For you~
Hello!
This post is not really meant for you girls, but if u read it u will know about the blank post... WL, i am talking abt the one u highlighted for nothing post!... yups..
For You:
How should I start? Well, i wanted to tell u all these in a letter, but i think no need le bah. I couldn't tell you face to face because I am not that brave to say all these out to you.
Actually, I kind of already decided on my answer before I asked you all those questions. I think that you already knew what my answer was since you are always quite accurate at guessing my thoughts. I am really sorry but I am really comfortable with the relationship we have right now and I feel that we should remain at this current status and I really don’t see myself in a relationship in the next year or so. Well, I was single for 17 years till you came along so I think I can be single for one more year. I am really sorry, hope you will forgive me and get over this soon. You promised me not to be emo. So you cannot break the promise okay? Cheer up! You may think that all these are excuses but this is what I really think.
Do you want to know why I become so decisive suddenly? Well, I guess Wan Ling’s situation really helped me to think a lot clearer. The way she handled her relationship compared to me was so much better. She let go when it was time for her to let go and never regretted her decision. As for me, I was still hanging on. Although I knew I should have let it go, but I did not want to. Why? I guess the reason was that I didn’t want to lose you as my friend. Moreover, I feel that I should not be so selfish and let you wait for me for a year. I probably don’t deserve you being so nice to me.
Promise me you will cheer up, okay? I know I am asking a lot from you and it will be very difficult for you, but that is what I sincerely hope for.
Will I regret? I guess when I see you with some other girl in the future, I may be a little jealous? I am not sure too. But for the time being this is what I want. I am really sorry. Sorry! Cheer up! I am really sorry if I sound like I am making a lot of excuses and if I sound very selfish. I am really not trying to be so, I am really sorry.
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