by my poly frens also.. haha... i guess i am not the only one feeling like tat bah... the whole story very complicated lah... if we meeting this sat, then i tell u all lor... haha...
oh well~ Exams are coming!... it is study break le... my first pp is on the 21st feb... last pp on 27th feb.... i will aim high and try to do well de.... must study!... i will start on wed!... i promise.. hehe...
bel:)
it's my life, it's now or never, i ain't gonna live forever, i just want to live while i'm alive~
Reach for the stars, Climb every mountain higher, Reach for the stars, Follow your hearts desire, Reach for the stars, And when that rainbow's shining over you, That's when your dreams will all come true!
Well, i seem to be going back to the past... my life and the way i do my things... haha... it may not be a bad thing after all, i guess... i dunno lah... but it still seems different... haha... i am quite bummed abt some things... but i guess i dun hv the right to... i got a weird feeling too!... haha.. and these weird feelings are supported by my poly frens also.. haha... i guess i am not the only one feeling like tat bah... the whole story very complicated lah... if we meeting this sat, then i tell u all lor... haha...
oh well~ Exams are coming!... it is study break le... my first pp is on the 21st feb... last pp on 27th feb.... i will aim high and try to do well de.... must study!... i will start on wed!... i promise.. hehe...
bel:)
it's my life, it's now or never, i ain't gonna live forever, i just want to live while i'm alive~
Reach for the stars, Climb every mountain higher, Reach for the stars, Follow your hearts desire, Reach for the stars, And when that rainbow's shining over you, That's when your dreams will all come true!
TGIF
Thank God Its Friday.
i wanna blog but i rushing off to my sengkang house.
if my friend 'kaidi' got on wireless ltr i tap ok.haha
my laptop repaired after crashing le so i can post photos now.
but im nt gonna use fb for my own sanity.
anyone wanna breakfast tmr on the purple line???i gt lecture till 10 or 11am. Mcd anyone???
bz bz week,
ger
i wanna blog but i rushing off to my sengkang house.
if my friend 'kaidi' got on wireless ltr i tap ok.haha
my laptop repaired after crashing le so i can post photos now.
but im nt gonna use fb for my own sanity.
anyone wanna breakfast tmr on the purple line???i gt lecture till 10 or 11am. Mcd anyone???
bz bz week,
ger
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
wanling's
this is such a slack week
monday-reached school at 12.10pm. attended one period math tutorial then went for training
tuesday-left school at 12.45pm when lessons supposed to end at 3.05pm
wednesday-reached school at 11pm
thursday-pon
fri-most probably poning too
oh today i reached at 11pm
stupid security guard wanna book me
ask me write down name and particulars
so i was writing my name very slowly
hoping for a miracle
then at this moment, this lady came in through the gate and told the security guard she wanna look for her son
so the security guard went into his guard house to get some documents
and smart me quickly cancelled my name, coloured it super dark
then sprinted into the school
yaye, got away again.
its happening again
argh don ask me wat is it that's happening exactly
its just a battle between me and myself
i hate this
everything shall start anew tmr
im getting down from this rollar coaster forever
never will i ever board it again
i shall just live for myself
tmr is a fresh new start
monday-reached school at 12.10pm. attended one period math tutorial then went for training
tuesday-left school at 12.45pm when lessons supposed to end at 3.05pm
wednesday-reached school at 11pm
thursday-pon
fri-most probably poning too
oh today i reached at 11pm
stupid security guard wanna book me
ask me write down name and particulars
so i was writing my name very slowly
hoping for a miracle
then at this moment, this lady came in through the gate and told the security guard she wanna look for her son
so the security guard went into his guard house to get some documents
and smart me quickly cancelled my name, coloured it super dark
then sprinted into the school
yaye, got away again.
its happening again
argh don ask me wat is it that's happening exactly
its just a battle between me and myself
i hate this
everything shall start anew tmr
im getting down from this rollar coaster forever
never will i ever board it again
i shall just live for myself
tmr is a fresh new start
Exhausted
Hello all!
i am like super sleepy right now~ i am going to sleep at 10pm bah... haha... but it is so weird... i seem to be sleeping a lot but i am still so sleepy~ why???!!... sigh... but i seem to be super energetic on weekends, but dead on weekdays... how can??.. lucky study break coming le... can rest and of course mug!!!.. hehe... i must chiong soon.. hehe... i will rest these few days... will start studying on tues... hehe...
i jus completed all my presentations for this sem today! hooray!.. hehe... all i can is pray hard i will get A for those projects.. hehe...
are we going out tmr??.. i am super confused... wan ling, if u happen to see tis post, call me can?... haha....
bel:)
Back to the past~
i am like super sleepy right now~ i am going to sleep at 10pm bah... haha... but it is so weird... i seem to be sleeping a lot but i am still so sleepy~ why???!!... sigh... but i seem to be super energetic on weekends, but dead on weekdays... how can??.. lucky study break coming le... can rest and of course mug!!!.. hehe... i must chiong soon.. hehe... i will rest these few days... will start studying on tues... hehe...
i jus completed all my presentations for this sem today! hooray!.. hehe... all i can is pray hard i will get A for those projects.. hehe...
are we going out tmr??.. i am super confused... wan ling, if u happen to see tis post, call me can?... haha....
bel:)
Back to the past~
Monday, February 2, 2009
My life
Nowadays i can be quite emo too.. Feel that there are thousand of stuff waiting for me to do n complete and i get stress up again and again therefore i gotta psycho myself to chill and take ONE STEP AT A TIME.
Then i was thinking it isnt fair that my course is harder to get in and harder to get a high GPA compared to the business course in my sch. And for them is super easy to score well with MORE free time and EASIER to get into Uni for them.
This wld then lead me to reflect on why did i choose this course to inflict all these stress and unfairness upon myself? i'm puzzled too.. lolx
But then again this is what i choose.. If i didnt choose this course i wonder what i really wld be studyin.. Sometimes is juz so uncomfortable not knowing where i wld end up.. Maybe this is life then. Not knowing and discovering everyday once you wake up from your dreams.
Ok i shall end here and not waste you gals time. This is juz my random feelings at the moment.
Anyway, i've concluded that the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul so we need to motivate ourselves no matter what.
Therefore this is the answer for my baby step to happiness:
Then i was thinking it isnt fair that my course is harder to get in and harder to get a high GPA compared to the business course in my sch. And for them is super easy to score well with MORE free time and EASIER to get into Uni for them.
This wld then lead me to reflect on why did i choose this course to inflict all these stress and unfairness upon myself? i'm puzzled too.. lolx
But then again this is what i choose.. If i didnt choose this course i wonder what i really wld be studyin.. Sometimes is juz so uncomfortable not knowing where i wld end up.. Maybe this is life then. Not knowing and discovering everyday once you wake up from your dreams.
Ok i shall end here and not waste you gals time. This is juz my random feelings at the moment.
Anyway, i've concluded that the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul so we need to motivate ourselves no matter what.
Therefore this is the answer for my baby step to happiness:
There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you.
David Burns, Intimate Connections
Sunday, February 1, 2009
the winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologizeIf it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
to me,there will nv be a winner or a loser in a relationship.
cuz i dun want to treat it as a game.
there are so much so much misunderstandings.
but would it help if we trash things?
i really dunno.
i dun feel like trashing also.
i feel v uncomfortable today.
from morning
to the com
back home
when studying
eating dinner.
like got smth very heavy on my chest
like i cant breathe
i really dread wednesday
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologizeIf it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
to me,there will nv be a winner or a loser in a relationship.
cuz i dun want to treat it as a game.
there are so much so much misunderstandings.
but would it help if we trash things?
i really dunno.
i dun feel like trashing also.
i feel v uncomfortable today.
from morning
to the com
back home
when studying
eating dinner.
like got smth very heavy on my chest
like i cant breathe
i really dread wednesday
Slacking!
hellooo
i am suppose to be practising for my presentation tmr which is 20%... but i guess, it wouldnt hurt to blog a while?... haha... met ger today and we went to support WL at the rock climbing competition... haha.. funny things happened as usual... haha... we meeting up again on tuesday rite??.. haha... confirm with me asap hor!... haha...
i really like li min's quote... it reminds me of the past... and reminds me of my old blog url always-together-forever.blogspot.com..... remember?... haha... i doubt u all can rmb lor... haha...
i am in the tennis mood these fews days so i was watching tennis jus now... roger federer vs rafael nadal... the australian open mens singles finals... haha.. the match is still on going by the way... haha... and then i rmb a quote i saw from someone's t shirt last time... "love means nothing in tennis"... super funny!... haha
maybe i should do my work soon... shouldn't keep slacking cos my presentation tmr is freaking impt!.. and exams are coming... li min, u make me jealous only lor... my last pp is on 27 feb... sianz... haha... i must jia you!... haha
bel:)
i am suppose to be practising for my presentation tmr which is 20%... but i guess, it wouldnt hurt to blog a while?... haha... met ger today and we went to support WL at the rock climbing competition... haha.. funny things happened as usual... haha... we meeting up again on tuesday rite??.. haha... confirm with me asap hor!... haha...
i really like li min's quote... it reminds me of the past... and reminds me of my old blog url always-together-forever.blogspot.com..... remember?... haha... i doubt u all can rmb lor... haha...
i am in the tennis mood these fews days so i was watching tennis jus now... roger federer vs rafael nadal... the australian open mens singles finals... haha.. the match is still on going by the way... haha... and then i rmb a quote i saw from someone's t shirt last time... "love means nothing in tennis"... super funny!... haha
maybe i should do my work soon... shouldn't keep slacking cos my presentation tmr is freaking impt!.. and exams are coming... li min, u make me jealous only lor... my last pp is on 27 feb... sianz... haha... i must jia you!... haha
bel:)