My name is Munling. You dont know one lah!
My name is Germaine. I love my friends, esp wanling.
My name is Wanling. I looooooooooooooooove to disturb everyone. Watch out.
My name is Ruimin. I'm in Hongkong.
My name is Limin. I'm darn busy, don't call me unless your sidang.
My name is Christabel. I'm always hungry.hehe
My name is Jingwen. LOL!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
MIA-ing
hey hey guys!! Really really long nv talk or chat or blog with you guys lo..
Sorry that i'm lik always MIA-ing all the time.. oops oops..
Bel, you not the only one feelin this way.. So see the brighter side k k..
And ger n wl, when can u two hv peace ah.. everytime when i happen to come to the blog and read, sure see you guys fight de leh.. lolx
Good news for you guys!! I FINALLY GOT MY LAPTOP!!!! Lolx..
This means i will be able to use the 'com' whenever i want it n i can come bloggin more often lik now :D
Will be quite busy this 2 weeks till study week den exam.. gosh, it seems super long la. but i'm lucky that my main exam has only 2 papers but there still are other tests as well. All ends on the 23th for me..
Cya guys soon.
But before that juz wanna let you guy read this :
"I don't remember how we happened to meet each other.
I don't remember who got along with whom first.
All I can remember is all of us together...always."
This is how i feel. happen to come across this quote somewhere..:D
Love
Li mIn
Sorry that i'm lik always MIA-ing all the time.. oops oops..
Bel, you not the only one feelin this way.. So see the brighter side k k..
And ger n wl, when can u two hv peace ah.. everytime when i happen to come to the blog and read, sure see you guys fight de leh.. lolx
Good news for you guys!! I FINALLY GOT MY LAPTOP!!!! Lolx..
This means i will be able to use the 'com' whenever i want it n i can come bloggin more often lik now :D
Will be quite busy this 2 weeks till study week den exam.. gosh, it seems super long la. but i'm lucky that my main exam has only 2 papers but there still are other tests as well. All ends on the 23th for me..
Cya guys soon.
But before that juz wanna let you guy read this :
"I don't remember how we happened to meet each other.
I don't remember who got along with whom first.
All I can remember is all of us together...always."
This is how i feel. happen to come across this quote somewhere..:D
Love
Li mIn
Labels: Being truthful
Friday, January 30, 2009
Mood swing??
hello!
haha.. dun worry about me lah!... haah... i okay le... maybe i was jus having a major mood swing, tats all... haah... thanks for ur concern, wl!... oh well, but i nearly cried today lah... but i didnt, cos so dui lian if i cry in class... hehe.... but these few days my mood not so good cos everytime i do smthg, smthg unlucky will happen... so yups, these few days not very shun li lor... haah....
hope to meet u all soon! need to talk to someone urgently!! have a lot of xin shi to talk abt!!... hehe... and i cant say it over the phone and msn is too emotionless... haha
bel:)
haha.. dun worry about me lah!... haah... i okay le... maybe i was jus having a major mood swing, tats all... haah... thanks for ur concern, wl!... oh well, but i nearly cried today lah... but i didnt, cos so dui lian if i cry in class... hehe.... but these few days my mood not so good cos everytime i do smthg, smthg unlucky will happen... so yups, these few days not very shun li lor... haah....
hope to meet u all soon! need to talk to someone urgently!! have a lot of xin shi to talk abt!!... hehe... and i cant say it over the phone and msn is too emotionless... haha
bel:)
Rah!!
ah!!!
so frustrated and pissed right now!!!... everything also not shun li!!!... What the hell lah!!!... ah!!!!... i hate everything that is happening now!!!... what is wrong with me???
bel:(
so frustrated and pissed right now!!!... everything also not shun li!!!... What the hell lah!!!... ah!!!!... i hate everything that is happening now!!!... what is wrong with me???
bel:(
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
wanling's, again
hey
its not that i wanna emo
its not emo, not pms
its more of, a combination of frustration and disappointment
im just super angry with myself
i failed myself again and again
i break the promise i made to myself
i kept bouncing back
i really suck big time
not once, not twice, not thrice, but so many so many times even i find it hard to forgive myself alr
its hard to trust myself again
isnt this the most pathetic thing that can happen
if you, cant even believe in yourself anymore?
goodbye world.
its not that i wanna emo
its not emo, not pms
its more of, a combination of frustration and disappointment
im just super angry with myself
i failed myself again and again
i break the promise i made to myself
i kept bouncing back
i really suck big time
not once, not twice, not thrice, but so many so many times even i find it hard to forgive myself alr
its hard to trust myself again
isnt this the most pathetic thing that can happen
if you, cant even believe in yourself anymore?
goodbye world.
wanling's
haha okaye let's strike peace
ger u were so lame!
oh anw are you still coming french school on sunday to support
u so nice say support me, actually jus cos u wanna support them right?
hahaa know u for 5years alr, i know wat u're thinking okaye!
and i donno why i must talk to u in this way
i feel i wont communicate as well with u if we both speak nicely to each other
and even if i want to, i cant speak nicely and politely to u, maybe cos u've got that retarded idiotic face xD
i feel like picking a quarrel with someone right now
or do the overhang and fall and scream out loud
haha cny is so boring!
i prefer deepavali or hari raya
anw, i hope i can get into NUS next year
wanna join their climbing team
with the awesome boulder gym
haha its kinda ridiculous that i dont even know wat i wanna study
yet i wanna go NUS, all becos of climbing
but its okaye, at least i've got a goal now(:
WANLING(:
ger u were so lame!
oh anw are you still coming french school on sunday to support
u so nice say support me, actually jus cos u wanna support them right?
hahaa know u for 5years alr, i know wat u're thinking okaye!
and i donno why i must talk to u in this way
i feel i wont communicate as well with u if we both speak nicely to each other
and even if i want to, i cant speak nicely and politely to u, maybe cos u've got that retarded idiotic face xD
i feel like picking a quarrel with someone right now
or do the overhang and fall and scream out loud
haha cny is so boring!
i prefer deepavali or hari raya
anw, i hope i can get into NUS next year
wanna join their climbing team
with the awesome boulder gym
haha its kinda ridiculous that i dont even know wat i wanna study
yet i wanna go NUS, all becos of climbing
but its okaye, at least i've got a goal now(:
WANLING(:
germaine's
OH NO.
I BLEW IT.ANYWAY,ITS WORLD WAR 4 CUZ WW3 OCCURED SOMETIME AGO.
HAHA.
I HEREBY DECLARE THAT GERMAINE LENG IS OFFERING A PEACE TREATY TO LUM WANLING IN ORDER TO CEASE FIRE AND PREVENT ANY CASUALTIES IN BOTH GERMAINE KINGDOM AND WANLING KINGDOM.
I GIVE YOU A KISS.JUST ONE OK.
MUACK
WARNING:I GOT WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION IN MY CUPBOARD IF YOU DO NOT ACCEPT THE PEACE TREATY.
raising the white flag of surrender,
ger
ps:i only raised the flag cuz u r my friend.u r only my friend becuz you know too much.hahaha.
was i trying to be mean??nah.
I BLEW IT.ANYWAY,ITS WORLD WAR 4 CUZ WW3 OCCURED SOMETIME AGO.
HAHA.
I HEREBY DECLARE THAT GERMAINE LENG IS OFFERING A PEACE TREATY TO LUM WANLING IN ORDER TO CEASE FIRE AND PREVENT ANY CASUALTIES IN BOTH GERMAINE KINGDOM AND WANLING KINGDOM.
I GIVE YOU A KISS.JUST ONE OK.
MUACK
WARNING:I GOT WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION IN MY CUPBOARD IF YOU DO NOT ACCEPT THE PEACE TREATY.
raising the white flag of surrender,
ger
ps:i only raised the flag cuz u r my friend.u r only my friend becuz you know too much.hahaha.
was i trying to be mean??nah.
wanling's
SO MEAN
GER IS SO GOD DAMN BLOODY MEAN
I HATE HER
SCREAMS
WATCH OUT, KARMA WILL GO BAI NIAN TO YOU
I HEREBY DECLARE GERMAINE LENG AND LUM WAN LING ARE FRIENDS NO MORE
WELCOME TO WORLD WAR III
GER IS SO GOD DAMN BLOODY MEAN
I HATE HER
SCREAMS
WATCH OUT, KARMA WILL GO BAI NIAN TO YOU
I HEREBY DECLARE GERMAINE LENG AND LUM WAN LING ARE FRIENDS NO MORE
WELCOME TO WORLD WAR III
im impressed
im impressed tt wl has a soft side to her.
HAHAHAHA
new topic:my dream wedding.
now we really sound like the seven princesses.
EWWWWW
EWWWW
EWW
EW
i shall not be mean and laugh at wl.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
ok.i stop.
HEEHEHEHEHEHEHEE
ok.control..
guess who???
me la.
ger
MUAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
new topic:my dream wedding.
now we really sound like the seven princesses.
EWWWWW
EWWWW
EWW
EW
i shall not be mean and laugh at wl.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
ok.i stop.
HEEHEHEHEHEHEHEE
ok.control..
guess who???
me la.
ger
MUAHAHAHAHA
wanling's
i was just thinking
in future
i would like to hold my wedding on a floating platform on the sea
where the sky will witness my happiness
and the wind will give me blessings
i would like Canon in D to be played (its common but i think its romantic)
where the waves will hum along
and the dolphins will sing a happy song
oh i dont mind have a snowy wedding
cos i believe true love will warm the soul and the heart
awwww
i haven thought of the rest
its just a teeny weeny bit of 'princess-thought'
in her 17 years of life
she may have met someone along the corridor
and thought its the gift God has given her
things may grow
sparks may fly
but as time went by
she came to realise it was a mistake
she tried to make a U-turn
but there's no U-turn signs
she continued walking
and tried to convince herself that he is the gift
but only to see the road-block sign at the end of the road
she realised she was deceiving herself all along
so does she just stop at that spot, in hope of someone else coming to save her, to hold her hand?
or keep wishing time would rewind itself, keep reliving those memories, and be that weakling who never pick herself up again?
she chose to walk another path, from where she lost her way
she may not know where this path will lead her to
the road may be bumpy
she may feel scared
but its definitely worth walking
cos there will be new surprises awaiting her discovery
so she moves on
she meets new people
and everything repeats itself in a cycle
afterall, its just bits and pieces of life
and only the strong ones, the ones who wait patiently, the ones who are not afraid of losing their way again and again
will eventually reach The Destination
where that special someone is the real gift
and he will be the one who will truly make your heart smile
happy chinese new year
in future
i would like to hold my wedding on a floating platform on the sea
where the sky will witness my happiness
and the wind will give me blessings
i would like Canon in D to be played (its common but i think its romantic)
where the waves will hum along
and the dolphins will sing a happy song
oh i dont mind have a snowy wedding
cos i believe true love will warm the soul and the heart
awwww
i haven thought of the rest
its just a teeny weeny bit of 'princess-thought'
in her 17 years of life
she may have met someone along the corridor
and thought its the gift God has given her
things may grow
sparks may fly
but as time went by
she came to realise it was a mistake
she tried to make a U-turn
but there's no U-turn signs
she continued walking
and tried to convince herself that he is the gift
but only to see the road-block sign at the end of the road
she realised she was deceiving herself all along
so does she just stop at that spot, in hope of someone else coming to save her, to hold her hand?
or keep wishing time would rewind itself, keep reliving those memories, and be that weakling who never pick herself up again?
she chose to walk another path, from where she lost her way
she may not know where this path will lead her to
the road may be bumpy
she may feel scared
but its definitely worth walking
cos there will be new surprises awaiting her discovery
so she moves on
she meets new people
and everything repeats itself in a cycle
afterall, its just bits and pieces of life
and only the strong ones, the ones who wait patiently, the ones who are not afraid of losing their way again and again
will eventually reach The Destination
where that special someone is the real gift
and he will be the one who will truly make your heart smile
just like the ocean needs the waves
just like the night sky needs the stars
just like flowers need the sunshine
and the atc needs the carabiner
WANLING(:
Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy New Year!
Hello everyone!
Happy New Year!.. May u get loads of hong pao!... Stay happy and healthy always!:)... Study hard too!... n good luck for ur exams!... Wish me luck hor!... i gambling tmr!.. haha... if i win a lot of money then i treat u all eat... hehe....
Wah, ger and wl, u two very bad lehz.. say i zhong se qing you... where got lor!.. haha.... maybe a bit lah... fine!.. i abit jealous also, can??... hehe... *evil grin* but ger, u also never call me back!... i want to hear story!... quick call me soon!!.. hehe... hope to talk to u soon!.. hehe... hope to see all of u soon too!...
oh ya... i wanna go rock climbing!!... although i not very good at it... hehe... and i dun mind going kayaking!!... but my exams coming lehz... in a mth... haha... how??... unless u all wanna go do these things during ur march hols... haha.... n dun ask me run the 10km can?... hehe... i fat le lah... pao bu dong le... hehe...
bel:)
Happy New Year!.. May u get loads of hong pao!... Stay happy and healthy always!:)... Study hard too!... n good luck for ur exams!... Wish me luck hor!... i gambling tmr!.. haha... if i win a lot of money then i treat u all eat... hehe....
Wah, ger and wl, u two very bad lehz.. say i zhong se qing you... where got lor!.. haha.... maybe a bit lah... fine!.. i abit jealous also, can??... hehe... *evil grin* but ger, u also never call me back!... i want to hear story!... quick call me soon!!.. hehe... hope to talk to u soon!.. hehe... hope to see all of u soon too!...
oh ya... i wanna go rock climbing!!... although i not very good at it... hehe... and i dun mind going kayaking!!... but my exams coming lehz... in a mth... haha... how??... unless u all wanna go do these things during ur march hols... haha.... n dun ask me run the 10km can?... hehe... i fat le lah... pao bu dong le... hehe...
bel:)
Sunday, January 25, 2009
germaine's intepretion
i need psychological help.haha
think wl's book kinda accurate.as in everything sort of matches.forget the dream..
so..here's about me.
1.i failed bio n math test.but nobody passed bio in my class.
2.im quite prepared to fail gp essay.
3.im studying my ass off cuz my test results scared the hell out of me
4.im part of the orgainising team for my odac selection camp
5.im taking part in the Milo TRYalthalon :)
6.taking part in addias sundown 10km marathon with WANLING :))
can we please take part in the sundown together??PLEASE???
i swear its gonna be super fun.
running in the middle of the night along changi.
come on..its an incentive to lose weight.
plus u get a addias singlet.ONLY PARTICIPANTS GET IT OKAY.
and a addias visor (i dunno what it is)
plus goodie bag
MOST IMPORTANTLY, ME N WANLING ARE RUNNING.
come on..dun be a spoilsport ok???
limin, wl specailly requested for u.join. join. join.
anyway..some nt so good things happen to me this week.
i'll tell u all another time.AGAIN.
anyway,i cried and my buddies thot i cry cuz i didnt do well for math.
like hello???germaine leng dun cry for tt kind of fummy reason.
unless its a lvl result..
but because of tt smth bad tt happen,im having third thoiughts bout going to aust to study.
CHOY.
it amazes me how everybody plans their schedule so tt the whole family can eat reunion dinner together.
can u imagine how much planning it takes?
one family,six children.
they hv to arrange everything so nicely.
and both side,the mother side n the father side hv to match.
u get what i mean??
nvm.ha
anyway,i realised tt my jumper is really kinda short.
im nt used to it.
cuz i dun even wear skirts
so i went to buy i safety pants today.
its jz this short short pants tt u wear inside.
me n wl planning to go rock climb one day.lets go together??then we can go bowl after tt or catch a movie
i also looking for ppl to go kayaking.anyone gt 1 star for kayaking?
so much to do but so little time.
we had chapel tt day and the pastor said smth tt i found very true.
very often,ppl cheat/hurt/disappoint us.
and very often,these ppl are the ones tt we trust n rely on alot.
so in order to protect ourselves,we become wary.
we find it more n more difficult to trust ppl and we doubt ppl.
but in actual fact,we are actually disadvantaging ourselves.
cuz while we are being wary n doubtful,alot of chances and opportunities slip away.
so he wants us to forget the past mistakes tt others hv commited
and give ourselves another chance at the same time.
makes sense?
for the 1st time in chapel,something makes sense to me
but it doesnt makes sense in the christian way to me.
it jz makes sense in a 'its something tt we overlook in life' way to me
i dunno if i prefer life the way it is now or the way it was before.
i dunno if im ready and willing to let go of the past.
an early happy cny to all :)
MOO,
ger
think wl's book kinda accurate.as in everything sort of matches.forget the dream..
so..here's about me.
1.i failed bio n math test.but nobody passed bio in my class.
2.im quite prepared to fail gp essay.
3.im studying my ass off cuz my test results scared the hell out of me
4.im part of the orgainising team for my odac selection camp
5.im taking part in the Milo TRYalthalon :)
6.taking part in addias sundown 10km marathon with WANLING :))
can we please take part in the sundown together??PLEASE???
i swear its gonna be super fun.
running in the middle of the night along changi.
come on..its an incentive to lose weight.
plus u get a addias singlet.ONLY PARTICIPANTS GET IT OKAY.
and a addias visor (i dunno what it is)
plus goodie bag
MOST IMPORTANTLY, ME N WANLING ARE RUNNING.
come on..dun be a spoilsport ok???
limin, wl specailly requested for u.join. join. join.
anyway..some nt so good things happen to me this week.
i'll tell u all another time.AGAIN.
anyway,i cried and my buddies thot i cry cuz i didnt do well for math.
like hello???germaine leng dun cry for tt kind of fummy reason.
unless its a lvl result..
but because of tt smth bad tt happen,im having third thoiughts bout going to aust to study.
CHOY.
it amazes me how everybody plans their schedule so tt the whole family can eat reunion dinner together.
can u imagine how much planning it takes?
one family,six children.
they hv to arrange everything so nicely.
and both side,the mother side n the father side hv to match.
u get what i mean??
nvm.ha
anyway,i realised tt my jumper is really kinda short.
im nt used to it.
cuz i dun even wear skirts
so i went to buy i safety pants today.
its jz this short short pants tt u wear inside.
me n wl planning to go rock climb one day.lets go together??then we can go bowl after tt or catch a movie
i also looking for ppl to go kayaking.anyone gt 1 star for kayaking?
so much to do but so little time.
we had chapel tt day and the pastor said smth tt i found very true.
very often,ppl cheat/hurt/disappoint us.
and very often,these ppl are the ones tt we trust n rely on alot.
so in order to protect ourselves,we become wary.
we find it more n more difficult to trust ppl and we doubt ppl.
but in actual fact,we are actually disadvantaging ourselves.
cuz while we are being wary n doubtful,alot of chances and opportunities slip away.
so he wants us to forget the past mistakes tt others hv commited
and give ourselves another chance at the same time.
makes sense?
for the 1st time in chapel,something makes sense to me
but it doesnt makes sense in the christian way to me.
it jz makes sense in a 'its something tt we overlook in life' way to me
i dunno if i prefer life the way it is now or the way it was before.
i dunno if im ready and willing to let go of the past.
an early happy cny to all :)
MOO,
ger
wanling's
HELLO!
been some time since i last blogged
just slightly very busy
yeah like a beeee
its 4.11am now
i wanna sleep
but i cant sleep
i donno wat to blog about
im just typing randomly
oh i know what, i shall check out wat ger's dream roughly means
see, NICE ME! so u better love me more(:
killing- the aggressive content of this dream could be a warning that you have been keeping your anger or resentment too hiden, and that it is doing you internal harm. this dream does not necessarily stand for aggressive impulses towards others. it may also symbolise your desire to eradicate some aspect of your own personality, in which case the dreamer suggests low self-esteem or a negative attitude towards yourself.
gun- a gun is a symbol of aggression. shooting someone means that you feel aggression towards some person or the part of yourself that this person represents the gun also represents the male sexual organ and drive(LOL!). if the weapon doesnt fire, the dreamer has feelings of sexual inadequacy. depending on the circumstances in the dream, the gun can be interpreted in many ways. you may be using the gun to protect smth that is of vaue to you. killing someone may be a msg that youhave violent feelings towards this person and wish to eliminate him/her from your life.
family-we spend our formative years with our family and that means our attitudes, values and opinions are based on what we are taught. grandparents are a symbol of wisdom and family traditions. (i cut short for you, super long on family)
injury- injuries in dreams represent the harm that we feel others have done to us. if this is a persistent or very troubling dream, it may be a sign that the dreamer is in need of inner healing, perhaps to recover from the emotional damage inflicted in childhood or at some vulnerable period of life. however, we all feel 'wounded' by others from time to time, and this dream may be no more than a dramatic way of expressing this sense of hurt.
back- back problems are a common injury, so a dream about a bad back could simply be warning you about your health. but if your dream is of ppl turning their backs on you, it is a sign that you feel the jealousy or disapproval of those around you. in general, the backbone symbolises character and firmness.
pain- a dream in which you experience pain may be a sign that you are hurting yourself in some way or that you feel punished by others. if you see someone else in pain, the dream may be forcing you to think how your actions could be harming them.
doctor- because doctors are authority figures who have responsibility for healing, to dream of one tends to signal a desire for some cure to take place. it could also be a sign that a cure has already taken place.
okaye done
you go interpret yourself
cny is here
but idk why im not at all excited about it
if only my life is this colourful
someday
somehow
someone
right now she nds something to spice up her life
becos everything is in a dull black and white
been some time since i last blogged
just slightly very busy
yeah like a beeee
its 4.11am now
i wanna sleep
but i cant sleep
i donno wat to blog about
im just typing randomly
oh i know what, i shall check out wat ger's dream roughly means
see, NICE ME! so u better love me more(:
killing- the aggressive content of this dream could be a warning that you have been keeping your anger or resentment too hiden, and that it is doing you internal harm. this dream does not necessarily stand for aggressive impulses towards others. it may also symbolise your desire to eradicate some aspect of your own personality, in which case the dreamer suggests low self-esteem or a negative attitude towards yourself.
gun- a gun is a symbol of aggression. shooting someone means that you feel aggression towards some person or the part of yourself that this person represents the gun also represents the male sexual organ and drive(LOL!). if the weapon doesnt fire, the dreamer has feelings of sexual inadequacy. depending on the circumstances in the dream, the gun can be interpreted in many ways. you may be using the gun to protect smth that is of vaue to you. killing someone may be a msg that youhave violent feelings towards this person and wish to eliminate him/her from your life.
family-we spend our formative years with our family and that means our attitudes, values and opinions are based on what we are taught. grandparents are a symbol of wisdom and family traditions. (i cut short for you, super long on family)
injury- injuries in dreams represent the harm that we feel others have done to us. if this is a persistent or very troubling dream, it may be a sign that the dreamer is in need of inner healing, perhaps to recover from the emotional damage inflicted in childhood or at some vulnerable period of life. however, we all feel 'wounded' by others from time to time, and this dream may be no more than a dramatic way of expressing this sense of hurt.
back- back problems are a common injury, so a dream about a bad back could simply be warning you about your health. but if your dream is of ppl turning their backs on you, it is a sign that you feel the jealousy or disapproval of those around you. in general, the backbone symbolises character and firmness.
pain- a dream in which you experience pain may be a sign that you are hurting yourself in some way or that you feel punished by others. if you see someone else in pain, the dream may be forcing you to think how your actions could be harming them.
doctor- because doctors are authority figures who have responsibility for healing, to dream of one tends to signal a desire for some cure to take place. it could also be a sign that a cure has already taken place.
okaye done
you go interpret yourself
cny is here
but idk why im not at all excited about it
This is me
really really really close up. I'm a red dot, on a path
Now.. this is me, on a path, looking at the whole picture
And then... there's me
walking backward in a bigger circle
if only my life is this colourfulsomeday
somehow
someone
right now she nds something to spice up her lifebecos everything is in a dull black and white
Friday, January 23, 2009
zzz~
hello!
long time since i last blog... i am so super duper sleepy right now... zzzz~ i will go sleep soon bah... haha... i tried to edit my project but then i am so sleepy that i cant even tell which sentence are grammatically correct... so pathetic... haha.... i actually cant really see what i am typing either... haha... oh well~ my exams are round the corner... in 4 weeks to be exact... sianz.. but i am looking forward to my 7 weeks break where i can really rest!... hehe.... should i work during my break?.. haha... but someone say i got 公主病... so maybe i shouldnt... haha... see how first bah... i must focus on my exams first... GPA 4.0, wo lai le!!!... hehe... i must jia you... u all too!.. jia you for ur exams!!!... hehe...
today i had presentation... so freaky lah... my voice was shaking and i tripped over a sentence thrice... sianz~ but today is the practice only although it counts for 5% of my marks... the actual thingy is 20% which hopefully i willl be able to do well.... why is it tat i used to be able to speak to a large grp of ppl so freely in the past but i am shaking and nervous when i doing presentation???... ah!... where has my confidence and tian bu pai, di bu pai de jing sheng gone to???... i must find it back!.. haha....
I wish u all happy new year in advance!.... enjoy ur new year and may u get loads of hong pao although it is reccession year!.. haah.....
bel:)
why? Maybe it just me being wu liao and hving nthg to do bah~
long time since i last blog... i am so super duper sleepy right now... zzzz~ i will go sleep soon bah... haha... i tried to edit my project but then i am so sleepy that i cant even tell which sentence are grammatically correct... so pathetic... haha.... i actually cant really see what i am typing either... haha... oh well~ my exams are round the corner... in 4 weeks to be exact... sianz.. but i am looking forward to my 7 weeks break where i can really rest!... hehe.... should i work during my break?.. haha... but someone say i got 公主病... so maybe i shouldnt... haha... see how first bah... i must focus on my exams first... GPA 4.0, wo lai le!!!... hehe... i must jia you... u all too!.. jia you for ur exams!!!... hehe...
today i had presentation... so freaky lah... my voice was shaking and i tripped over a sentence thrice... sianz~ but today is the practice only although it counts for 5% of my marks... the actual thingy is 20% which hopefully i willl be able to do well.... why is it tat i used to be able to speak to a large grp of ppl so freely in the past but i am shaking and nervous when i doing presentation???... ah!... where has my confidence and tian bu pai, di bu pai de jing sheng gone to???... i must find it back!.. haha....
I wish u all happy new year in advance!.... enjoy ur new year and may u get loads of hong pao although it is reccession year!.. haah.....
bel:)
why? Maybe it just me being wu liao and hving nthg to do bah~
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
horrible horrible
i washed my feet b4 going to slp(just as wl suggested)
i had a horrible horrible dream.
think wl purposely de.bet the book said DONT wash ur feet.so she ask me to wash my feet.
i dreamt tt a grp of ppl wanted to kill me.
so i was in the car and my grandpa was driving.
i tried to hide so they wanted to shoot my grandpa
i was so super scared tt they will shoot my grandpa n kill him so i stop hiding and they shot my back(my back was aching frm pt)
so i went to the doctor and the clinic was closed
the grp of ppl were chasing me
so the doctor let me hide in his clinic.
GUESS WHO THE DOCTOR IS???
MR J!!!!!!!!!damn..
so he help me take out the bullets and clean my wounds.
then i woke up.crying.
i know it sounds lame but it was really so real.
i didnt even dare to soap my back when i bath cuz it felt so real.
ok.wanling,intepret my dream
and im so nt gonna wash my feet b4 i sleep.
so here's the latest updates:
the big world:
Obama took over Bush
our small world:
munling has FRIENDS!!!she went sakae with them
me,wl n jw went bugis shop shop
jw help us carry stuff :)
i bought a dress jumper(1st dress since 10 years old)
wl bought skirt,shirt,handphone pouch
we took a photo in the bugis toilet.AGAIN.
gt class now.gtg
loveeeeeeeeeeeee
ger
i had a horrible horrible dream.
think wl purposely de.bet the book said DONT wash ur feet.so she ask me to wash my feet.
i dreamt tt a grp of ppl wanted to kill me.
so i was in the car and my grandpa was driving.
i tried to hide so they wanted to shoot my grandpa
i was so super scared tt they will shoot my grandpa n kill him so i stop hiding and they shot my back(my back was aching frm pt)
so i went to the doctor and the clinic was closed
the grp of ppl were chasing me
so the doctor let me hide in his clinic.
GUESS WHO THE DOCTOR IS???
MR J!!!!!!!!!damn..
so he help me take out the bullets and clean my wounds.
then i woke up.crying.
i know it sounds lame but it was really so real.
i didnt even dare to soap my back when i bath cuz it felt so real.
ok.wanling,intepret my dream
and im so nt gonna wash my feet b4 i sleep.
so here's the latest updates:
the big world:
Obama took over Bush
our small world:
munling has FRIENDS!!!she went sakae with them
me,wl n jw went bugis shop shop
jw help us carry stuff :)
i bought a dress jumper(1st dress since 10 years old)
wl bought skirt,shirt,handphone pouch
we took a photo in the bugis toilet.AGAIN.
gt class now.gtg
loveeeeeeeeeeeee
ger
Monday, January 19, 2009
HELLO
im back in action.its been a week full of ups and downs for me.but life still goes on.
i gotta admit tt school's kinda fun.but i gt lots of tests.and the last test ends on wed.chems tmr.GG SCREWED.think its dumb to hv test on the 1st week of school cuz nobody's brain is functioning.my whole class failed bio.
me ,wl and jw going out tmr.bugis.cuz i end early n hv d crazy urge to shop for cny stuff.so munling,we ARE going out.haha.
ger
im back in action.its been a week full of ups and downs for me.but life still goes on.
i gotta admit tt school's kinda fun.but i gt lots of tests.and the last test ends on wed.chems tmr.GG SCREWED.think its dumb to hv test on the 1st week of school cuz nobody's brain is functioning.my whole class failed bio.
me ,wl and jw going out tmr.bugis.cuz i end early n hv d crazy urge to shop for cny stuff.so munling,we ARE going out.haha.
ger
Sunday, January 18, 2009
eh walao u all.
Can someone plan something? we needa go out soon before everyone starts havingstuffs to do with other lame ppl and stuff.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
ML.
Friday, January 16, 2009
New food day!
hello!
haha.. yesterday was my new food day!...
I drank coffee for the first time in my life.. haha.. lucky its not that bitter... cos got chocolate inside... hehe.. but after i drank it i was like nausea.. hmm... after effect of coffee?... haha... maybe cos i drank it on empty stomach bah.. wahaha...
after school, i went to eat new york new york with my 2 poly frens and then we watched red cliff 2.. it is super nice.. it has a bit of really funny parts too, although its a war show.... then i bought new york cheese cake from bakerzin... it is super ultra cheezy!!.. super yummy!! haha...
haha.. yesterday was my new food day!...
I drank coffee for the first time in my life.. haha.. lucky its not that bitter... cos got chocolate inside... hehe.. but after i drank it i was like nausea.. hmm... after effect of coffee?... haha... maybe cos i drank it on empty stomach bah.. wahaha...
after school, i went to eat new york new york with my 2 poly frens and then we watched red cliff 2.. it is super nice.. it has a bit of really funny parts too, although its a war show.... then i bought new york cheese cake from bakerzin... it is super ultra cheezy!!.. super yummy!! haha...
gtg.. haha... wish me good luck hor!.. i may be playing bowling tmr... a mini competition bah... haha... hope can get high game!
bel:)
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
wanling's
HELLO
3rd day of school
omg im loving school
i love being with my classmates
just laugh whole day non-stop
i love being with the climbers
really a fun bunch of people
sent sister off on monday
i tried really hard to hold back my tears
when someone starts crying, i'll just look away and think happy thoughts
so in the end i din cry(:
i know it sounds quite ironic
im always saying how irritated i am with her
but i really cant imagine 7months without seeing her
look at her letter for me, haha
meimei ar!
i seem to be always at loggerheads with you over the slightest issues but i think its already so normal for us. haha. but this 6months im gonna miss even quarrellng with you and snatching of computer with you, and all your lame and cold jokes and stuff..and you know that apart from all these things i always thank God for a sister like you(: like how i know you're always there just nearby, sending the silliest and HIGHEST smeses to cheer me up when i claim im in a bad mood or just quarrelled with papa mummy. really appreciate it and i know i will miss you really alot these 6 months. but dont be too happy yet cos im gonna come back and claim back my room. you make sure its in tip top condition ok! im always very proud to tell ppl about you, how you're so serious in your work and even climbing. keep it up and im sure you'll reach what you wish to achieve, ok? feel free to sms me cos its free for you, and i will try to get back to you as soon as i can, despite the 7hours difference. haha, take good care of yourself and dont worry about me! love you dearly(:
today climbing was fun
though it wasnt intensive at all, it wasnt too lepak either
saw the tpjc climbers!
and halfway through climbing, the girls started to entertain themselves by rolling on mats!
so fun i tell you
okaye im gg off to sleep now, goodnight my lovely girlfriends(:
MUACKS.
WANLING(:
3rd day of school
omg im loving school
i love being with my classmates
just laugh whole day non-stop
i love being with the climbers
really a fun bunch of people
sent sister off on monday
i tried really hard to hold back my tears
when someone starts crying, i'll just look away and think happy thoughts
so in the end i din cry(:
i know it sounds quite ironic
im always saying how irritated i am with her
but i really cant imagine 7months without seeing her
look at her letter for me, haha
meimei ar!
i seem to be always at loggerheads with you over the slightest issues but i think its already so normal for us. haha. but this 6months im gonna miss even quarrellng with you and snatching of computer with you, and all your lame and cold jokes and stuff..and you know that apart from all these things i always thank God for a sister like you(: like how i know you're always there just nearby, sending the silliest and HIGHEST smeses to cheer me up when i claim im in a bad mood or just quarrelled with papa mummy. really appreciate it and i know i will miss you really alot these 6 months. but dont be too happy yet cos im gonna come back and claim back my room. you make sure its in tip top condition ok! im always very proud to tell ppl about you, how you're so serious in your work and even climbing. keep it up and im sure you'll reach what you wish to achieve, ok? feel free to sms me cos its free for you, and i will try to get back to you as soon as i can, despite the 7hours difference. haha, take good care of yourself and dont worry about me! love you dearly(:
love, wanteng
today climbing was fun
though it wasnt intensive at all, it wasnt too lepak either
saw the tpjc climbers!
and halfway through climbing, the girls started to entertain themselves by rolling on mats!
so fun i tell you
okaye im gg off to sleep now, goodnight my lovely girlfriends(:
MUACKS.
WANLING(:
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
super anal hotmail finally working
hello.
hotmail is finally working.like thank god can...i gt so many impt BUT unread mails.
haha.bel its ok.i feel tt way sometimes too.i jz realy wanna cry or scream but i scared my mum will freak out(which she always does).i dun even need to scream.i jz need to slp at 8pm to freak her out.
she wanted to send me to the hospital tt day cuz i was feeling giddy.i think she has an infautation with doctors.
i almost broke dwn yesterday cuz i couldnt do integration AND i hv a organic chem test on thurs AND i hv a bio test on fri.BEST of all,i hv odac on wed n i will be home pretty late.i love school cuz it keeps me bz but it keeps me too bz sometimes.
OH.n im gonna cut my hair soon.no more tying after i cut.ml say tt we are only young once.lol
i got alot of gan chu recently n i dunno why.i want to spend time with all the ppl tt i really love cuz i dunno if i would be going to aust nxt year.it kinda freaks me out tt im gonna graduate this year cuz i still wanna be a baby.
okok.gtta study.before i go,i tell u all a very nice story i heard frm our disciplione master on the 1st day of sch.
BEST STORY OF THE YEAR.
there was this really filial guy.
so he brought this gal tt he wants to date home for his mum to approve of her.
but his mum did not like her.so he decided not to go out with the gal being the filial son he is.
so,he brought the gal he likes second best, home n tried to get his mum's appoval.
AGAIN,his mum rejected the gal.
he brought gal after gal home for his mum to approve but none of them got her approval.
so he decided to bring this gal who behaves like his mum,looks like his mum and has habits like his mum back home.
FINALLY,his mum gave her approval.
BUT,his dad didnt approve.
END OF STORY.
MORAL OF STORY???
NEVER GIVE UP -.-'''
yups.best story of the year.but its the only story i heard this year.haha.
germaine leng is not gonna give up.
she will perserve till the very end
she will die trying.or try dying.
JIAYOU.i gt so much more to say but i really needa study for my tests.
ger
hotmail is finally working.like thank god can...i gt so many impt BUT unread mails.
haha.bel its ok.i feel tt way sometimes too.i jz realy wanna cry or scream but i scared my mum will freak out(which she always does).i dun even need to scream.i jz need to slp at 8pm to freak her out.
she wanted to send me to the hospital tt day cuz i was feeling giddy.i think she has an infautation with doctors.
i almost broke dwn yesterday cuz i couldnt do integration AND i hv a organic chem test on thurs AND i hv a bio test on fri.BEST of all,i hv odac on wed n i will be home pretty late.i love school cuz it keeps me bz but it keeps me too bz sometimes.
OH.n im gonna cut my hair soon.no more tying after i cut.ml say tt we are only young once.lol
i got alot of gan chu recently n i dunno why.i want to spend time with all the ppl tt i really love cuz i dunno if i would be going to aust nxt year.it kinda freaks me out tt im gonna graduate this year cuz i still wanna be a baby.
okok.gtta study.before i go,i tell u all a very nice story i heard frm our disciplione master on the 1st day of sch.
BEST STORY OF THE YEAR.
there was this really filial guy.
so he brought this gal tt he wants to date home for his mum to approve of her.
but his mum did not like her.so he decided not to go out with the gal being the filial son he is.
so,he brought the gal he likes second best, home n tried to get his mum's appoval.
AGAIN,his mum rejected the gal.
he brought gal after gal home for his mum to approve but none of them got her approval.
so he decided to bring this gal who behaves like his mum,looks like his mum and has habits like his mum back home.
FINALLY,his mum gave her approval.
BUT,his dad didnt approve.
END OF STORY.
MORAL OF STORY???
NEVER GIVE UP -.-'''
yups.best story of the year.but its the only story i heard this year.haha.
germaine leng is not gonna give up.
she will perserve till the very end
she will die trying.or try dying.
JIAYOU.i gt so much more to say but i really needa study for my tests.
ger
Monday, January 12, 2009
What is wrong with me!
hello!
i was feeling so pissed and frustrated just now... i feel like screaming n crying rite now.. but my mom will just panick and think that i am crazy or smthg... haha... i screwed up BSTA pp!... i knew how to do it but i jus couldnt rmb to apply the formula!!... STM?...
wats wrong with me??... feel like slapping myself or smthg but i cant bear to abuse myself... haha...well, i am feeling frustrated over other things too~ feel like crying badly.. to let out all my frustrations!!! AHH!!...
bel:)
我到底怎么了！为什么？为什么我昨天会哭？为什么我会昨天会觉得心痛？为什么听到他说他可能会放弃的时候，我心里会觉得怪怪的， 又有一点点伤心？为什么每次遇到问题的时候会第一个想到他？为什么我总是会希望他有时候会陪在我身边？为什么他吃醋的时候我会觉得很好笑，有觉得对不起？为什么有时候又有一种想抱他的冲动，可是我还是没有勇气？为什么明明知道我不可以在有这种想法了，我还是一直想呢？为什么我心好乱好乱？我到底这么了！
i was feeling so pissed and frustrated just now... i feel like screaming n crying rite now.. but my mom will just panick and think that i am crazy or smthg... haha... i screwed up BSTA pp!... i knew how to do it but i jus couldnt rmb to apply the formula!!... STM?...
wats wrong with me??... feel like slapping myself or smthg but i cant bear to abuse myself... haha...well, i am feeling frustrated over other things too~ feel like crying badly.. to let out all my frustrations!!! AHH!!...
bel:)
我到底怎么了！为什么？为什么我昨天会哭？为什么我会昨天会觉得心痛？为什么听到他说他可能会放弃的时候，我心里会觉得怪怪的， 又有一点点伤心？为什么每次遇到问题的时候会第一个想到他？为什么我总是会希望他有时候会陪在我身边？为什么他吃醋的时候我会觉得很好笑，有觉得对不起？为什么有时候又有一种想抱他的冲动，可是我还是没有勇气？为什么明明知道我不可以在有这种想法了，我还是一直想呢？为什么我心好乱好乱？我到底这么了！
Sunday, January 11, 2009
O HAIZ GALZ.
Who and who? :D
I have so much so much to tell u all girls. :D
I can die happy now. *swoons*
-will tell u more abt this picture and what happened when we meet up. :)
I can die happy now. *swoons*
-will tell u more abt this picture and what happened when we meet up. :)
wanling's
this is supposed to be OUR blog
but why is it just me blogging?
haha fine, im hardworking(:
went suntec with jw and ml today
supposed to meet at 11am at cityhall
at 10.30am, i was walking to the station
msg them asked them where they are, and look at their replies
ml: meet where sia? i just woke up lol
jw: -no reply, so 99% still sleeping-
at 11am
jw: i now at home. just woke up =x
but they are so nice to accompany me to get my bag
it was very last minute
now im a happy girl
but wanling officially declares bankruptcy
so she gotta fast for the whole of next week
haha im jus kidding
i suddenly rmb 403 times
-mason puts his $99 purple adidas bag on his table-
mrs thang: mason, pls put your $99 on the floor
haha i miss those days
cant rmb if its really $99
but u get the idea
mrs thang suaning mason
okaye im just typing randomly
sister flying off tmr
the next time i see her will be in july
=(
WANLING
but why is it just me blogging?
haha fine, im hardworking(:
went suntec with jw and ml today
supposed to meet at 11am at cityhall
at 10.30am, i was walking to the station
msg them asked them where they are, and look at their replies
ml: meet where sia? i just woke up lol
jw: -no reply, so 99% still sleeping-
at 11am
jw: i now at home. just woke up =x
but they are so nice to accompany me to get my bag
it was very last minute
now im a happy girl
but wanling officially declares bankruptcy
so she gotta fast for the whole of next week
haha im jus kidding
i suddenly rmb 403 times
-mason puts his $99 purple adidas bag on his table-
mrs thang: mason, pls put your $99 on the floor
haha i miss those days
cant rmb if its really $99
but u get the idea
mrs thang suaning mason
okaye im just typing randomly
sister flying off tmr
the next time i see her will be in july
=(
WANLING
climb.max 2009 + retarded reunion dinner
im quite disappointed with myselfi had higher expectations
i wanted to do much better
yet i fell
but i'll try harder for french school at the end of this month
after climb.max at republic poly/ lunching/ having fun roaming rnd/ entertaining ourselves in kiddy palace at causeway point
rushed home to bathe, get changed and papa sent us to that retarded reunion dinner with my meet-once-a-year relatives
as always, their lines never changed
'whoa you've become darker'
'whoa you've grown up' (they are trying to say i've put on weight)
thanks alot aunties and uncles
i ALWAYS feel lousy after going to these kinda dinner
and i don understand
why does that pat mean so much to me?
why does your encouragement make me smile?
i needed someone to tell me its okaye
someone to say i've done him/her proud, even though its a lie
someone to look me in the eye and say 'i believe in you'
it was only then that i realise how much i hope that someone is you
it would mean so much so much to me
it would give me the strength to fight on
yet i know i am no longer in any position to ask that from you
because i already mean nothing
absolutely n.o.t.h.i.n.g
WANLING ):
David Archuleta-A Little Too Not Over You
Friday, January 9, 2009
wanling's: i see sunset in your eyes
hello!no, dont get me wrong
im not missing the past
i've already moved on and im very happy now(:
haha just found this picture quite nicely taken
tmr!
highwall comp at republic poly
i donno wats gonna happen
but i'll just try my best
go there have fun
and have no regrets :D
later!
meeting jw to finish up dat retarded math hw yaye
'yaye' about meeting jw, not doing hw haha
and ger, i promise you i wont mention anything about jooooh oooon
i promise i wont
cos its a promise(:
WANLING(:
Thursday, January 8, 2009
i'll be there for u
So no one told you life was gonna be this way [four claps]
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year,
but...
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
Your still in bed at 10 and work began at 8
You burned your breakfast so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.
And,
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
no one could ever know me
no one could ever see me
since your the only one who knows what its like to be me.
Someone to face the day with,
make it through all the mess with.
Someone I'll always laugh with, even under the worst I'm best with you.
Its like your always stuck in second gear
when it hasnt been your day, your week, your month, or even your yearrrrr
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
yayee.
theme song for FRIENDS.its really super funny.finding it funny is a sign tt i've lost all my childlike innocence.sigh.cuz their jokes are kinda dirty.so u need to hv a certain level of intelligence to understand it.i love FRIENDS.the best part is tt i found a (a few) friends who likes watching FRIENDS as well and we are like ploughing through the series at my house.SEE UNLIKE SOME PPL THEY DO NOT MIND COMING TO MY HOUSE.haha.but they live on the red line.so...
been super sian at home cuz my mum n bro are quarelling again.things gt pretty bad a few nights back and some drama mama things happened again.i hate being caught in this shit.
yupps.anyway,i decided to get math tuition.yiyong gt this math grp tuition tt sounds good n nt too ex.anyone wanna join?its at kovan on sunday.not tt wl needs math tuition or anything.i think its time i take life more seriously so maths,here i come.
SIGH
but on d brighter note,i going back for BAND!!!!xinmin band's alumni is back in action.xinfony this year on 26th may or smth.i dun need ask u all to come cuz i know tt u all will de.lalala.SYF is tis year so guess i'll be going back xms quite often.
why suddenly all of us in relationship mess ah??so depresing sia.
but...
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!!
guess i kinda clear up stuff already.it still feel kinda weird sometimes but guess i'll grow and learn from my mistakes.
erm.lets be honest here ok.even though i know tt i'll probably get shot to death by u ppl.
erm..i didnt really appreciate it tt u gals went to talk to him cuz i seriously would hv rather did it myself and not knowing about it made me feel really lousy.
BEFFORE U ALL SHOOT ME,WAIT.
i know u gals care for me n stuff but somethings need to be done personally right?
i know all of u really really care for me alot but next time(PLS LET ALL THESE NV HAPPEN AGAIN CUZ THE WHOLE THING REALLY SUX BIG TIME) dun do it ok??
AND BEFORE U GALS SHOOT,
i really really appreciate all of u bearing with my nonsense and cheering me up when i really needed someone to cheer me up.
i'll grow i guess.it will just take time.
WANLING:maybe if u apologise for being so mean to me ur bad dreams will probably go away.cuz u are no longer so guilty u see...haha.
SWEET DREAMS SWEETIE,
ger
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year,
but...
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
Your still in bed at 10 and work began at 8
You burned your breakfast so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.
And,
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
no one could ever know me
no one could ever see me
since your the only one who knows what its like to be me.
Someone to face the day with,
make it through all the mess with.
Someone I'll always laugh with, even under the worst I'm best with you.
Its like your always stuck in second gear
when it hasnt been your day, your week, your month, or even your yearrrrr
*CHORUS*
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
yayee.
theme song for FRIENDS.its really super funny.finding it funny is a sign tt i've lost all my childlike innocence.sigh.cuz their jokes are kinda dirty.so u need to hv a certain level of intelligence to understand it.i love FRIENDS.the best part is tt i found a (a few) friends who likes watching FRIENDS as well and we are like ploughing through the series at my house.SEE UNLIKE SOME PPL THEY DO NOT MIND COMING TO MY HOUSE.haha.but they live on the red line.so...
been super sian at home cuz my mum n bro are quarelling again.things gt pretty bad a few nights back and some drama mama things happened again.i hate being caught in this shit.
yupps.anyway,i decided to get math tuition.yiyong gt this math grp tuition tt sounds good n nt too ex.anyone wanna join?its at kovan on sunday.not tt wl needs math tuition or anything.i think its time i take life more seriously so maths,here i come.
SIGH
but on d brighter note,i going back for BAND!!!!xinmin band's alumni is back in action.xinfony this year on 26th may or smth.i dun need ask u all to come cuz i know tt u all will de.lalala.SYF is tis year so guess i'll be going back xms quite often.
why suddenly all of us in relationship mess ah??so depresing sia.
but...
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!!
guess i kinda clear up stuff already.it still feel kinda weird sometimes but guess i'll grow and learn from my mistakes.
erm.lets be honest here ok.even though i know tt i'll probably get shot to death by u ppl.
erm..i didnt really appreciate it tt u gals went to talk to him cuz i seriously would hv rather did it myself and not knowing about it made me feel really lousy.
BEFFORE U ALL SHOOT ME,WAIT.
i know u gals care for me n stuff but somethings need to be done personally right?
i know all of u really really care for me alot but next time(PLS LET ALL THESE NV HAPPEN AGAIN CUZ THE WHOLE THING REALLY SUX BIG TIME) dun do it ok??
AND BEFORE U GALS SHOOT,
i really really appreciate all of u bearing with my nonsense and cheering me up when i really needed someone to cheer me up.
i'll grow i guess.it will just take time.
WANLING:maybe if u apologise for being so mean to me ur bad dreams will probably go away.cuz u are no longer so guilty u see...haha.
SWEET DREAMS SWEETIE,
ger
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
wanling gives bel a hug(:
yeah u go girl!
it'll hurt
u'll cry
but all will be okaye in the end
cos if its not okaye
its not the end
(omg im so in love with this saying)
u have 6 lovely frens by ur side
we are always just one call away
always right here for u, anytime :D
today i saw something which makes me feel totally disgusted
2indians were making out at my void deck in the broad daylight
and the childcare centre is just beside my block
pls lah damn disgusting can
she was on top of him
he was touching her all over
like if u wanna make out, go to some private places alright?
u dont do it in a public area
esp in the daytime
where the residents have their evening walk under their block
where kids come out to play in the playground under their block
where the elderly catch up with their fellow folks under their block
yes, shame on them
i felt so tempted to take a photo and post it on storm
wahaha
WANLING(:
it'll hurt
u'll cry
but all will be okaye in the end
cos if its not okaye
its not the end
(omg im so in love with this saying)
u have 6 lovely frens by ur side
we are always just one call away
always right here for u, anytime :D
today i saw something which makes me feel totally disgusted
2indians were making out at my void deck in the broad daylight
and the childcare centre is just beside my block
pls lah damn disgusting can
she was on top of him
he was touching her all over
like if u wanna make out, go to some private places alright?
u dont do it in a public area
esp in the daytime
where the residents have their evening walk under their block
where kids come out to play in the playground under their block
where the elderly catch up with their fellow folks under their block
yes, shame on them
i felt so tempted to take a photo and post it on storm
wahaha
WANLING(:
the old me.
hello!
My second post of the day.. they are published minutes before one another though... haha... i made my decision le... oh well~ i am back to the old me, but it just doesn't feel the same anymore... i feel as if there is smthg missing, a part of me is like not me anymore... maybe i haven really changed back?... haha...
我又后悔了吗？应该没有吧？如果爱情是一个科目， 我一定会考的很烂吧！对于爱情，我真的觉得我很笨！该放下的时候， 我又放不下。放下后又觉得怪怪的。爱情真矛盾呢。如果一切能从来，我可能不会那么渴望谈恋爱吧。我觉得谈恋爱还蛮辛苦的，因为这始终是关系着两个人的感觉，所以爱情不容许任何人自私。我真的觉得我长大了一点，又学了更多事。可是，我为什么会觉得这么空虚？终觉得心好像空空的。可能因为我还没习惯吧！
I tot i wasnt normal.. cos, when ppl break up, they would cry rite?... n i didnt the first time round, but i guess i am normal after all...haha....
bel:)
For you~
Hello!
This post is not really meant for you girls, but if u read it u will know about the blank post... WL, i am talking abt the one u highlighted for nothing post!... yups..
For You:
How should I start? Well, i wanted to tell u all these in a letter, but i think no need le bah. I couldn't tell you face to face because I am not that brave to say all these out to you.
Actually, I kind of already decided on my answer before I asked you all those questions. I think that you already knew what my answer was since you are always quite accurate at guessing my thoughts. I am really sorry but I am really comfortable with the relationship we have right now and I feel that we should remain at this current status and I really don’t see myself in a relationship in the next year or so. Well, I was single for 17 years till you came along so I think I can be single for one more year. I am really sorry, hope you will forgive me and get over this soon. You promised me not to be emo. So you cannot break the promise okay? Cheer up! You may think that all these are excuses but this is what I really think.
Do you want to know why I become so decisive suddenly? Well, I guess Wan Ling’s situation really helped me to think a lot clearer. The way she handled her relationship compared to me was so much better. She let go when it was time for her to let go and never regretted her decision. As for me, I was still hanging on. Although I knew I should have let it go, but I did not want to. Why? I guess the reason was that I didn’t want to lose you as my friend. Moreover, I feel that I should not be so selfish and let you wait for me for a year. I probably don’t deserve you being so nice to me.
Promise me you will cheer up, okay? I know I am asking a lot from you and it will be very difficult for you, but that is what I sincerely hope for.
Will I regret? I guess when I see you with some other girl in the future, I may be a little jealous? I am not sure too. But for the time being this is what I want. I am really sorry. Sorry! Cheer up! I am really sorry if I sound like I am making a lot of excuses and if I sound very selfish. I am really not trying to be so, I am really sorry.
bel
R.I.P
tomorrow, 7th jan 2009, wanling will reviveshe'll abide by her own promises
she'll not decieve herself anymore
as for today, and the past 2weeks, wanling is dead
rip.
WANLING NEEDS GOOD SLEEP.
CRAP.
ytd night i had bad dreams AGAIN!
im serious, and im getting abit irritated alr
dream #1
i was brushing my teeth
then i felt pain in my gums
and some of my teeth shook alil
then i touched them, gave them a slight shake
and they just came out one by one!
dream #2
the climbers were supposed to do laps on vjc's highwall
like climb up once, down climb
climb up again, down climb again
andy(my vice cap) went first followed by me
and I FREE SOLO UP THE WALL
Free solo climbing, also known as free soloing, is a form of free climbing where the climber (the free soloist) forgoes ropes, harnesses and other protective gear while ascending and relies only on his or her physical strength, climbing ability, and psychological fortitude to avoid a fatal fall.
yes, i climbed up the high wall with no harness, no rope, no belayer!
there's still the overhang, mind you
but the climb was quite smooth
then down climb
omg frigging scary
luckily i din fall
climbing-if you feel as if a current situation is an uphill struggle, this dream symbolises the need to persist if you are to reach your goal.
this is all they have for 'climbing'
my climb was quite okaye, not much of a struggle
so i don really know what it meant
whatever it is, we were REALLY supposed to do laps for PT on monday
and i don understand why i keep having nightmares about teeth turning bad, losing my teeth
so now i sleep with this beside me, very sadly:
i hope tonight will be a nice long sleep with sweet sweet dreams, or no dreams at all
pls just give me a break
anw, rmb this place?
i took these photos 3weeks ago while working(selling textbooks)
the place which contains beautiful memories
you and i were both young then
not that we are old now
but i really miss those times
the innocence
the scoldings
the crying
the laughter
and the puppy love(:
ytd night i had bad dreams AGAIN!
im serious, and im getting abit irritated alr
dream #1
i was brushing my teeth
then i felt pain in my gums
and some of my teeth shook alil
then i touched them, gave them a slight shake
and they just came out one by one!
dream #2
the climbers were supposed to do laps on vjc's highwall
like climb up once, down climb
climb up again, down climb again
andy(my vice cap) went first followed by me
and I FREE SOLO UP THE WALL
Free solo climbing, also known as free soloing, is a form of free climbing where the climber (the free soloist) forgoes ropes, harnesses and other protective gear while ascending and relies only on his or her physical strength, climbing ability, and psychological fortitude to avoid a fatal fall.
yes, i climbed up the high wall with no harness, no rope, no belayer!
there's still the overhang, mind you
but the climb was quite smooth
then down climb
omg frigging scary
luckily i din fall
climbing-if you feel as if a current situation is an uphill struggle, this dream symbolises the need to persist if you are to reach your goal.
this is all they have for 'climbing'
my climb was quite okaye, not much of a struggle
so i don really know what it meant
whatever it is, we were REALLY supposed to do laps for PT on monday
and i don understand why i keep having nightmares about teeth turning bad, losing my teeth
so now i sleep with this beside me, very sadly:
i hope tonight will be a nice long sleep with sweet sweet dreams, or no dreams at allpls just give me a break
anw, rmb this place?
i took these photos 3weeks ago while working(selling textbooks)
the place which contains beautiful memoriesyou and i were both young then
not that we are old now
but i really miss those times
the innocence
the scoldings
the crying
the laughter
and the puppy love(:
Monday, January 5, 2009
wanling: 'the best way not to think is giving your mind no chance to think'
PT in the morning
ran in the hot sun
damn the weather
even the wind felt warm
but run was kinda enjoyable
maybe cos andy(our vice cap) was ultra high today so just listened to him crap 3/4 of the time
after PT went ps meet jw
wanted to settle for starbucks but it was too crowded
so we went yoshi
talked and did abit of work
no to be exact, 5 ques of math
we only cannot do abit
cannot do 3 out of 5 ques
trust us, we just donno how to do abit la(:
i like keeping myself occupied
even if its just roaming around with your best pal, doing silly nothings
it kinda helps to put your mind off some things
some things which you hope you wont remember
yaye looking forward to another study date on friday!
jw and i gonna do work tgt on friday
anyone coming along?
ran in the hot sun
damn the weather
even the wind felt warm
but run was kinda enjoyable
maybe cos andy(our vice cap) was ultra high today so just listened to him crap 3/4 of the time
after PT went ps meet jw
wanted to settle for starbucks but it was too crowded
so we went yoshi
talked and did abit of work
no to be exact, 5 ques of math
we only cannot do abit
cannot do 3 out of 5 ques
trust us, we just donno how to do abit la(:
i like keeping myself occupied
even if its just roaming around with your best pal, doing silly nothings
it kinda helps to put your mind off some things
some things which you hope you wont remember
yaye looking forward to another study date on friday!
jw and i gonna do work tgt on friday
anyone coming along?
updated profile picture
is it okay?
haha
jingwen here
is it okay?
haha
jingwen here
WOW!
Hello!:)
i am in class now... haha.. today is back to school day!... i was dreading this day to come cos this week i will get back my results mah, so i was very sianz... but i jus got back my ITB test pp.. the module i hate the most, rmb?... the one i complained and was stressed out abt... guess wat i got?.. i got 80!!.. OMG!!.. haha.. i was so shocked when i got it back lah!.. Christabel is back!... haha... i found my motivation and goal le... i will strive for my 3.9 GPA again!... i didnt think it was possible but after i get back my results, i see a glimpse of hope!.. yeah!!.. haha.. sorry.. i still very excited.. hehe...
WOW~ tis year is starting well!.. hehe.. and i am fufilling my resolutions!... jia you!.. hehe...
bel:)
PS. i am blogging during my break... not during lesson time hor!
i am in class now... haha.. today is back to school day!... i was dreading this day to come cos this week i will get back my results mah, so i was very sianz... but i jus got back my ITB test pp.. the module i hate the most, rmb?... the one i complained and was stressed out abt... guess wat i got?.. i got 80!!.. OMG!!.. haha.. i was so shocked when i got it back lah!.. Christabel is back!... haha... i found my motivation and goal le... i will strive for my 3.9 GPA again!... i didnt think it was possible but after i get back my results, i see a glimpse of hope!.. yeah!!.. haha.. sorry.. i still very excited.. hehe...
WOW~ tis year is starting well!.. hehe.. and i am fufilling my resolutions!... jia you!.. hehe...
bel:)
PS. i am blogging during my break... not during lesson time hor!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
wanling needs a dreamcatcher
hello all
i haven been sleeping well for the past 2 weeks
kept having bad dreams
the very first one was about my teeth
i was having a bad toothache
ger was with me then
she said her uncle is a dentist working in some classrooms in some sec sch
okaye we went to find her uncle
when i first saw her uncle
all my teeth went bad, and they just dropped one by one
yes every single teeth!
i was crying like hell yet ger and her uncle stood at one side and laughed
[according to the 'dictionary of dreams]
teeth- dreaming of teeth is v common. if u dream of losing your teeth, it has to do with 'loss' in general such as loss of youth and all things associated with our anxiety of getting older. a rotten tooth is a symbol of our painful feelings that keep 'aching' until we find relief. could it be dat your r/s or 'bond' with someone is hurting? perhaps you've said hurtful words that you now regret?
then two nights ago, i dreamt of a xmas party
everyone was dressed in sleeveless white costume
cant remember the not-so-important details
but wat happened really really freaked me out
xmas tree was beside a window
after the gift exchange, everyone just jumped down the building through the window one by one
its damn scary la!
bloody xmas ah.
yeah i woke up crying
just last night, i dreamt about similar stuff as well
my entire family were just having some gathering in someone's house (hdb)
then my cousin and i went to the corridor to have some kinda heart to heart chat
at this moment, a crying baby dropped from afew storeys above
she just dropped very very slowly, slow motion la!
when she went pass us, we tried to grab hold of her
and yes, luckily my cousin caught her by her hand. phew!
babies-in dreams, babies usually represent smth precious to the dreamer, such as talent, relationship, or situation that needs protection and care. if the baby is sick or in distress, and you are unable to comfort it, it may be a sign that you are afraid of losing someone or something through your inability to nurture it adequately.
falling-this is one of e most common dreams and one that we all have at some stage in our lives, ususlly at a time when we re feeling insecure and lacking in confidence.it is a typical anxiety dream that suggests our sense that we have no control. it has been interpreted as a dream of sexual intercourse. it also stands for the fear of failing. gg to the edge and falling could be a warning that you are overworked or that you've set yourself such high standards that you are likely to fail.
there's still one or two but i just cant remember them
yes all nightmares
dammit
i need proper sleep
i need beauty sleep (haha shuddup ger, i know u are laughing)
i need sweetdreams
i need a dreamcatcher
pls nightmares, just spare me from those horrible dreams
i haven been sleeping well for the past 2 weeks
kept having bad dreams
the very first one was about my teeth
i was having a bad toothache
ger was with me then
she said her uncle is a dentist working in some classrooms in some sec sch
okaye we went to find her uncle
when i first saw her uncle
all my teeth went bad, and they just dropped one by one
yes every single teeth!
i was crying like hell yet ger and her uncle stood at one side and laughed
[according to the 'dictionary of dreams]
teeth- dreaming of teeth is v common. if u dream of losing your teeth, it has to do with 'loss' in general such as loss of youth and all things associated with our anxiety of getting older. a rotten tooth is a symbol of our painful feelings that keep 'aching' until we find relief. could it be dat your r/s or 'bond' with someone is hurting? perhaps you've said hurtful words that you now regret?
then two nights ago, i dreamt of a xmas party
everyone was dressed in sleeveless white costume
cant remember the not-so-important details
but wat happened really really freaked me out
xmas tree was beside a window
after the gift exchange, everyone just jumped down the building through the window one by one
its damn scary la!
bloody xmas ah.
yeah i woke up crying
just last night, i dreamt about similar stuff as well
my entire family were just having some gathering in someone's house (hdb)
then my cousin and i went to the corridor to have some kinda heart to heart chat
at this moment, a crying baby dropped from afew storeys above
she just dropped very very slowly, slow motion la!
when she went pass us, we tried to grab hold of her
and yes, luckily my cousin caught her by her hand. phew!
babies-in dreams, babies usually represent smth precious to the dreamer, such as talent, relationship, or situation that needs protection and care. if the baby is sick or in distress, and you are unable to comfort it, it may be a sign that you are afraid of losing someone or something through your inability to nurture it adequately.
falling-this is one of e most common dreams and one that we all have at some stage in our lives, ususlly at a time when we re feeling insecure and lacking in confidence.it is a typical anxiety dream that suggests our sense that we have no control. it has been interpreted as a dream of sexual intercourse. it also stands for the fear of failing. gg to the edge and falling could be a warning that you are overworked or that you've set yourself such high standards that you are likely to fail.
there's still one or two but i just cant remember them
yes all nightmares
dammit
i need proper sleep
i need beauty sleep (haha shuddup ger, i know u are laughing)
i need sweetdreams
i need a dreamcatcher
pls nightmares, just spare me from those horrible dreams
Friday, January 2, 2009
OMG. Tats fast! haha~
Hello all!
I jus heard smthg from the radio and i tot it was quite interesting... haha... "Let your troubles last as long as your new year resolutions"... i tot it was quite funny... cos to me it meant that we will forget our troubles soon cos we dun really stick to our new yr resolutions... haha... or it could mean that we will rmb our troubles cos some ppl actually do stick to their new yr resolutions.. haha...
Well, i think that actually i am kinda of like starting to fufill one of my new year resolutions already... haha.. fast rite!.. haha..guess which one?>.< hehe, secret~
Let me tell you wat i hv decided... and wat i hv come up with that has brought me closer to fufilling my new year resolutions....
bel:)
haha... Dun bother highlighting the blanks.. i nv type anything... haha... the secret lays with me.. hehe.. dun try asking me too... haha... it is a secret!... exciting rite?.. feel xing yang yang mah?.. haha.. slowly guess bah~
I jus heard smthg from the radio and i tot it was quite interesting... haha... "Let your troubles last as long as your new year resolutions"... i tot it was quite funny... cos to me it meant that we will forget our troubles soon cos we dun really stick to our new yr resolutions... haha... or it could mean that we will rmb our troubles cos some ppl actually do stick to their new yr resolutions.. haha...
Well, i think that actually i am kinda of like starting to fufill one of my new year resolutions already... haha.. fast rite!.. haha..guess which one?>.< hehe, secret~
Let me tell you wat i hv decided... and wat i hv come up with that has brought me closer to fufilling my new year resolutions....
bel:)
haha... Dun bother highlighting the blanks.. i nv type anything... haha... the secret lays with me.. hehe.. dun try asking me too... haha... it is a secret!... exciting rite?.. feel xing yang yang mah?.. haha.. slowly guess bah~
i gt a facebook
only bcuz i wanted our pix.
make me any more addicted to the com n i'll kill.
facebook looks complicated.i hvnt posted photos.
u know u are old when..
1.u dun recognise anyone in xms
2.the ppl u know r in long pants or short skirts
we sneaked in past the security guard today.cuz bel n munling were wearing slippers.
anyway,if u see munling's dressing n piercing,we probably wont be allowed in
the blur security guard turns his head n WHOOSH.we were in!!
sry pai kais outside xms.u may look badder than us but we break rules too.continue staring n gossiping about us ok.
lucky the toliet in xms calling bel's name if nt she would hv stayed outside.gundu gal.she jz hates the toilet in xms.she feels the need to bomb it every now n then.
u know how smelly it gets with bel in the toilet.and how she dun like ppl to wait for her in the toilet?we took pictures in the toilet and erm..decided tt it will be fun to take pictures of bel IN the cubicle.my idea,munling carried out.laugh until my own shit almost came out.
of all ppl we hv to meet,we met mdm liew.
WOAH.
guess what she said to munling.
well she didnt throw us out.
guess who we met when mdm liew was talking to us?HARDEV.cool.
he thot munling was frm outer space. 'i hv no recollection of this girl in xms'
it felt nice to be home.
what the hell should i do with fb??
i needa chiong hw n pack my things in the nice nice box i gt frm ikea first.
ger
make me any more addicted to the com n i'll kill.
facebook looks complicated.i hvnt posted photos.
u know u are old when..
1.u dun recognise anyone in xms
2.the ppl u know r in long pants or short skirts
we sneaked in past the security guard today.cuz bel n munling were wearing slippers.
anyway,if u see munling's dressing n piercing,we probably wont be allowed in
the blur security guard turns his head n WHOOSH.we were in!!
sry pai kais outside xms.u may look badder than us but we break rules too.continue staring n gossiping about us ok.
lucky the toliet in xms calling bel's name if nt she would hv stayed outside.gundu gal.she jz hates the toilet in xms.she feels the need to bomb it every now n then.
u know how smelly it gets with bel in the toilet.and how she dun like ppl to wait for her in the toilet?we took pictures in the toilet and erm..decided tt it will be fun to take pictures of bel IN the cubicle.my idea,munling carried out.laugh until my own shit almost came out.
of all ppl we hv to meet,we met mdm liew.
WOAH.
guess what she said to munling.
well she didnt throw us out.
guess who we met when mdm liew was talking to us?HARDEV.cool.
he thot munling was frm outer space. 'i hv no recollection of this girl in xms'
it felt nice to be home.
what the hell should i do with fb??
i needa chiong hw n pack my things in the nice nice box i gt frm ikea first.
ger
Thursday, January 1, 2009
hello :D
Its the fashion bug ml, not freak. Dont call me a freak.
Anyway, im the first to post this year. YAY. :D
I SHALL RULE U ALL N THE WORLD HA HA HA. No scrap that, MUAHAHAHA! :P
[WANLING'S]
hello, happy 2009!
i jus decided that i shall be happy from this day
yes i had my fair share of tears and smile in 2008 too
but i think i'll grown up a little, at least im not as childish as before [ger don laugh]
i've learnt to let go
i've learnt that you dont let your feelings control you, YOU control your own feelings
i've moved on
i've recovered
i've emerged stronger and braver
i think i deserve a silent clap =x
wanna thank some ppl for staying by my side and making my 2008 a memorable one:
-yes you girls(: besides closer, we only got closer despite our hectic lives
-my dearest cavewomen, didnt hang out much with you all but still love you loads!
-08s62 girls, all the strolling+ponning+laughing, you're really a great bunch of frens(:
-climbers! each and every rocker rocks :D
-WAT [QH, MY CAPS LOCK FREN] thanks for listening+crapping+bearing with my craziness
-mummy+papa, sorry i kinda neglected you guys. shall be a good girl this year
-verene, my dearest cutest niece!
-you. though you claimed it never existed, 2008 was beautiful with you around. thanks, hope we'll be frens, or even good frens in time to come(:
yeah i didnt go out to countdown or smth
stayed at home the entire night
could see fireworks from my room
beeeeautiful(:
next year i shall go countdown
sister's going sweden in 12 days time
though we often quarrel over silly nothings
like, me screaming away cos she wore my clothes or her flaring up cos i was being idiotic
i think i'll still miss her
miss her reminding me to be a good girl and respect mummy+papa
miss how she always hope i'll go church one day
miss..her presence
haha but then again, she's going away for just half a year
hopefully she'll make it back to watch me climb during nsscc :D
its 3:30am now, i cant sleep
my voice went into hiding
so did my holiday homework