life after post exam

sometimes,if we slow down and take a look round us, we will see and realise things that we have nv seen before.im asking u all to look at the cat.nt d church.don't u think its such a nice pix?i made friends with it today n she pose nice nice for me.
my results are chem n bio B,math E, chinese A,econs and gp C.improved but i still cant take H3. so chances of scholarship very low.i really wanna be a vet so much. and i jz realized that i dont hv a back up plan.all along i thought tt i will definitely be a vet but things seemes slighlty screwed up now. well, but life still goes on right?
bel ps me tt day.suppose go meet her after school but she say tired.bel u owe me one hor.make me even more depressed.
the year also coming to an end le.so much things happen this year.new environment,new friends n everything. Mrs Seetoh once said " the only thing tt remains constant is change" so when things change we jz hv to adapt.but memories will always stay.was watching this grp of gals playing badminton today.guess what i thought of?WANLING.remember when she whack aveline(i think) with d racquet accidently?haha.violent freak.
when i thought of violent, i thought of MUNLING in the D&T room breaking all the jacksaws(issit call jacksaws?)
when i thought of D&T, i thought of Ern Ern's cereal prawns that almost caught fire during the practical exam and WL and BEL's curry tt did not hv any salt in it.
when i thought of food, i thought of how we used to rush to the canteen like a bunch of 'e guis' and how we always ask LIMIN n JINGWEN to buy noodles for us after English lessons cuz they are always dismissed early.i also thought of how we used to disurb RUIMIN for psing us during recess.
when i thought of buying noodles, i thought of how ME n BEL would go to the noodle stall and say AUNTIE, JI SI CHU MEE FEN, YI KUAI ER, LA JIAO DUO. :)
when it thought of noodles, i thought of WANLING'S papaya and how her hands turned orange
when i thought of papayas, i thought of recess and how we used to hide behind pillars to boo JINGWEN cuz we had this sadistic joy in seeing her jump in shock.actually we didnt need to hide cuz she gets scared even if u say boo, not BOO, but boo at her ear.how can i forget tt WANLING love to draw blueblacks on JINGWEN's hand???i also thought of how we would run back to class like a bunch of primary school kids and try to lock each other out of class.
when i think of all the stupid thigs we do during recess, i thought of all the stupid things we did in 403.how we order mcdonalds and drank apple juice, how the guys built a pyramid WITH ROLLER CHAIRS n out XIAO HEI on top and tt our chairs got confiscated. how we sat on the fence took photos on the last day of school and dot so scared when we realised tt there was a camera there.how we used to scratch our heads jz to irritate mrs thang.how we comment on her stripes shirt and how we tried to scare her by asking CHUANG GUANG to wear the pig mask n MING HOW's jacket.(remember)
when i thought of CHUANG GUANG i thought of JINKANG and how we always disturbed LIMIN until her face turn super RED :)
the list goes on and on...wanna write them down so that we can all remember them forever :)
here's a disney song tha's been goign through my head.its from lion king 2 and is called We Are One:
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned
But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one
Here's another song from Britney Spears, Im not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman.
I use to think
I had the answers to everything
But now i know
Life doesn't always go my way
Feels like i'm caught in the middle
That's when i realised
Im not a gal
Not yet a woman
All i need is time
A moment that is mine
While im inbetween
guess as we grow older,we will learn tt there are things tt will change and will seem strange to us.dreams which we expect to last forever might change.but no matter what, we will always be there for each other right?yuppsknow u ppl will...
hope u enjoyed reading as much as i enjoyed writing
ger:)