the seven princesses

SURPRISE!

2010-08-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

hehehe guess who am i!!! cannot guess right must be.

wazzup

2010-06-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

im back from orientation camp.
promised bel to blog while she's in USA so here i am.
but its nt like she needs me to blog you know..
she has her own PRIVATE blog with her chou chou pillow.
ya,a private blog.
one tt even her best friend aka ME,cannot access.
so now u know who heavy colour light friend.

so anyways,ruimin coming back right?
bel's back on the 2nd of july.
can we meet up on 9th july??
been really really long since we met up already(ALL of us) so can we please try to make it?

miss u girls pretty much.
except wanling.

ger:)

California!

2010-06-15T06:39:00.003+08:00

hello:)

here are some pics:) the highlights... dun hv much photos bah... haha:) cos some in my frens camera...

the place so nice hor?... tats the street of california...

i found a duck instead... hahaha:)

i like this photo:) haha:) so cool... we were trying to take photos of the inside of the book store actually... haha:)

this cost USD$3.. haha:) quite ex actually... LOL...

saw the bags at the side?... haha:) the big one is mine.. i bought loads of tops from GAP...

this is classic... guess how much was it?... its USD$1... so its $1.40 in Singapore!... its freaking cheap lah... $1.40 for haagen dazs ice cream... tats so cool lor... haha:)

super yummy sia... hahaha:)

this is my side of the room..its not tat big lor... haha:) now it doesnt look that neat le lah.. haha:)

my first american lunch..

this is part of the school.. nice rite?

when i was bo liao... the camera not mine though.. its a canon 550D... my fren de... haha

the corridoor of the place i am staying... looks scary rite?

this biscuit is so yummy!

thats abt it... will post more photos when i hv time:)

sorry its too big... LOL

bel:)

To all :)

2010-04-24T12:23:00.002+08:00

Dear all

Guess you guys will be so shock when you see this post coz I am the one posting!! haha. Haven't been seeing you guys for a long long time except Jw and Bel. Manage juz to say Hi to bel only coz she's with her grp of bowling frens in the mrt.

Anyway how's life for everyone? Shd be quite happening right coz most of you guys are having holidays :( Sch has started for those in Poly and as for me it is going to be quite a fast Sem for there are quite a number of stuff to juggle.

For those in Jc you'll definitely be in Uni for sure. I am still thinking about the route I am gg to take and sometimes I feel lost too. But before that I have my SIP to think about first...

On a lighter note, the trip to Taiwan with Jw was fun and i am really hoping we can get on to a journey together with everyone in the near future. Though there is bound to have some minor conflicts when we travel together coz of personality clashes, i believe this is how we are going to be brought closer together de. :)

Sorry for not being able to join you guys for certain outings you guys plan and i know i have been missing out. So I try to keep myself updated about the things happening to you guys thru this blog but currently this blog is quite dead too. lolx.

Though i seldom blog but i come in quite often to read leh so you guys MUZ blog also ah :)

k la. I'll juz end here. Prolly we'll meet tonight for prata right? (according to JW) ><

With love
Li mIn :)

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.
-Antoine De Saint-Exupery

latest plans

2010-03-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello

lets meet up on 30th march, tuesday.
6pm at chomp chomp.

please make urselves available ok.
cuz we hvnt meet up for such a long time.
i really miss all of u.
please please try to make it.

RSVP me asap ok.

ger

2010-03-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

ok.
so i will forget how jw and limin look like:)
haha.

so can we meet up on next friday??
but i want to change venue.
can we go xms coffeeshop about 10pm??
i know its late but i have to go for my band prac.
we can hv supper if u all dun mind??
please?

RSVP!!!

Jitters!

2010-03-18T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hello!

My results coming out in 10 hrs... OMG!!!... i feel so jittery and so scared sia.... haha... jus feel smthg bad?... idk lehz.... hopefully all will be fine:))

bel:)))

lets meet up!

2010-03-15T14:38:00.002+08:00

as u all are very busy people,i want to book u all on advance.

26th march
6pm
fish and co, glasshouse.

lets meet up please,we hvnt met up for a very very long time.
i will forget how u guys look like if u all dont meet up soon.

ger

2010-03-03T11:16:00.002+08:00

a level results are out this friday.
shit ttm.
I dont want to think about it.
WE ARE GOING OUT ON FRIDAY AFTER WE GET OUR RESULTS.
wanling is nt joking as jw thinks she is.
serious.
i miss u all.

i feel impeding dooom:(

ps:thanks for the suprise yesterday

One more to go!

2010-02-23T23:14:00.005+08:00

Hello all!

I got one more pp to go on 25 feb... hope it will go well bah... my last 3 pps were like shit!... hope still can get A bah... if not i can say goodbye to my GPA and my scholarship next sem le... sian to the max...

my first paper, cost accounting, i made a couple of fatal errors, where i inserted the wrong numbers then of course my answer wrong lor... that caused me quite a lot of marks... the worse part is tat i knew how to do it in my practice papers then when it came up for exams i do wrongly... so xin tong lor... sian... if it is because of this stupid mistake i get B+, its so not worth it lor...

my second pp, accounting, i dunno how to do one 14 marks question... sian... lucky manage to get a few marks for workings and stuff bah.. if not gg lor...

my third paper today, tax, didnt go well either... i act smart lor... count the wrong thing for my first question... my basis year was from 1 May 2007 to 30 June 2008... its more than a year lor... so sian... count wrongly for nthg.. stupid mistake...

the worse part is i feel so sian to study and got absolutely no mood lor... i dun seem to be concentrating which is super bad... and i have been like so stupid and blind for my last 3 papers lor... i wonder where my eyes went to and where my brain disappeared to... I WANT MY BRAIN AND EYES BACK PLS!!!!... hope my pp on thurs will be ok sia... if nt, gg lor... cos my confidence level for the pp not very high, thanks to my last 3 pp and i didnt hv much confidence for the pp to begin with... sian...

will blog more when my exams are finally over!:)

btw, if u are reading, ger says that there will be a stay over at her house in place of the HK trip during the same period... so try to keep urselfs free:))

bel:)

updates

2010-01-09T11:31:00.002+08:00

These are the screen shots taken from jetstar and tiger airways. jetstar is slightly more expensive hahaha. yeah you all choose lor, choose the cheaper one? anyw the jetstar haven add the insurance yet so namy more ex.
i chose 12-16apr cuz its cheaper. 11apr tickets are exxxx!

okay i was thinking right, if we all want to go ocean park right we shud go for 5days, if not going then 4days.
haha you all decide lor, ocean park entrance tickets cost 185hkd which is like 37sgd. its cheaper than disneyland which is 295hkd which is like 59sgd.you all decide!
haahah

anyw right limin said we can pass money to her then she book herself. maybe if you all decide liao we just pass our airticket money to limin thru maybe ml? since they same sch and limin say she can just help us book herself :D
yeah, thats abt it. tell me your choices soooooon!

hello pretties..

2010-01-07T22:34:00.002+08:00

i hv been going down to spca to help recently.
its actually quite fun but its darn dirty also.
you get to meet new people too:)
i also know why i like animals so much now.
cuz unlike humans,u can sit there with the animal and not talk for the whole day and still feel comfortable.how often gt this kind of feel??(with u all hv la)
so...yup.its nice

i dunno why my dad like very tense with me recently.
maybe cuz i ask him if i can go hk.
but it sucks when there's the tensed up silence btw us :(
he hinted and ask if ANYBODY ELSE going.needless to say,we know who tt ANYBODY ELSE my dad is referring to la.
i dun like it when my dad alienate him tt way too.
oh btw,my dad made this cuckoo rule tt we cant use the com after 12am cuz my bro is addicted to the com.and GUESS WHAT??
i kena also.
damn

so anyway..
about the hk trip..
bel suggest we go ocean park instead of disneyland.
she been to both b4 and she feel ocean park more suitable for us.
yupp.
so think about it??
or can ask ruimin for opinion also.

jz wanna say a big thk u to jw n ml for planning everyth.
know its hard to co-ordinate..
if u all ned help let me know ok??i quite free now

Dates are killing me

2010-01-05T01:50:00.003+08:00

can everyone make it on 23-27mar?
i really hope everyone can make it cuz i think it wud be damn fun if we all can embark on a trip together so i m quite worried now cuz i got a trip to tw on 25-30mar but i think i can push back it by 2 days and sit transit since hk so near to tw right? i really hope everyone can make it :D including me. if other dates i really cannot go liao haha.

anyw my father know this hotel/hostel. ah i dunno wats its called. but its located at mongkok which is quite near to the cheap shopping places like mongkok shopping centre and stuff. its like 25-30$ per night and i think its super cheap compared to others like ymca.

once we decide on the date, we must quickly book then get cheap tickets like wat rm said. then i can coordinate the timing liao. haha then we'll have a long time to discuss trip details :D
i sincerely sincerely sincerely hope we all can make it!!

p/s to ml : i drop inside the well you throw stone at me :(

jingwen

REMEMBER THE HONGKONG TRIP?

2010-01-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

hahhaah yah remember during the previous outing we were discussing about you girls coming to hongkong?
I have a one week holiday in april ( 1st-7th April) and i will most likely be coming back to Singapore so try not to come during that period lah, if not you girls come here then i go back Singapore hahaha.

and on march 18-22, my mother will be coming to hongkong to visit me, so if you girls come during that period i will not really be free cos i need to accompany my mother mah haha.

anyway i don't know if you all will be able to find a time that everyone can make it and i don't know if your parents allow but just in case you all really coming so i tell you all first mah hahaha

tell me again if you girls are really coming okay!
Oh and if you all are coming, must book the tickets liao...cos the prices are going up up up
actually now book already not that cheap, but if you wait longer it willbe even more expensive,
so act fast yah :)

LOVE YOU ALL
hope to see you girls soon <3

Ruimin

freaking insomniac

2010-01-04T02:15:00.002+08:00

i cant sleep.
this sucks big time.

i want to go clubbing like now.
i want to be freaking irrresponsible and do smth tt will piss my parents off.
i feel like a caged up little bird again.nt because i dont hv time but bcuz i dont dare to fly out cuz it will make my parents unhappy.
In other words,i feel like i hv been living the way tt they want me to.
such as going out once or twice a week even though i want to go out more than that.
going home as early as possible(eg:8pm) when a normal 18 year old stays out till midnight.
im feeling enstrangled

i dont like my dad being on fb and being able to see all my photos and posts
its nt tt i dont love my parents.
its jz tt i wanna fly out of the nest tt they hv built but i dont dare too.
all the rebelioussness hv accumulated and its coming out now at 230am.
WTF

I CANT SLEEP,
ger

Sian to the max!

2010-01-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

hello!

am i the only one blogging?... lol... school's starting tmr... so sian!!!... and this means i am going get back my CT results... which makes it worse... sian!!!!!!!!!!.... i have a french oral assignment tmr... a written test on wed... in-class assignment and my econs test on thurs... a presentation and a project to hand in on friday... i hate this week... i am so freaking stressed up... i am like having a breakout sia... pimples!... and i could serously break down now!... i on the verge of dying.... ah!!!!!!... but why am i still slacking????!!!!... i hate myself too... sigh....

bel

its me!!

2010-01-03T19:41:00.002+08:00

hello.
its me :)

what do u mean by who?
me la:)

byebye:)

Look what you all have missed out on!

2009-12-25T23:43:00.006+08:00

Hello girls!

haha:) the party ytd was so yummy... lol... take a look at the amount of food if you dun believe me...

i kept eating non stop the whole day lor... haha:) but since when i nv eat rite?... lol... the festive season makes me fat!... lol... shld lose weight soon... but as usual i nv lose weight de... waha:) there was like turkey, ham, sausages, popiah, bee hoon, pork knuckles, sushi, cakes, and lots more cakes and duck and donuts and loads more.... drooling yet?... haha:) i had some white wine too... but it was so sour... ewwww~

i had fun gambling too... lol... ssshhhh... haha:) but playing cards was so sian though cos my uncles kept disturbing me... so i ended up playing mj lor... i won $6 and jw won $2... haha:) Jw, ytd was fun rite?.. haha:)

let me sidetrack abit... i was watching this movie tat day and i came across this quote... "i'm not here to tell u that i cant live without you. I can live without you. It's jus tat i dun want to...".... so sweet rite?... haha:)

oh weelll~ now tat the fun part is over... its time to bury myself in work again!... i have like tutorials and projects and tons of other stuff to do... omg!... i can feel myself beginning to drown in my work again!... lol... nonetheless, i shall start next week... hehehe....

see you all soon!...

bel:)

Weeeeeellll...

2009-12-20T08:35:00.002+08:00

I guessed maybe we all cmi for Xmas already. Perhaps now is a bad time to meet up. We can shift our annual tradition to new year's eve. We can have a hearty dinner together then countdown together? :D Astons or whatever? HA HA

Christmas Eve~

2009-12-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

Hello!

All are invited to my house on 24th Dec 2009!.. my house is having a Christmas party with my relatives as usual like every other year... haha... so if u all wanna come, you all can drop by!:))... haha... but pls tell me before hand... haha... i will give you all details when the day draws nearer:)) hope to see you all soon... btw, your gifts from HK are rotting in my room... lol....

bel:)

PS. this overwrites ML's post... haha:))

HIS EVERYONE PLS RSVP TO THIS ONE TO MY HANDPHONE! 96409067

2009-12-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

Since nobody planned xmas( :-( )... should i take up the responisibility to do so? wells... you all wanna come my house on 24th night? Then i can go take off from work that day.

We can order pizza and stuff then u all wanna sleepover or we can go out(shhh, to party! a lot of clubs got x mas party. ) :-D

RSVP to me soon k.

Anyways bel, i love my course and what i do. Ha ha, cos its really fun. I made a lady gaga-ish jacket recently, shall show u all next time, JW will e jealous.

the true meaning of studying?

2009-12-12T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I am supposed to be sleeping now.. but i decided to blog a short post... haha...

Have you ever wondered about the true definition of studying?...

According to dictionary.com, Studying is the application of the mind to the acquisition of knowledge, as by reading, investigation, or reflection, or it can also be just simply a personal effort to gain knowledge.

Is it really that???

My definition??... Studying brings exam.... and exams brings stress... so STUDYING BRINGS STRESS!!!.... so wats the point of us studying anyway?... To gain knowledge like what dictionary.com said?.... hmmm... but wat if you are studying something totally unrelated to what you are interested in, then do you really bother if you are going to gain knowledge?... anyway, you would probably forget what you have learnt... if you are never going to apply it in real life after you successfully passed your exams... so wats the point of studying???... LOL...

Sorry, i am jus kinda stressed out over my test... and i jus fnished studying for today... haah... okok... going 2am le... i go slp le... Nites!... haha

bel :)

P.S. Is anyone planning for Christmas??

Mixed feelings~

2009-12-06T23:27:00.008+08:00

Hello!

What happen to all of u?... MIA?... haha.... are we meeting up soon??? lol... Christmas is coming!... haha.... can someone pls organise the gathering????.... lol....

but before tat i gotta get thru my CTs... which is next week... so sian... this week must mug like crazy... tat is if i can concentrate.. hopefully i can bah.... i am so easily distracted these few days... couple of things on my mind right now... haha.... my project week was just over... it was such a tiring week... chionging like crazy and busy to the max..... FYI, i start french tmr!... haha:) hopefully i will be able to do well for it... and it really sounds fun... haha:) hopefully i can find good grp mates for my french project too... haha....

I am having like super mixed feelings now... like rojak like tat... haha.... i also dunno why... lol... i jus feel weird abt some stuff lor... life is so weird too.... and reality is so harsh... i wish i had more courage and that i was braver...

i wanna apologise to someone actually cos i haven been that nice recently... in fact i suddenly feel so mean but what can i do???... things done cannot be undone rite?.... hopefully time will heal everything and things can go back to normal bah.... i wish i could jus step out and open my big mouth and say sorry...but am i too late?.... i hope not but i think so.... will i be able to break down the wall again?....
i tot i was right to say yes but by saying yes i killed everything in tat instant... nothing would ever be the same again...

bel:)

LoSt~~~

2009-11-25T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I am so sian now!... my life is in a huge mess!... i am like going to die le lah... my work is so freaking disorganised!... ger, if you are like a free bird who has lost the ability to fly.... i am like a bird that totally cant fly lor... even if i wanna fly, i am trapped in this little cage... i am so waiting to be let out... i feel so trapped and so suffocated... my mood swings are really bad and that i am so going to explode soon.... i having like so close to crying le lah.... ah!... can someone pls help me!.. give me the strength and wisdom to last me till 18 Dec!!!... i am praying hard now that all will be well~

bel:)

hello

2009-11-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

last written a lvl paper is over.
left bio mcq on next thurs.

im bored.
i dunno what to blog.

im like a free bird who has lost the ability to fly

ger

The suay day!

2009-11-12T14:11:00.001+08:00

I am in lecture now... But i feel so frustrated to listen in lecture... I so wanna cry now sia... I feel so freaking fan lor... Today is such a suay day... First i got so much things to do tat my organiser is so full... I am like so busy lah... I wanna die le... Second unlucky thing... I dropped my handphone!... My new phone!... Sigh... Thirdly... I was walking to lecture just now and it was pouring heavily... Then i got my whole body wet and till now my jeans are still wet... But when i manage to get into shelters the rain stopped... I am so pissed off lah.. I got wet for nothing lah.. Sian to the max lah... Today is a very unlucky day... And i burn got scolded in the morning for nothing sia.. Sigh... I still have half a day to go... Hopefully it doesn't get worse....

bel.... Blogging from my handphone in lecture...

ML

2009-11-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

Lol hello peeps, Im here cos Rm special request leh. I know u all freaking miss me. Oh yah rm the supid lit gathering proposed by clement you got two tentative dates, dec9 and 26. PLS COME.

alrightey..... I too lazy to blog sometimes, my own tumblog i also lazy to upkeep ha ha

Ok life is exciting, everyday is like project runway.
But fun la, i doing a dress and jacket for a fashion show now, walao i tell u is supermodel size lor.

the person must be damn thin and tall. The dress reach my feet when its supposed to only be like for the models calf or knee. Im short but im cute. (LOL) so what if i cant fit. But i am really having fun doing all these cos i really enjoy it to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. TTM!

When u do something u like and am passionate abt, you wont find it hard work. I have never been so meticulous and stuff abt things in my life you know.

In fact u will be so eager to finish the dress to see the end product. Similar to watching a movie or reading a good book, u have to go thru the whole process. It's really eye opening and relieving. omg idk what i talking.

I think, eh no I AM SURE THAT.. LIKE 100% FUCKING SURE that Fashion IS MY LIFE. I cant live without it.

I dont know where i was from, I dont know where I am, but i do know where I wanna go from now onwards. I want to go UP. I'm so getting that A man.

The lesson is not learnt from the end result but from the climb. JY for whatever u princess are doing, take pride in ur work and keep faith. :)

Love u all.

the bad things we do

2009-11-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

hello.
its late.
but i wanna tell u all smth.

me n wl bluff bel tt i preggie over the phone.
of cuz she dun knoe tt wl was with me la.
GUESS WHAT??
she believe.
SCREW U BEL:))

talk about trust.

okok
dun play this kind of thing anymore.
just want to share the joy,fun n laughter

stay tuned for more bad things tt we(especially wl) do

PS:she gt alot of bad things ok.
i tell u all another time.

i dun sign off.
who else be so wuliao(either than wl) who will bluff bel tiz kind of thing?

u-know-who-i-am-or-u-get-out-of-our-blog:))

Speak now, or forever hold your piece!

2009-11-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

hmmm... i would rather hold my piece... haha:) some things should be left unsaid... especially when it comes to matters of the heart... haha:) i am in a huge state of dilemma right now... lol...

Oh well, tat aside... i am feeling super disorientated and disorganised these few days... i feel so flustered and that all my things are all over the place... my xin very luan, brain very luan and my work is especially luan... i have never ever been so disorganised before... i feel as though my work is going to flood me soon and that i will be drowning in my work soon... this is the first time i am feeling so freaking stressed out even when test and exams are not anywhere near!... i am so freaking pissed with myself for getting myself into this state!... RAH!!!... help me!!!.. i am so going to explode soon!... ah!!!!....

but maybe this is the reason why i kinda think a lot these fews days... i feel that sometimes we move too fast and we never seem to notice the things around us... we never stop and look at the people and things around us.... and we never cherish what we have only until we have lost them.... and that is also when regrets are formed too.. isnt it?...

Moreover, i am beginning to not know who i am le... i look at the mirror and i always wonder if i am the true me... i dunno if christabel is really christabel le... ever heard of the song "reflection" from the soundtrack of Mulan?... well, i kinda think the song really describes me now... too much things have been happening and that i feel tat i am not getting a grip on myself and that i hv lost myself in the midst of all the things happeing around me...

But don worry about me lah... i will be fine in a couple of days lah... haha... jus ranting as usual...

Jia you for your A levels and strive hard for ur As!:) do your best and have no regrets ok?... this is your final lap!... jia you, jia you, jia you!...

Reflection~
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that
I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

bel:)

如果这次的心动是真的，那么心痛也是难免的吗？

germaine leng jun mun

2009-10-30T20:26:00.002+08:00

i feel damn sian.
gt the feeling tt my life is falling into bits n pieces.
i dun even know why i feel like tt.

ok.maybe i know.
its jz A BIG SLEW OF REASONS why i feel so sucky.
but its jz completely nutty.
i think im going nuts.

when one aspect of life sucks,u feel tt everything sucks.
why must gals be so spaghetti.
i dun want to be ban mian,neither do i want to be spaghetti
DAMN LA.
i feel so...grr
pek chek/irritated/tired/stressed/disappointed/sian/pissed

anymore negative feelings??
i hate a lvls.
i wish i could dig a hole into the ground and disappear
then i dun need to care about anything anymore.
i sound so emo.
yup, i am.

i feel fat cuz i hvnt been exercising.
i wanted to do smth imba like run 10k today but it rain.
see.
even the person up there is against me.
i need to feel like i belong smwhere.
right now, i feel like i belong in tt little hole undergrd tt i hope will appear.

cannot cannot.
i cant mope ard.
it will be me feel even worser.

FML

the Wedding~

2009-10-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I am in class right now~ haha... update on my life... since nobody is blogging rite?... so i might as well just blog... haha:)

i went for my cousins wedding last sunday... it was so cool and so romantic~ my cousin (the bride) learnt how to play the piano specially for that night... and their speech was so touching too... i was tearing... haha.... but the most fun part of the wedding was that i got to wear a gown... haha:) cannot imagine rite?... me wearing gown?.... haha... hmmm... more like a prom dress lah... if u wanna see the pics, just go to my fb account bah... lazy to post here... haha:)

School started for a week le... so boring lor... i am like so lost... haha... and i am not paying attention in lectures... and the worse part is that my modules are difficult!... LOL!... haha... hmmm... i must jia you le.... if not tis sem, wo jiu wan dan le... haha:)

i want my holidays to come faster!!... but my next holiday is in dec!... sian...

All the best to you girls taking your a levels!... The start of the end is coming!... Jia you ah!:))) Dun slack!... This is the last lap!...

bel:)

School's starting again!

2009-10-18T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hello!

A new sem is going start again~ why does 7 weeks of holidays pass so fast compared to 7 weeks of studying?... i want my holidays!... maybe another 7 weeks?... haha... how about 7 more days?... haha:) i guess all of you are busying studying rite?... study hard bah:) Jia you ah!!!...

bel:)

germaine

2009-10-09T17:49:00.002+08:00

hi all.
tell u all smth damn dumb.
my mum also thot i quarrelled with wanling.

backgrd info(for all those lost souls)

my dad join fb.
wl threatened to add him on fb and suggest friend to him.
dun need to say u all also know she want to intro which 'friend' la.
i warned her nt to add.

but she add.
why m i nt suprised?
but she nv suggest friend la.
so i gt BOTH of us gt nthing to do so we da qing ma qiao lor.

then andrew chia/lim(dunno who la)
ask jianwei what happen to both of us
cuz they thot we really quarrel ma.
then jianwei dun dare to ask wl so he ask jw lor.

THEN
JW ALSO CUCKOO.
bel say jw thot we really quarrel.

JW!!!
U DUNNO US DE MEH.
TTS OUR WAY OF INTERACTING MA.
hor??sweetie wanling??

jw
sry i forgot to wish u happy birthday
so paiseh

Trip to HK

2009-10-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I shall keep this post as short as possible... haha... and i am not in much mood to post oso... i jus feel tat i shall talk abt my HK trip since it has been a week le... lol...

On the first day, i went to Macau... and the highlight of the day was that i won HK$3000... haha... gambling roulette... haha.... and i stayed at the Venetian... it was a 6 star hotel... so it was really cool lor... lol...

On the second day, i left for HK!... haha... and i merely shopped and ate on the second day lor... lol...

On the third day, i fell sick... lol... vomited really badly.... haha... and i had to buy a hot water bag as a souvenir... lol.... i stayed in the hotel for the whole day... zzz... so i wasted a day lor...

On the fourth day, luckily i recovered in time and i manage to meet RM to eat lunch tgt... haha... hope u enjoyed urself, RM!:).... then i continued with more shopping!... haha... then i went to colour and highlight my hair!... but there isnt much diff lah... hahaha...

On the last day, i shopped more and left for the airport lor... and came back to singapore!... haha

Overall, the trip was okay i guess... lol.... the first day was really fun cos i won... but the part abt me getting sick really killed the holiday... haha... oh well~ tats all i have... short and sweet rite?... if u wanna know more, jus ask me about it lah... haha... i lazy to type le:)

bel:)

Guilt-ridden~

2009-10-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Before i post abt my HK trip, i wanna apologise to someone... i am so so so sorry... i didnt mean it de... i am so sorry!.... i feel super bad about it le... dui bu qi!

bel:)

Trip to HK

2009-10-03T15:57:00.001+08:00

Hey!

Back from HK since Monday but i super lazy blog abt my trip sia... lol... hahaha... i will blog abt it soon bah... haha... or i shall jus tell u all ltr... lol....

bel:)

germaine

2009-10-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

yo peeps.

my hamster escape jz now.i found it in my shelf.
scared me sia.
like real life mousehunt.

im dying to upload pix on fb but my desktop cannot read hard drive n my bro stole the lappy.
i will upload tmr when u all at timbre tmr.
sobs.

i miss u all

desperately holding on

Munling

2009-09-27T21:26:00.003+08:00

Hi people.

I look damn old in the photos the last time round. SO horrid! Looked like all of your moms combined!
but I always look the kiddish when with my other friends. Ha ha.

Ger you got my tattoo wrong.
It's " what's worth the price is always worth the fight" From a song I really like.
I'm doing somemore on my back maybe, not cos it's addictive cos I've always liked tattoos.
I would totally go and do a sleeve if my parents didnt make so much noise. :/

So anyway, remember about this Sat. Wear nicer clothes k. Idk if we're gg clubbing later on but just in case...

Ger and WL stop fighting la, so lame leh. Washing dirty linens in public. How old already? try to do something more harmful to each other, instead of some cowardy stuff over the internet. Waste of MBPs sent.

germaine

2009-09-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

just like in animal farm,
snowball was ousted by napolean,
germaine shall oust wl frm the-secret-seven.

from today onwards, we are known as the Sexy Six ok
members consists of
1.munling
2.germaine
3.ruimin
4.christabel
5.limin
6.jingwen

uninvited ppl,
pls go far far away.

ruimin,
u wanna know what happen??
i dun think anyone knows also.
ask the ousted person ba.

i gt my prelim results.
its nt great but im ok with it cuz math improved.

OH.
go fb 'alvin toh'
he's my CT
he is damn hot.
heard he gt a tattoo.
the best part is ANYONE can view his profile.
i'll go check him out now:))

anyway,im addicted to 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni' also
but nt a super addict like jw

hee

bye

Pushing yourself to the limits!

2009-09-23T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

Guess wat?... I jus came back from swimming!... hahaha:)... its actually quite fun swimming alone... haha:).... i swam 20 laps... LOL!... its been so long since i last swam lor... hahaha:)... and i am going bowling training later!.. haha.... today is my exercise day!... lol...

oh ya, i am going to HK tmr!.. haha... dun miss me hor!... hehe.... See u all when i get back!:)

bel:)

2009-09-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

ONE DAY

1. if i get 4As and pass the interviews and get into dentistry and become a dentist, im gonna extract every single one of germaine's teeth
2. im gonna buy the sharpest scissors and cut off every strand of germaine's fringe
3. im gonna steal germaine's boyfriend and throw him into the oceans
4. im gonna kidnap germaine's kids and make them eat alot of lollipops and chocolates and cookies and get toothache and stomachache and diarrhoea
5. if she wears the same gown to all our wedding, i forbid her from coming to mine
6. if she tries out climbing, im gonna belay her, give her dynamic belay and makes sure she falls 15metres

GERMAINE YOU SO HARSH TO ME TODAY I FEEL HURT I HATE YOU WE ARE OVER NO MORE BFF THATS THE END. GOODBYE

Deeper thinking!

2009-09-19T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hellosss!

haha... this post is in response to the earlier post by my best friend!... hahaha:P... no offense ah... haha.... its jus for fun... hehehe....

"i have been doing some intellectual thinking.im a very intellectual person u see."... i shall do some deep thinking too since ger started it... haha.... to prove that i am a intellectual person too!... hahaha:)

"2.poly really changes a person :) hor,bel??"... well, i think everyone changes rite?... haha... whether i changed for the good or for the bad, hmmmm, thats up to u to decide... and its for me to know and for u to find out.... hahaha:P

"3.u gtta meet the perfect guy at the perfect time and only then will you get a perfect ending.guess there are just circumstances in life tt we cant control.but then there's this saying'let love go,if it comes back to you,its yours.if it doesn't, it never was"... i agree with wat u said... and tats why life is totally unexpected... no one will know wat will happen next till it really happens... so cherish wat u have infront of u... and dun let chances pass, grab the opportunites and seize the day!... live your life with no regrets and stay happy always:))... haha... its easier said than done though... lol....

"anyway, i was thinking tt u can come over study at my sk house on saturday nights if ur mum allows.u can stay over too i guess.it will be an EXCLUSIVE jc kia meeting.hahaits"... fine lor!... haha... at least i no need study till oct!... waha:P

"3.knock some sense into the asshole who gt 3.9 but is still moping over it 4.if knocking wont work,i will CALL HER HOUSE and maybe in the process,ask her mum how dinner was."... if u dare to say anything to my mom, u will end up like WL... hahaha:P... pls dont do it, ger:))... hehehe.... our secret okay?.... hahaha:).... well, i got 3.9 for my GPA and hmmm, okay lah... i shld stop brooding over it and move on... like wat ger told me, i shld get a life and let it go!... hahaha:)

"2.go shopping!im 18 and its time to act like a 18 year old.if nt ltr when i watch nc16 movie,ppl check my ic.lalala"... oi!... i got checked for a NC16 show cos i look YOUNG ok!!... haha.... and the ticket guy was so lame lor... i totally laughed all the way when i was buying the tixs... haha...

"in order to appreciate the beauty of something,you gotta understand the beauty of it.".. wow, thats chiem sia... haha... dun really get it, but, it sounds cool... haha...

i shall sign off here and leave u with one more quote.... "No road is long with good company."...

bel:)

deep thinking

2009-09-19T15:19:00.002+08:00

i have been doing some intellectual thinking.
im a very intellectual person u see.
here's what i hv been thinking.

1.how to hurt/harm/freak wanling if she adds my dad on fb and recommends friends to him.im serious about publishing an article to tell the world tt i sever ties with u.try me babe.i might also take one of my hamster and put it into ur shirt the nxt time we meet up.heck the hamster.

2.poly really changes a person :) hor,bel??

3.this is one of my hypothesis which i have been thinking about but nv told anyone b4.sometimes,meeting the right guy is not enough.u gtta meet the perfect guy at the perfect time and only then will you get a perfect ending.guess there are just circumstances in life tt we cant control.but then there's this saying

'let love go,if it comes back to you,
its yours.
if it doesn't, it never was'

but wanling,i will always come back to you:)
BUT IF YOU RECOMMEND FRIENDS TO MY DAD,THEN ITS A DIFFERENT STORY.
anyway, i was thinking tt u can come over study at my sk house on saturday nights if ur mum allows.
u can stay over too i guess.
it will be an EXCLUSIVE jc kia meeting.haha

its after prelims and i supposed to:
1.pack my books.i hate it when i hv to pack my books after exams.cuz everyhting is jz so messy messy messy.
2.pack my cupboard.i cant even find my underwear in tt messy pile anymore.
3.knock some sense into the asshole who gt 3.9 but is still moping over it
4.if knocking wont work,i will CALL HER HOUSE and maybe,in the process,ask her mum how dinner was.

after a lvls, i will
1.play piano.i will become a pro player and own the world.muahahha
2.go shopping!im 18 and its time to act like a 18 year old.if nt ltr when i watch nc16 movie,ppl check my ic.lalala
3.bake bake bake.then i let u all eat and all of u will become fat.i will Fed-Ex some to hk for ruimin.i swear my cheesetarts are damn nice.
4.relief teach at my primary sch.
5.cycle every single day
6.springclean my house.its not room.HOUSE.bye bye ants,cockroach and lizards.i give u a new house.somewhere in punggol.this black black gal will be ur best friend.

damn.
i jz thought of smth.
i need to find something to wear to prom.
mega shit.
i hate doing this kind of things.
next time i buy one evening gown
then i wear the same gown to ALL ur weddings ok.

im in love with the piano now.
there's forrest gump,pirates of carribean,you raise me up,meryy xmas mr lawerence,titanic,first love.
zomg
i will drown in all the scores.

im youtubing as i blog.hee
tts why im going on endlessly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxpvDjDOgsQ&feature=related
im gonna practise till i can wow everyone when i sit at the piano.
laugh all u want wanling.
I DONT CARE.

in order to appreciate the beauty of something,
you gotta understand the beauty of it.

ger

2009-09-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

"you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley

hello people sorry for mia-ing for super long! anw so much has happened, its hard to pin down everything. i've been studying, and im enjoying it actually. hmm so much to say, where shall i start? okaye i just say in short la okaye heh.

i broke up with winfred exactly 2weeks ago. this time i think i handled it really well, no much crying, didnt break down for weeks, didnt felt like it was the end of the world at all. not because he was a bad guy, but because i think i'll matured (ger dont cry im being very serious here) a little and i tend to see things differently now. we decided to be friends because we've drifted for quite some time cos both very busy with school and stuff. he just entered nus, got climbing 3 times a week, i have to study for prelims and As, we hardly have enough time for each other. so we drifted and as time went by, we lost what we once shared. unlike how we started, he was a full time climber, no other committments, i was still able to slack off and we really were happy. so no point dragging it and drifting even more if all we could do was send a message asking how's everything and probably try to squeeze out the time that we cannot spare, just to have a meal. it wouldnt be genuine. so we decided to be friends. 4months 1week. haha. it was really hard, at first we couldnt agree, but we talked for 2.5 hours at vivo, woah then reacehd a happy conclusion. i was happy while i was with him, so thats enough. i think as long as what we had was real, we truly enjoyed each other's company and we really shared something that no one can ever take it away from us and no one can ever deny, i think its enough. i got over it within 2 or 3 days. haha

i was telling my friend, "hey i had the worst guy (the first one) and the best guy (winfred), but i still screw up my own realtionship, hahaha." its true ah, i really think he's great, probably my ideal boyfriend, but lets just say the timing screwed us up huh. haha.

i think i'll take a pretty long break, just wanna stay away from all these in the near future, really quite turned off, not by winfred, but by how emotionally tiring it was. haha.

okaye studying! i studied really little for prelims, like eg for history, out of 12topics, i only studied 6. 5 questions out of these 12 will come out, and guess what? all the 5 that came out, i've got them all right! heh my spotting not bad ah xD those who studied a hell lot but sway never get the topic right, thats it man! heh econs and the rest i lazy say, but i'll study hard(:

heh ruimin dont sad me love you! i'll talk to you again!

the rest, see you girls on jw's birthday! bye(:

yayee

2009-09-18T10:56:00.002+08:00

prelims hv officially ended!
unfortunately, tts nt the end.
fortunately, its only prelims.

whatever the case...
i jz read ruimin's blog.
RUIMIN!!!
why so emo???
we loves u so so so much.
dun be upset
remember we always tell u nt to miss us??
DONT MISS US :)
remember whats tatooed on munling's back?
What you want is worth fighting for
fight for ur dream ok.
it will be worth it when u reach achieve ur goal.
and u r nt a spoilt brat.
u r a sweet little girl(eww)

i read jw blog too:)
hah.
im a stalker.
i really agree with jw.
im scared for As but the studying is really going too slow.
and when she blogged bout bel's bd,i felt the same way as her too.
well it makes me feel good knowing tt someone feels the same way tt i do.
tts why im telling u:))

ok.i gtg soon.
seriously
i dunno why im so excited to meet bel.
maybe bcuz she is a bad gal now
lalala

ger

HELLO BABES!!!

2009-09-17T09:22:00.002+08:00

no offense meant..
but i think tt twitter is kinda dumb.
even the name sound so dumb :)
anyway, we are nt suppose to get addicted to anything else since As are so near

MY DAD ADD ME ON FACEBOOK!!!!
like WTFBBQ
im going to have an inactive fb life frm now onwards.
not tt it was very active in the past.haha

one more mcq paper to the end of my prelims.
feel tt i never study enough.
but the thing is tt i study,jz tt i hv low effeciency.
it sucks man.
makes me feel so terrible.
keep worrying that i will under-achieve these few days.
what will i not give to hv wl telling me 'lets see who cry on results day' so tt i hv someone to push me.
well,whats done is done,no point moping.

I'LL BE GOING OUT WITH BEL TMR :)))
im gonna rest one day after prelims tt back to work.
ANYWAY
u ppl hv no idea what the hell our dear guai bel has been up to ok.
i shall not spoil her image on our blog.
BUT SERIOUSLY,
IM DISAPPOINTED WITH U BEL!!! XD

oh oh.
i be going taiwan in december.
yay.
yay my head.
cuz i be spending xmas day in taiwan.
meaning tt i cant spend xmas with all the ppl (and dog) tt i love who are in spore.
WTFBBQ
why cant we spend xmas at home???
who spends xmas in freaking taiwan???
so irritating.
grr
so anyway, i be in taiwan frm 19th to 28th dec.
i think.

ger

2009-09-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

Lets all go on twitter!!
then we post short updates abt ourselves :D

www.twitter.com
tell me when you sign up, i'll follow you
jingwen

ger

2009-08-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

my computer is screwed

blogger is like this white page with a box for me to type in.
all that stupid email's fault.
well, i was stupid to open it too.
the title of the email is 'fotos'

dun open it.

F***

P.S. I love you~

2009-08-30T01:37:00.003+08:00

Hello all!

For those of you who haven seen the movie, go watch it if you have the time!.... i jus watched finish the show... and i am still crying from the after effects of the show... i wouldnt say that the show is really nice cos it is not the nicest movie i have watched but it is jus so touching... esp the last part... cos i really cried... haha.... is the book nicer?... has anyone read the book?... haha... i shall watch "a walk to remember" tmr!... haha... heard it is really nice:)... and sad too... hehe

bel:)

3am!

2009-08-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

Hello!

3am is my latest record!... haha... first time ytd, i study till so late sia for auditing... haha:)... it is also the first time i really studied so hard for a subject since o lvls... lol... haha... i nv even slp at 1am for my o lvl lor.. let alone 3am... lol.... i really broke record ytd... i cant imagine how i survived today... lol... i nearly died.... cos i was staring at my exam pp until i also stare blur... lol.... haha... now i realy feel like slping le... super slpy... lol.... i shall go slp soon... tmr is my last day of chiong for exams!... then i friday last paper le... haha... jia you bah!:)...

bel:)

Running out of time!

2009-08-23T01:07:00.007+08:00

Hello all!

Time now: 1.15am

Weather: Going to pour heavily!... haha

Update on my life: I have to go do my braces and i am not slping yet... ltr tmr i cannot wake up, then my mom sure scold me... haha... anyway, i jus finished studying... haha... so ke lian... and i am kinda confused after studying... a bit gg... haha.... anyway, tmr i hv to chiong and study again... lol... haha.... i must press on!!!... haha... i shall go slp soon... if not tmr cannot wake up and got no energy to study... haha...

This is becoming like my personal blog le!... haha... cos nobody seems to be blogging except me... lol... i hv a personal blog le... i dun need two... haha... nvm, u all are forgiven cos i know ur prelims are coming rite?... my exams are coming too.... my first pp starts on tues... but i keep thinking it starts on monday... dang... hahaha... jia you everyone!... haha... all the best for ur exams and test!:)...

bel:)

Free Hugs! <3

2009-08-16T00:45:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Second post for today!... lol!... haha... i got nothing to do mah... lol... haha... Jw asked me a really good qn jus now.... haha... "why do u recently like to hug ppl so much?"... my reply "cos i can feel the an quan gan mah"... hahaha...

From wikipedia [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hugging]:
A hug is a form of physical intimacy that usually involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons. The hug is one of the most common human signs of love and affection. Unlike some other forms of physical intimacy, it is practiced publicly and privately without stigma in many countries, religions and cultures, within families, and also across age and gender lines.
Sometimes, hugs are a romantic exchange. Hugs may also be exchanged as a sign of support and comfort. A hug can be a demonstration of affection and emotional warmth, sometimes arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone. Brief in most cases, it is used to show many levels of affection. It is not particular to human beings alone, as there are many species of animals that engage in similar exchanges of warmth.
Hugging has been proven to have health benefits. One study has shown that hugs increase levels of oxytocin, and reduce blood pressure.
The New York Times has reported that "the hug has become the favorite social greeting when teenagers meet or part these days" in the United States.

hahaha... so i guess hugging is another way of expressing myself bah!... haha:)... cos i feel that its a really nice way to show that you care for someone:)... oh well, hahaha:)... gotta go slp soon.... have a long day tmr... haha:)

bel:)

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到对的人出现~

My belated birthday celebrations!

2009-08-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

Hello girls!

I jus wanted to thank you girls again!:)... haha... Timbre was a really nice place and had a nice environment!.. haha... too bad we didnt really stay for very long... haha... but we are going there for jw's birthday celebrations again rite?... haha.. i drank for the second time today... haha... but i didnt puke tis time though... a good improvement?... haha... maybe cos i didnt drink as much as the first time i drank but i still feel like drinking now... wahahaha... kinda addicted maybe?... haha... or that i jus feel like trying other drinks bah... haha... well, i dun really like the after taste of alcohol but it feels kinda good to drink?... i dunno how to describe the feeling lah... lol... hahaha... nvm...

hmmm... i really enjoy talking to you all esp gossiping... wahaha... i just feel that we nv really talk enough... wahahaha:))... cos we like so fast go home le although it was quite late le... haha... nvm! we shall meet up soon and catch up again bah!.... haha:)... see you all soon ok?... haha:)

bel:)

Love always comes when u least expect it~ haha...
Forever 18!:)

Why never check my NRIC??... lol!

2009-08-03T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hello

how are you girls?... haha... this weekend was full of first times for me!... haha... turning 18 allows you to do so much sia... haha...

i went to IMM with my cousin on sat to see pan wei bo... if u dunno who, then forget it... but anyway... his right hand was injured so he cant sign autograph... so my album is now without an autograph... but in exchange they were giving out stickers, some limited edition those kind lah... but i nv get it cos when i reach my turn already no more le... sobs... i was so near yet so far... i was the 3rd one without the sticker lor... but, but... haha... i got to shake hands and hug him!... ahha... so cool sia... how many ppl get to hug their idol sia?... okok, u must be thinking "bel, crazy le!" or "wah, bel! grow up lah!".... haha... but i was star struck... haha.... anyway, tat was one thing...

then we went watch movie at vivo and went to st james power station... ok lah... i went there from 9.30 to 10.30 and the party haven started... but it was quite fun lah... the person nv check my ic...haha... i wonder wat tat means?... haha... nice experience though... cos i go there to see see loook look... haha... then i drank Vodka cranberry!... haha... the taste was ok... i think there wasnt much alcoholic content bah... but after i drank it, my body was so warm then my stomach was churning... haha... then guess wat?... i vomitted... haha... twice!... once there once at home!... ahhaa... wah drinking can help slim down lor.... cos i drink le, my dinner came up... haha... but maybe it was indigestion?... nvm lah... haha... but i wasnt drunk cos after tat i still can msn at nite... haha... so i conclude, i cannot really drink.. haha... so i wont drink much... hehe.. at least i know my limits... haha... so i wont be drunk.... haha...

then today i bought toto for tmr de!... haha... the person nv check my ic oso... haha.... lol... then my mom was standing beside me... then i told my mom, "how come nv check my ic de?"... then my mom say " ai ya, how i know?"... then the lady heard and said " by right cannot lah, but nvm lah i sell u"... then my mom and me stun... then she continued to say "cos u 15 rite?... but nvm lah"... lol!... haha... i dunno she say to make me happy or wat sia... i look 15 ah?... haha... lol.... i waiting for tmr!... see i got strike or nt... haha...

tmr i going to yio chu kang driving centre!... haha... to see if i can apply for my BTT and see how it works and stuff... haha...hope all will be well:)

my exams coming soon le.... haha... i must study hard and stop sleeping in class le... haha:)

bel:)

you all suck!

2009-08-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MUNLING AND BEL THE MOST
cuz they reply me fast.

unlike germaine and limin. haiz :(
i nd to send them 2 sms before they replied me after a day.
and now i am still waiting for limin's reply for like 12hours liao
suan le lor :X

anyway we will most prolly meet up next next week since limin's going overseas next tues.

hopes she reply asap

jingwen

i'm 18!

2009-07-29T10:27:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I'm 18 le!... haha... hope to see you all soon okay?... love you all:)... haha...

Jing wen, ur bdae is next le lehz!... haha...

bel:)

2009-07-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL!
YOU'RE 18 YEARS OLD
and it only happens once in your lifetime so cheer up okay!
:D

i miss all of ya

2009-07-27T13:40:00.003+08:00

except wl:)
i dun like the idea of her meddling with my teeth if she becomes a dentist.
i prolly nt step into the buliding where her dental clinic is located at.
i'll tell all my friends and family to stay away.
i'll tell them what she is capable of(or incapable of)
in short,
LUM WANLING does not equal to DENTIST.

on 2nd thoughts,
i might visit her clinic.
i'll go do smth imba to my teeth(make it real black or gross)
and make her clean it!!
imagine her sticking her hand into mouths full of half bitten food,
with all the debris stucked in between the teeth.
hmm..
and i dunno how she manage to make her bill go to 200++
must be connection to hundred-acre wood damn ex.

i dunno why,
i suddenly thought of london.
went oxford during school trip last year and it jz keep popping up in my head
its really a nice place u know..
so nice,old,romantic
maybe its because of all the scholarship talk.

shit.
prelims are coming and we suppose to aplly for scholarship with prelim results.
issit??
so screwed.

anyway,
if wl cant come for the next meeting,
she will cease to be my/our friend.
i dont care how u do it,
u can cry,beg,climb out of the window,sneak out when ur mum is sleeping,pon climbing
BUT
u better come.
i think i so long nv see her tt i wun recognize her if she dun meet up with us soon.

2009-07-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

hello everyone. Omg im damn bored and I have nothing to do and tmr i have got to go to work. Sian leh. :(

but nvm la, means got money anyway.

Ok anyway I have a guy friend who I think likes me >.< I treat him as a sister, im serious. No joke serious.
But I like him as a friend, idk if i would fancy him more than that. It's scary if he were to really tell me the truth because I don't wanna lose a friend like him. Besides, he's not that good looking......... Ha ha.

Anyway bels birthday is coming soon. Since wl cant get out of the house, let's move the party into her house then. ^^

I LOVE YOU ALL MUAAAAAAAAACK HAHAHA

2009-07-25T17:51:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
IF YOU'VE MISSED ME AND YOU KNOW IT CLAP YOUR HANDS
*silence*

IF YOU'VE MISSED ME AND YOU KNOW IT CLAP YOUR HANDS
#silence*

IF YOU'VE MISSED ME AND YOU KNOW IT AND YOU REALLY WANNA SHOW IT
IF YOU'VE MISSED ME AND YOU KNOW IT CLAP YOUR HANDS
*silence*

i knew it.
i know you all hate me for mia hahaha
but i got valid reason okaye! =P
please dont throw eggs or stones at me please!
i wouldnt mind if you all throw yourselves at me though
HAHAHA
and my phone bill's a bomb!
like really a BOMB! BABOOOOOOOOOOM.
i received ytd night
it's $222.80
hahaha so dont be surprise if i say i cannot make it for the next few gatherings okaye
im 90% i cannot go one.
BOOOOOOOOO.

okaye my life sucks pretty much for the past few months
sian ah

just a couple of highlights of my life:
1. i hit 12days of being absent from school since the beginning of this year
2. i've reduced climbing to only once a week now
3. im becoming weak in climbing!
4. im dropping history to H1
5. i got back my CT2 results, AAS. A for econs and math :D, S for chem HAHA. A for international history, probably a S/E for SEA history? thats why im dropping history, then it would be solely international history! :)
6. my parents+sister+relatives were in malaysia this whole week until friday, i had too much freedom. so much it's scary i think i cannot be given too much freedom
7. my sister's bf sent me home that week, i plus points for him.
8. i miss you all very much! okaye you all wont believe me one. hahaha
9. so in case i cannot make it for bel's birthday, which i highly think those people wont let me go, i can give you guys some suggestions where to go! like timbre, or P.S I Love You cafe, the ambience-thumbs up!
10. my sister's bf said given my subj combination, i cannot go alot of places in futue. im starting to get worried. so i guess im probably studying economics or accountancy or dentistry HAHAHA yes go laugh at me, me dealing with people's teeth and gums, GOODLUCK!
11. 3rd for nsscc speed team event. we got 3rd because our DEAREST SAJC opponents disqualified themselves

aiyoh. my 18th years old life is so not like an 18th year old
after my Alevels, im gonna do these:

1. go travelling with you girls! even if we cannot go hongkong or where, we can probably go tioman island to have fun under the sun, by the beach and in the waters! :B
2. change my hairstyle
3. get myself reeeeeeeally tanned
4. climb every other day
5. try all sorts of water sports
6. go ntu more often to spend time with my sister (and see my eye candy hahaha)
7. work part time at climb asia and give tuition to my junior(s)
8. go clubbing and pub for ONCE after jingwen turns 18 (just to see how its like)
9. PUT BRACES :D
10. go ngee ann poly/tp every now and then to fetch bel/ml lm from their school

so till then, i hope to see you girls soon (that's if, if circumstances allow)
and i cant wait to be liberated.

oh and germaine, i read your post until i wanna puke
hahahha full of self praise xD
heh okaye la but i know its supposed to be like this

oh, i think chris daughtry's version of poker face is quite nice :) go listen!

2009-07-24T20:03:00.001+08:00

Bel's birthday coming soon!
who's gonna plan? haha

Moody!

2009-07-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hello:)

I am kinda bored right now so i decided i should do something to save the blog.. haha.. I am so emo these few days... waha... my mood is like right at the bottom now... haha... how to cheer up?... i also want to be happy lehz... haah...

bel:)

SGC

2009-07-21T13:10:00.001+08:00

Leng Jun Mun Germaine was an active member of the Outdoor Activity Club (ODAC) where she held the post of Treasurer. She was also part of the organizing committee for key events, such as the ODAC selection camp for JC1s in 2009. She planned the activities for the camp which took place in different parts of Singapore and was in charge of the smooth running of the three-day-two-night event. As a result of working closely with the planning committee and her teachers-in charge, Germaine learnt about teamwork and accommodating and appreciating differences between people. She also learnt flexibility and the ability to come up with alternative solutions in unexpected situations. In addition to the camp, she also helped in organizing several external activities to train the club’s members in their physical fitness and determination, exhibiting commendable leadership skills in the process. Despite being an active member of ODAC, she manages her time properly and managed to strike a balance between her academics and CCA.
Germaine has also participated in activities such as the annual SAFRA Bay Run and the 10KM Addidas Sundown Marathon.

Germaine represented St Andrew's Junior College as regular volunteer and taught primary school students from low-income families in Sheng Hong Family Centre over span of six months in 2008 on a weekly basis. She learnt about compassion and the need to help others. Germaine also learnt to appreciate her surroundings. Interacting with the children has also taught her how to be patient and how to deal with them when they misbehave. In addition to the weekly sessions, she was essential in helping to organize activities for a four-day-three-night camp during the December school holidays, exhibiting responsibility by ensuring that the children were safe during throughout the camp.
She also took part in her classs service learning in 2008 and 2009. In 2008, she served as a facilitator and taught and led the children in the activities. In 2009, she spent a day at HCA hospice and interacted with the old folks there. Germaine learnt to interact with older people and to be sensitive towards their feelings and needs. The success of these projects is an indication that Germaine and her team try to perfect whatever they do.

Others

Germaine represented St Andrews Junior College in the annual Pre-university Seminar for tertiary students in year 2008. During the five-day-four-night seminar, she had the opportunity to interact with students from other educational institutes and exchanged views on global issues with them in the context outside a classroom. Germaine learnt the importance of speaking up and sharing views with others.

Germaine also led a team on a biology trip to UK. She organized a hike to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve prior to the trip and exhibited outstanding planning skills. She worked closely with the teachers-in-charge to ensure that information is properly disseminated to her peers. Good organization skills were also needed when she and her team had to come up with the itinerary for the trip. During the trip, she had the opportunity to interact with students from UK and learn about their way of life. Visiting museums also allowed her to be exposed to the rich cultures and traditions of UK.

Germaine served as Biology Representative from 2008 to 2009. She completes tasks assigned to her with dedication and commitment.

i kinda faked the part where i said i could juggle cca commitments and academics well.
cuz i gt a BSS for H2 this time.

wtf

2009-07-13T11:52:00.003+08:00

No la dono la, maybe will quit maybe wont quit.
Cos I think schooling is rather ex. Ok but even if I continue i can still do well one la, I'm so smart ha ha ha.
There's a lot more to fashion design outside school, art and design is everywhere.
I can learn makeup and hair. Btw, I'm working at a studio now. Every Sunday and sometimes the other days of the week, take pictures and edit them.

I feel like go work more then travel around the world. Perhaps I have been thinking too much. I don't feel so grounded anymore, not that I ever was.

Lastly, I know my parents won't be so happy la. Because I nv go JC they already one kind, cos to them JC seems like the one way ticket to uni. They can't see that blue collared jobs are also respectable jobs. They think must die die work in bank office that kind, then everytime tell me about the other relatives. Also blame say " ur o level 12 points can go jc wat why dont go "

Alamak, I dont wanna say already la.

Then there's me learning bike, and my tattoo which only my mom knows of.
Looking at all of that, I seem like a bad daughter.

Altho they nv see the fact that, I work, I pay for my own school fees, transport fee, and get everything myself. I also nv ask them for money one lor, except live in their house only. I may come home late but I call. I don't even want to have a bf cos it's a waste of time and money.
Girls my age shouldnt' be what I am like now, they shd still have allowance right? and just concentrate on studying.

I havent had the priveledge of that after my O's.

Oh well, sometimes life gets harder now just to ease you along later.
Each day's a gift and not a given right, that first path will always be the longest stride aye.
To quit or not to quit that is the question.

sian la now i got to write a report for tmr, must get A ( which is so easy ha ha ha ha )
So let's see.

Jingwen's

2009-07-12T23:27:00.005+08:00

MUNLING
why are you thinking of quitting sch?
dun quit la, its your passion leh :D
lol munling dun tell me you turn crooked. and you aint fake lah.

ahh, sch starts tmr i feel so sian i am so damn sick of studying!
haizz
my brain want to explode alr :X
i nvr ever felt so stressed up before.
life sucks because of school

2009-07-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

Hi girls.
I just did my tattoo. It's was not as painful as I imagined, tho just like a knife slicing you up but I can take it.
Here is what it's like...

I guess I don't need to sign off ha ha. You all know who I am. I do not think that tattoos are for people with no education status, in gangs or just plain uncouth. I see it as art. ( ok w/e if u all wish to make fun of what I say. )

So anyway, lately, I have been thinking of quitting school and just start working at some company. Or maybe I'm thinking too much. Then I find some rich bf ha ha.

And okay here's another thing, rate me on the scale of one to ten, I think I look fake up close but why are guys interested in me. I look plain lame. I think I don't like guys anymore. :\

Ah yah okay lah, I go to bed soon. I have got work tmr.

Gosh!

2009-07-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

Hello!

OMG!... i think i am going to fall sick again!... dang!... i cant afford to fall sick de lor!... sigh... my throat is sore and i am having a headache and my nose is like a tap that cant be turned off... sian!... hope is not H1N1... hahaha... i think the box of tissue on my left is going to be used finish by me soon... haha... Why does it seem that i am always falling sick?... so weak sia...

bel:)

hello

2009-07-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

i gt no more brain cells.
so so glad tt tests are over.
but its only the beginning of a lvl preparation.
where is philibert when u need motivation??
seriously i wanna slp like NOW.

but i missed u gals n i miss blogging.
apparently me n bel are the only ones tt miss u all lor.

jz a random thought.
when we grow older,
we realised tt our parents are nt the perfect ppl tt we thought tt they were when we were younger.
then there's this phase where u feel tt they dont understand u at all.
u start thinking tt they are such lousy parents,
and u wish tt ur parents were more like somebody's elses parent.
think abit longer,
suddenly comes to mind tt ur parents are jz as new and inexperienced parents as u r in life.

doesn't it kind of makes sense?
im so so so tired
YAWN YAWN YAWN.

ger

SIAN!!!

2009-07-05T00:13:00.003+08:00

Hello!

haha... i am here to save the blog!... waha... with my complains!... haha...

i am super sian right now!!... cos i realise i made one extremely careless and stupid mistake on my A. maths test yesterday!... i was suppose to find the eq. of the line tangent to the curve... sounds familiar mah?... haha... and it sounds very very easy rite?... how many times did we do tat qn in sec 3 and 4?.... countless i think... haha.... then i act smart lah!!!... i went to find the eq. of the perpendicular line to the tangent... so means i took another extra step to inverse the gradient... damn it lah!... cos i saw the formula box got say how to find gradient of perpendicular line... so i act smart lah... sian sia!!!!!!.... i must apologise to Mrs Thang sia... haha.... sigh...

anyway, tat aside... overall, i scored quite well for my common test lah.... so means i successfully hit my targets... haha... okok lah... i still hv a lot of project to complete!..... sianz sia... haha

bel:)

GottaBeSomebody

2009-06-29T21:46:00.002+08:00

Dear all

I've also come to blog so that ppl wont call the non-blogger bastard.. Lolx

I have sth to confess. I haveyet to go down to Ice Cubes to collect my stuff as i totally forgot about it. Oops. Then the guy called me when i was on my way back home at around 8 plus today and he reminded me. Once again, i'm sorry that i left the gifts that you all give me there. :(

But hey, you guys also did not remind me to take it back when we were settling the bill.. But is my bad that i forgot too.

Anyway this month is gonna be hell with lots of deadlines and tests.. Blah blah blah.. The usual stuff that students will have. And i hv been reflecting a lot lately ( on bus when i am gg to sch or gg home) about our lives, or rather my life.

Sometimes i would be emo thinking life is all grey but sometimes i am damn positive. Quite idiotic. Maybe is bcoz of all the stress that i face and being afraid that i cannot maintain in this sem.

I believe that everyone wants to be somebody there, nobody wants to be the last one there and i am thriving hard to be the someone.

Hopefully when we grow up, ALL of us are SOMEONE out where we are suppose to be :D

Jia you!! :D

With love
Li Min

The mind that is anxious about future events is miserable.
Seneca

Again?

2009-06-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Here to revive the blog~ haha... OMG!... i feel as if i am going to fall sick again!... how how how!... i cant afford to fall sick now!... later ppl think i got H1N1 how?... oh no!... what if i have it?... nahs, dun curse myself.... but i keep feeling so lethargic and sleepy... shit.... AH!... i dun want be sick again!... i jus recovered lor~ sianz!

Take care okay?... haha.... rest well and drink more water... dun be like me:)... haha

bel:)

我可能太累了吧！最近每次胡思乱想！真是的！

BASTARDS

2009-06-23T10:17:00.002+08:00

THE BLOG AND TAGBOARD IS DAMN DEAD.
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT CAN BASTARDS.
IM GETTING SICK OF SEEING THE SAME POST(WHICH IS BY ME) EVERYTIME I COME HERE.

GETTA LIFE BASTARDS

germaine

2009-06-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

my back aches like crazy.
couldnt sleep last night n im like zombieing around now.
spent 4hr on 6 differential equation ques.
zzz..

lum wanling.
u owe us all an explaination for being grounded.
one year got 365 days,
u must do smth dumb to get grounded on the one out of the 365 days in one year.
thks man
U OWE US AN EXPLAINATION.
I MEAN IT

你到底在想什么？

2009-06-14T01:27:00.001+08:00

你到底在想什么？你疯了吗？为什么你会一直想哭？你到底是为了什么而哭呢？为什么最近每晚都会躲在被子里哭？你到底在哭什么？为什么听歌的时候会想哭？为什么连看电视时也会想哭？爱哭鬼！为什么你终时觉得心很重，觉得很空虚呢？为什么？可能你真的疯了吧！你无药可救了！

germaine

2009-06-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

some random facts about me

1.im trying v hard to get this blog living again
2.im feeling cheerful today
3.facebook is lagging crazily today
4.les friend has jz sent me a sms
5.im trying to think about random facts
6.i went to make contacts at limin's shop yesterday
7.i did close to nothing productive today.
8.im quite broke.(means friday must budget ok)
9.im really looking foward to friday
10.i realised tt im nt v random today

i hv been revising econs.
i jz realise smth.

im like the economy when the gov wants to implement a fiscal policy.
there is recognition lag,implementation lag and reaction lag.(is it reaction lag?kinda forgot)

MY LAGS
recognition lag:i realised i should start studying for my a levels
implementation lag:i hv been procrastinating
reaction lag:it takes some time for my results to improve.

thank god im in the reaction lag phase now.

I MISS ALL OF YOU.
CAN WE BLOG PLEASE??

munling can call me bastard again if she blogs.
i dun mind :)

REMEMBER OUR DATE ON FRIDAY!!

wow twilight out

2009-06-12T11:47:00.002+08:00

germaine is wondering...

2009-06-10T12:20:00.002+08:00

IS THERE ANYONE ALIVE BESIDE BEL AND JINGWEN???

pls gimme an indication if u guys are still alive.
everyone of u jz disappeared sia.

BASTARD :)

bastard is now a v sensitive word.
cannot anyhow use the word BASTARD.

BASTARDS, blog la.

ger

FMGT!!

2009-06-09T21:42:00.004+08:00

Hello!

My last paper is on thursday!... then i am free le!... haha... but i have to get through my thursday test first!... i hate FMGT!!... omg, it is super difficult sia!... super sianz~ i study so long, still dun understand what the module is about.... haha... nvm, i still got tmr to study!... i will jia you de!... haha...

eh, can u all blog?... this is becoming like my private blog.... haha:)

bel:)
Was i wrong? What would happen if i had...

2 more to go!

2009-06-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

hello!

I jus had my first pp today!... it was pretty okay... manage to balance my accounts!... haha... 2 more pp to go!... then i can play le!... hehe...

oh ya, good news to share!... i think i got my scholarship le!... yeah!... after one yr... hehe...

I feel like doing something crazy during the hols... should i or should i not?... haha.... is tis the right time?... wahah

bel:)

Common test!

2009-06-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

Just a quick post to save the blog... I am having my first common test pp tmr!... the next 2 pp on 8 and 11 June... after that i break again for 2 weeks!:)... haha.... cant wait for ct to be over!... hehe... wish me luck ok?.... hope i can do well:)... see you all on the 19th!!!... cant wait to share my stories! (that got mei you zhong dian).... haha...

bye:).. i go study le!:)

bel:)

AH!!

2009-06-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I wish i could scream like that now... my throat is damn FREAKING PAIN!!!.... everytime i swallow my saliva, i feel as if i am swallowing hundreds of needles!... my throat is super ultra pain!!!!.... but at least my fever has subsided and i must drag my feet to school tmr le... after 3 days of staying at home... sianz... i have a test on fri and sat and till now i seriously haven started revising.... i wish they were all postponed or smthg... My throat sucks!!!... when i cough, my throat is so pain that even my ears are pain... i dun even dare to cough now, cos my throat is having a seriously bad infection!... ah!!!... my throat!!!...

bel

LM Bday

2009-06-01T15:24:00.003+08:00

sorry for my absence recently, but i'll be damn free now except maybe to mug at home ba :(
anyway i know i am supposed to organise limin's birthday and i think munling you are too 过分 to scold me bastard for that.

i came up with something why dun we go chompchomp for dinner on 8june to celebrate limin's bday? and there's this nice ice cream place with nice ambience then we can go and eat icecream afterwards. its pretty nice.

i miss all of you <3

2009-05-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

Eh fuck you all la. Anyhow only, people very serious the time you take me as a joke when I'm not serious, you all take it so seriously.

Fine, whatever sia.

hello,its me again

2009-05-29T12:43:00.002+08:00

someone called me a bastard for not planning an outing.
wanna guess who?
it can only be 2ppl out of the 6 ppl
so,take ur pick u gt a 50% chance of getting it correct.
if u get it right, i give u a kiss.

french kiss,flying kiss,cheek kiss, up to u.

aiya.i gt a lvl chinese on monday la.after monday ok.
i swear i plan.

limin,
when u free
u bd u suggest?
if nt i will jz throw out a random date

ger

germaine

2009-05-27T11:13:00.001+08:00

hello.
its econs in the com lab now.
im hiding in one corner :)

its kinda hard to listen n blog so lets make it quick.
i saw wanling yesterday when i went for xinfony.
i was wearing the jacket tt u gals bought me.
ain't tt sweet?
ok anyway,
xinfony this yr was quite sian.
cuz its at esplanade so its like super formal.
no school song, and noone dare to shout encore.
well, but they were quite gd.

hey bel and limin,
cheer up.

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
lets be the tough ppl ok?
life is nv a bed of roses.
so if u want the rainbow, u gotta have to deal with the rain.
its nt an easy life in jc too.
tt i can assure u :)
lets jz press on ok??

jiayou.

TEO MUNLING
when's ur hols?

LI RUIMIN
when u coming back?

LUM WANLING
i dunno how u can afford the time to go citylink on a tuesday evening.
god,i hate u so much.

lovesss u lots ppl,
call me if u want/need to talk ok?
ger

tearing.

2009-05-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

Its now 1am...

and my tears cant stop flowing.... whats wrong with me???.... i may appear strong on the outside but inside me, i am jus a small kid!.... i dun even know why am i crying about... i feel so dumb!... and stupid!....

Trying to cope

2009-05-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone. This is what i am gonna say after a very long time of not being seen or heard.

There are just so many things going on and i am stress out with all projects deadlines and tests coming along. The projects add in more stress when i am the leader for them and holds more responsibility than others in the group. And some ass of my tch makes it worse for me.

Moreover with a new sem new project mates and new subjects which makes it more challenging, i am having a hard time coping at times. I teared on Sun when i cldn't take it anymore. I didnt msg you any of you guys to su ku coz honestly i didnt know how to tell you guys or call anyone in the middle of 4 plus..

I am sorry if i kind of neglected you guys but hope you guys will understand.

Recently one of my tutor approach me and reminded me to continue to work hard and not slacken down. This pushes me more and adds on more pressure which i am trying to handle and cope with.

I have to admit i am not one with a happy-go-lucky character and neither am i a smart child. Therefore i take things more seriously and has to put in more effort compared to others. I am one who dun really loves to go to blog to keep myself updated but i will come to this blog as often as possible.

There are juz too many things bottling up be it sch other stuff. But most of my stress usually comes from sch. Most importantly, my timetable for this sem sucks to the core which makes it worse for me. But i am getting used to it le. Hai.

On a lighter note, my holiday is from 6th June to 21st however i would be away from 12th to 18th to learn scuba-diving. And in between the holiday i have to rush my other projects too so i am really sorry if i cant make for the days that you guys wanna meet.

Love you all and pls take care!! :)

Love
Li Min

"The better you know someone, the less there is to say.
Or maybe, there's less that needs to be said."

What am i thinking?

2009-05-26T22:07:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Back again!... haha... i did nthg much today.... went to watch movie and then went to sch for amaths but i was feeling alseep in class... waha... second day at home alone... haha... so bored~

My common test is coming!... but i haven started revising... still procrastinating~ haha.... shall start soon!:)

Random fact for today:
Don' be scared of cats, cos they are jus as scared of us!... haha... cos i jus scared a cat when it scared me jus now... it was accidental... haha...

bel:)

Was it the rain or my tears? Was it regret or just loneliness?

Dreaming.

2009-05-26T01:19:00.003+08:00

Hello all!

I made a really really weird dream yesterday... i dreamt that a frog ate a bird... eww, i screamed and woke up when the bird was swallowed by the frog.... when i went to check what my dream was about it said tis....

Frog:
To see a frog in your dream, represents a potential for change or something unexpected. The frog may be a prince in disguise and thus, signify transformation. Alternatively, the frog symbolizes uncleanness, fertility, or rebirth.
To see frogs leaping in your dream, indicate your lack of commitment. You have a tendency to jump from one thing to another. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are taking major steps toward some goal. It parallels your progress.

Bird:
To dream of dead or dying birds, foretells a period of coming disappointments. You will find yourself worrying over problems that are constantly on your mind.

Its kinda accurate... haha... oh well, going sleep le... i wonder if i will make any dreams today...

bel:)

here i am!!

2009-05-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

last times.
so many last times hv been happening.

sometimes, u dun really appreciate stuff until u realise its the last time tt u'll be doing it.
its weird tt i didnt hv this feeling when i left xinmin.
but im feeling it right now in sajc.
which is weird cuz im more attached to xms than sajc.

well.lets nt emo.
wanling emo, bel emo.
i wont emo.

ANYWAY,
i cant believe tt u ppl scored so badly for my fb quiz!!!
even dawn lim beat bel sia.
so disappointing.
haha

POLY ASSHOLES,
u hvnt tell me when ur hols start.
i cant plan unless u tell me ok.
ok..i didnt mean to call u guys assholes.
jz kinda slip out of my tongue.
u ppl gt no idea how much jc kids r suffering right now.

i wanna tell u gals alot of things but they are jz too insignificant to blog about.
WE NEEDA MEET UP LA.

bel,i called u but nobody pick ur housephone.
ur emo post scared the hell out of me.

im suppose to be studying.
im nt being very coherent here right??

ya.i know.

n i purposely leave all the blank spaces de :)

sometimes,ugly looks nice.

ok enough crapping.

1 last crap.
anyone know what is imbecile??
wanling is an imbecile :)
go check it up ok.
and shoot me back with another power word.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ger

ML

2009-05-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

Wah sorry ah bel, Chinese I read very slow so I like will read it when I can really understand. My chinese really sucks haha ha.

Oh yah I just came back from Jalan Kayu, went there for supper with friends. Yay, the food is so good. I think I'm taking my bike prac again, soonish... sometime this week. I am always on the go, it is rather nice to have like plans so you know where do go next. You gals go learn driving, there's gonna be like 23 lessons to take before the test and I heard its not really easy. Ha ha. Whoever go take can drive me he he.

Btw, I also cleaned up my room, so now it's damn clean. Who wanna stay over!? :D

Last but not least, you gals didnt really blog, please do update this rotting blog.

如果一切能重来...

2009-05-24T00:42:00.004+08:00

我以为泪水都流乾, 我以为从此不再有遗憾, 原来放手如此困难, 我无法勇敢, 不要为你夜夜泪水洗脸, 不要哭泣的脸让你看见, 飞到过去回到爱你之前, 看看自己曾经纯白的脸, 不要为你夜夜泪水洗脸, 不要哭泣的脸让你看见, 飞到世界尽头往事藏在梦里面, 回到爱你之前纯白容颜...

不该只剩叹息只是偶尔, 泪流不停...

一颗心属于一个人, 在爱情里什么算公平, 爱的深也伤的深, 是不是催眠了自己, 一颗心属于我自己, 爱情里找不到公平...

混乱的心该怎么才能平复, 但爱的距离太远, 想弥补什么, 都已经太晚...

我们都容易对号入座一首歌, 反复让歌词深深呼应着, 可能不同看不看开的执着, 可能太痛有些画面某合, 我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌, 受过伤还是有爱的资格, 在每段难得的起承, 酝酿我们的转合,唱一首歌我最懂的心歌...

我知道你还是爱着我, 虽然分开的理由, 我们都已接受, 你知道我会有多难过所以, 即使到最后, 还微笑着要我加油, 我知道你还放不下我, 才会在离开时, 闭着眼没有回头...

在我笑容的背后...

Munling

2009-05-23T23:08:00.004+08:00

Lol my version of a really bad day? Ha ha hmm I never really had a really bad day cos nothing can really pull me down that bad. So I'll just tell u my normal day, what i do.

Okay heres it, I woke up like at six thirty to go to school. Then tried to find something nice to wear, and then found out that im running late soon, so I picked some lame thing.

Then i tried to take the fucking 27 bus but its always packed, then I have to wait for the sch bus to fetch me from tampines, see... waste time again, then I will put on my irritated grumpy bs face, then all the lame ppl from the other schs look at me.
I think they sure know that Im from design, I dress funny and dont fit in but w/e. Then I got to sch, am a little early so I go leave my bag in the sewing room then go buy some food.

Sometimes I meet a friend for breakfast then we like bitch abt the sch ppl a bit then we go to class. Then we like do work such as sewing, draping or drawing, the tutorial is not tedious but it exhausts ur mind really fast so we like go for another break la then sometimes we may see our coursemates who are taking other classes then we eat tgt occasionally.

After that we go back and do like a shit load more work, then go for lunch. We always want to eat at design canteen but always got the other sch bastards there one leh, every single store must queue like at least five to ten minutes. I very not happy lor. Then we will like bs then go somewhere else eat. Esp like the other schools or opposite tp.
Whereever we go right, the tp students always stare one. Like so lame, they nv see ppl who are different from them in looks and dressing before, so they express their admiration for us by staring ha ha ha. But seriously, we like immune to all these loser people.

Then yah if got class after lunch, the same thing happens all over agn then. If not we just lepak a bit then go home...

After school, I normally have work so my day technically ends at ten one, then i come home to do work. Lol. Shiok shiok life*

如果...

2009-05-22T23:03:00.008+08:00

Hello!

Where should i begin?... haha.... Loads of things happened over tis past week or so, that made me super emo and pissed and many other things....

CAUTION!... LONG POST AHEAD!... you shld know lah, i very long winded de... waha... read finish if u consider urself my good fren!:)... haha... i like forcing u all to read sia... waha... read hor!... i sacrificing my slp to blog de lehz.... haha...

Take yesterday as a start, i was super pissed and disappointed with myself that i actually broke down.... I went to teach the yr 1 for peer tutoring, and i was super confident at the start, cos i topped the level for MIEC, so i didnt prepare at all!... then when i began teaching, i kept saying the wrong stuffs and i think i made them more confused at the end... so i was super super guilty and i felt really really bad... i was suppose to help them clear their doubts but i think i made them much more confused.... sigh.... then my poly classmate, li rong, sat in my class to pei me from 5 to 7pm.... i felt super touched and i really thank her a lot cos i had moral support, if not i think i would have screwed up much more and much worse... Thank, li rong (i know u read the blog)... haha.... but i felt very guilty cos after that she had to rush home for dinner... sigh... then i was so freaking emo cos i felt really really really bad and guilty.... and then, my 4 bowling frens call me say that they waiting for me and it was alrdy 7.30 le... i had training after ta u see... hehe.... but i told them no need wait for me le but they still did anyway... thanks ppl, i really appreciate it!... then there was my junior, his fren was in the class that i taught so he help me ask for her feedback... then his fren reply "the tutor nt very good, she kept contradicting herself"... sigh... so i became even more sian... cos i nv expect that tis kind of thing will happen.... then at 8, my frens had to cab down to the place as there was no comm members to arrange lanes and stuff, so i sabo them take cab down... so i kept blaming myself yesterday for everything that happened cos i like lian lei everyone... i sabo-ed everybody yesterday!... so how can i feel good?.... then i cried lor...

i really hated everything that happen ard me nowadays!... i dunno why things have become like tat!... i dun listen in lectures and i fall asleep in half my lectures!... till now, i still dunno wat my lecturer talking abt lor when my ct is ard the corner... i am so screwed up for tis sem... i hate it!... why must it be happening to me now!... ah!.... i feel as if i am losing everything and that i am doing things for the sake of doing!... sigh... but dun worry abt me lah... i ok le lah, i think... haha... i am bel lehz!... i will be fine soon:)... i will be strong de!..

Some random tots:
I am sorry if i havent been a great fren!... i know i am not caring at times but i really dunno how to be caring... i will try my best de!:)... i really treasure all my frens and i really love all of u, but i really dunno how to express myself... i apologise for being so stupid and lousy at tat... i am also so sorry if i had been really wilful and stubborn... i am really sorry.... i promise to be a better fren ok?...

Love you all
bel:)

germaine

2009-05-18T13:30:00.002+08:00

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hello.
i dont what happen but i love u!
and im sure alot of others do too.
cheer up

been like so bz these few days.
poly ppl, tell me ur hols.
then i can plan outing.
hongkong gal,
tell me when u coming back too.

i owe u all a outing.

byes
ger

WANLING'S

2009-05-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

hello girls i know i've been missing in action for a long long time
what i've been through this period was both heaven and hell
it was a mixed feeling

trainingsmisunderstandingscryingtrainingslaughtercrazyclimbingpumpfestponclassattitudemorecryingstrainingsaloneawkwardfeelings

i donno at all
i wonder why im still alive
i asked for strength
and i got these
i wonder how i survive to be able to type this

okaye anyway
pumpfest is over
im now an intermediate climber!
though i felt i could have done better
i got 5th

the hell part
i just dont feel like talking about it
because i've cried enough over it
i dread tomorrow
i dread going to class, seeing my friends
right now i feel like crying alr

i donno what im typing
i'll just go to class and talk to myself
they dont understand
neither do i
i'll just talk to myself now, talk to my climbing friends, talk to the wall, talk to my notes
i'll write a letter pass it to my friends tomorrow
if they still dont understand
i'll just talk more to my notes and my wall and the rockers
thats it
this is my life
i love my life
i dont want tomorrow to come

i dont need anyone to ask me what happened
i dont need anyone to tell me everything will be okaye because i know it wont be
i just need someone to tell me he/she will be there

now, i will turn into a full time mugger and climber
i dont want to care anymore

2009-05-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

wow im so tired. Ha ha sch is so draining. I SAW PANG LIMIN IN SCHOOL. SHE BUSINESS WOMAN WOR.

ha ha i got a new block, www.lipstickforest.tumblr.com.
i stopped blogging at the blogspot one already, cos i think tumblr is blogging made easy. ^^. See yah girls soon, and happy birthday again rm!

Happy Birthday, Rui Min!

2009-05-15T09:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday!... May all your dreams come true and stay happy:))... Hope to see you soon!...

bel:)

我知道.

2009-05-10T23:37:00.003+08:00

Hello!

How's all of u?... haha... i am going to be so so busy for the last 2 weeks of May!... haha... i dun even know if i will have enough rest.... haha... nvm, i shall be super enthu!... so i can last till the end of the month...

14 May- Lesson till 7pm and bowling training till 10pm
15 May- Maybe have to do project
16 &17 May- Free days... but have to do tutorial!...zzz
18 May- Doing project and bowling training till 10pm
19 May- Award ceremony!.. haha:)
20 May- Make up lesson till 8pm
21 May- Have to give tuition(Got money to take de lehz... haha... for MIEC) and bowling training till 10pm
22 May- Maybe have to do project
23 May- My cousin's wedding
24 May- Going for dental appointment
25 May- Bowling training till 10pm
26 May- Lesson till 8pm
27 May- A rest day?
28 May- Bowling training till 10pm.... Have to study for test!
29 May- Got Add Maths test and go see jolin!
30 & 31 May- Finally, the end of the month!

Note: all these stuff are other than my normal lessons!.... haha... i am so dead... OMG!!!... nvm, i shall drown myself in my work... so i wont think of anything else.... haha...

Jia you ppl!.... i hope i can survive May!... haha...

bel:)

我受伤了

2009-05-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hey nubleets ha ha have I been missed?

Tomorrow marks the start of the last week of this block, and we will be selling our merchandise. I dont think I need to put our ads here to let u all see la haha. Since u all were never supportive.
Anyway, about last saturday... Poor bel became another part timer for my shop ah ha ha.

Seriously, a two hour wait and during dinner time is extremely unreasonable. She never fails to be on time when ever we meet and the rest of u peeps never fail to be late. Okay the serious lateness ppl would be LM and WL. Most serious case. Jw, Ger, Rm and I are usually on time whenever we meet outside, okay we may be a little late, like less than half an hour.
I feel so sorry for bel on that day ah ha ha.

Time management is important, dont think u all fucking smart and count the mrt and bus when come, ask iris ask iris shit... others will get pissed off while they wait one. And dont count on the others to be early. Okay basically, I cannot stand lateness too.

U all can vouch on my perfect time management. Ha ha you all suckers!